Cloe took my hand,  "Jiane, tell me... I want  you to be honest...

 Do you... *pause* Do you still love Jiyong?"

I was surprised by her question and how calm she was when she asked me...

Well maybe that's because she knows that whatever my answer is,

it won't matter because she has already won...

Jiyong and Cloe are already married!

I lost!

 And admitting that I'm still and maybe even more in love with her husband

would only make me a bigger loser!

"A-anniyo," I claimed as my heart secretly 

broke into smaller bits and pieces...

"J-jeogmal?" she seemed shocked, "I guess that's for the best..."

Uhg!! What does she mean by that?!

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After getting some rest, I decided to go to Taeyang...

I took some apples from the kitchen

and proceeded to Taeyang's room...

The door was slightly closed and 

I heard people talking inside...

"No! I won't let you do that!" 

I think that's Taeyang who just shouted...

"Please, Taeyang. I'm leaving for Japan soon.. I just have to do this while she's here.."

I'm sure that was Jiyong's calm voice...

"Gdragon, I'm leaving for heaven too! And I'm guessing that would be soon..

I don't want to commit any last minute sins so give me that back!"

I finally knocked...

"Come in," Taeyang shouted with a pissed tone...

"Ya! Are you really sick? Yesterday you were so weak

and now you're even playing around! Aiyoo!" I sighed pretending not to have 

heard anything...

"How long have you been outside the room?" Jiyong asked...

I instantly saw the ring on his finger...

That proves everything...

Again, my heart was secretly in pain..

"I just arrived," I smiled...

"I see you brought me some apples,"

Taeyang took an apple and ate...

Jiyong excused himself and went out...

"Jiane, we should celebrate," Taeyang said all of a sudden..

"for what?" 

"For your homecoming! C'mon! It's been years!

It would be like a reunion party too," he said in excitement...

"But how can yo---- 

we----.. Uhmm..."

I couldn't finish my sentence...

"Aiyoo! Like you said, yesterday I was weak but now I'm better!

this stupid disease doesn't always show up..

I'll make sure I'm okay during the party," he smiled...

That cute cute smile my cousin has when his eyes are almost closed 

and all his teeth are seen... Omo! I can't say no to that! :)))