the wives and shin dong came back a little past 11, they enjoyed so much that  they forgot about the time

"ugh im so full..eating all day was the best!" changmin screamed while patting his belly

"you never changed Minnie..all you want is food..food..food" shin dong teased his friend who is now walking to his room feeling sleepy and bloated...

"so you think they re asleep now?" Su asked wondering how his baby Keita is

"IM sure they are...its already past bed time..." Jae answered putting down the bags of stuff he shopped which mostly are ha neul's

"I'm tired ..let's go take a shower and rest" nari dragged his husband into their room

"im going too guys, i want to go hug my hannie now" chullie told his friends while he walked to the bedroom he shared with his chinese prince..

jae sat down on the sofa obviously thinking deeply..su sat beside him and looked at his friend

"hyung...what's wrong?"

"i don't know su...i ve been thinking these past few days...should i tell yunho now?" jae sighed

"its up to you hyung, you know what's best for you and ha neul..i'm sure yunho will understand why you kept her a secret, he was the one who left just like that anyway" su replied while holding jae's hand

"i know..i hate him still for that..i mean he didn't even say goodbye ...and he knew where to find us in japan but he never came even once..but he is still ha neul's father, i don't want her to grow up without him in his life, ha neul knows him but i want her to spend time with him also...he might be a jerk to me because of what he did but ha neul deserves to have a father in her life..." jae spoke and tears started falling from his eyes...

"then tell him hyung...jerk as he is, he also deserve to know...." Su hugged his friend and patted his back gently

unknown to the two friends, yunho was listening behind a pillar, tears flowing from his eyes

"if only i didn't leave you that night, maybe id still have you with me...and maybe i would have been ha neu;'s dad since she was born...

after a while su said goodnight to jae and walked up to his shared room with his own family..

as jae was about to stand up, yunho walked in "jae, can we talk?"

jae was a little nervous but nodded and he sat back down...

"jae ...am i...am i ha neul's father?" yunho carefully asked

"huh? why did you ask that question yunho?" jae tried to act as if he doesn't know what he was talking about

"i heard you and junsu...i saw the picture in ha neul's baby bag that when she saw it she pointed at the person in the picture and called him appa over and over..and that person was me...so jae..please tell me...am i ha neul's father? yunho was now tearing up, he wanted to know..actually he already knows, he wanted jae to tell him..tell him that it was true..

"yes yunho..ha neul is your daughter..." jae replied looking out the window and into the night sky

"why..did you keep it?" yun asked again

"i thought you heard me and junsu, why are you asking then?"now jae was feeling angr remembering the day yunho left without a word

"i....i'm sorry jae..i can explain that..i didn't want to but...i had to..."

"then explain..." jae said still not looking at yunho

"well this is what happened.."

>>>>flashback<<<<  

5:30 am after jessica's party at the hotel room yunho got with jae:

"i can't believe your with me again jae..." yunho thought as he was jae's blonde hair "i love you...so much..." and he gently kissed his lover's forehead

buzzzzzzzzzzz....buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz yunho felt his phone vibrate in his pants...

"yeobeoseyo?"

"Junh Yunho you bastard.." the man on the other line screamed yunho went to the balcony to not disturbe the sleeping jae

"a...aboji!!" yunho gulped. 

yunho's father never liked the fact that yunho was inlove with a man, he was against jae from the beginning that's why he even helped lee soo man before to hold yunho back and make Jae's life miserable...

"i know you are with that Jaejoong again! you better get your away from that place at this moment or i swear"

"aboji..im sorry but i love jae so much..we've been apart for so long now because of you..and lee soo man ssi but now that we are not under him anymore i want to be with jae...not even you can stop that"

"oh really? jung yunho you know what i can do...if you don;t leave that boy right this instant i will send someone there to kill him and i can make it look like you did it...now choose my dear son...i have someone watching you right now so you can't really get out of it" with that mr jung hung up leaving a baffled yunho on the other line

he walked to the sleeping jae..kissed him for the last time "i love you jae..im sorry..." and then he left...

as he was walking out from the hotel his phone rang " happy now? you better leave jae alone or i will kill you myself ..have a good day aboji" hunged the phone up not even letting his father say a single word...

after a year his father died from a heart attack, and yunho felt he was free now...he knew where to find jae but he hesitated because he thought jae hated him so much now...and he told himself that maybe fate will let them meet again and when that happens he is not letting jae go again...then the nari-shindong wedding happened..a perfct oppurtunity...

>>>>end of flashback<<<

"idiot!" jae spat " do you think i will let your father do that to me? i wasn't afraid of him yunho, hell i wasn't even afraid of lee soo man...he threatened me and yoosu so many times that i learned to fight back...you were just a freakin coward yunho!"

"jae i didn't want you to get killed..if he did what he told me if i didnt leave you, then we won't have ha neul now...im so sorry jae..."

"it's too late now yunho.."

"i know..you have a family now...ha neul might be mine but you have a husband already..." yunho sobbed

"what? who told you i am, married now?" jae looked at him

"but..chun...said your husband wont mind..when we were told about this trip...right?" yunho answered looking confused and sad

"idiot..yeah he won't mind because he doesn't exist"

"so i still have a chance?" yunho looked at jae with a hopeful eyes

"who said you have a chance? i haven't forgiven you yunho, im just keeping up with this because i want ha neul to spend time with his father..that's as far as i can go with things yunho" jae stood up, left yunho and went to his room...

"i will make you forgive me jae...i will make our family whole..." yunho thought as he walked to his and changmin's shared room

in his room jae layed down beside his sleeping daughter..."appa is an idiot ha neul...i won't forgive him easily..but ill let hime spend time with you..." he kissed his baby and then fell asleep....