*Diiing Doooong!*

I rushed to the door and opened it..

A doll bowed infront of me then proceeded inside..

"Annyeong, Jiyong-ie!" she passed by me as if I was invisible and immediately approached

Jiyong...

"You're here again!?"   Jiyong's tone sounded pissed..

Cloe had been coming over to the castle to see Jiyong since he had amnesia.

It's Christmas break and Jiyong and his grandfather are spending Christmas season with us

this year! I got to spend the past few days just hanging with Jiyong. The only time we're not

together is at night. But my nights haven't been peaceful lately, because at night

everybody's silent and the only thing I could here is my conscience...

Cloe comes here everyday trying to bring back Jiyong's memory. How? She brings pictures and

 reminds him about their past. But Jiyong was never interested to anything

she said. I know she's getting tired of it. She's slowly losing hope. When she looks at me, I 

know she wants to slap my face! 'Are you enjoying this? You know this isn't right! He loves me,

not you!' ~ I could hear her saying that.

"Jiyong-ie! Let's try something new today! How about going to the amusement park? Do you remember when you first brought me to the amusement park? It was the best day of my life!"

She was all smiles.. I was just looking at the them..

" Mianhe, Cloe. I really can't remember anything. And I won't try to remember anything any more. I don't need to know my past, because here in the present is where Jiane is, where my LOVE is.  And that's all I need to remember. "

Jiyong looked at me and smiled. What he said sounded like HEAVEN! But it felt like HELL... because I saw tears forming on the sides of Cloe's eyes. I could feel her heart breaking, and that's HELL! 

"Jiyong-ie, you can go with Cloe today. I have somethings to do anyway.", I smiled trying to convince him that it was okay.

Cloe lifted her face. Of course she was surprised by what I said. 

"Jiyong! See? We can go! You'll love the park, I promise!", she pulled Jiyong's arm with the invitation...

Jiyong looked at me again. He looked confused.. I just smiled and waved goodbye.

Cloe draged him out of the castle.. I wanted to stop her.. Of course I was afraid that she just might succeed on bringing back Jiyong's memory today! What if she hits Jiyong's head and then BAM! he remembers everything! What am I going to tell him? 

If I confess my love, he'll probably hate me to death! For one, I lied to him from the start, I'm not gay. Second, he loves Cloe who has been suffering so much because of my selfishness. No matter where he'd look at it, I'd turn out to be the bad guy/gay/girl in this story... :(

Appa, eottoke?