04: are you really mine?

i loved you before.. and i still love you now...

airport:

"where is jae chullie???? is he coming? please tell me he is coming he is the only one who's not here" nari said panicking while looking around for any sign of jaejoong

"he will be here nari...you know jae ..he is always late" chullie replied trying to calm nari down

"why didnt you come together chun?" hankyung asked his friend while holding unto chullie's waist

"he said we should just come here first ..but he didnt really say anything after.." chunie replied regretting why he didn't ask his hyung why

sitting on the chairs yunho was feeling sad because jae wasn't there yet..and he was hoping his former lover will not bail on them...even if nari would be the reason he is coming, it is better than having no jae at all...

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just outside the airport:

"am i going?" jae tried to argue with himself "but its the right time to let yunho know about ha neul and maybe let them spend time together.."

jae started walking towards the entrance while pushing the baby stroller and pulling their bags but stopped "but what if he decides to take my baby?" jae thought while gripping tight on the stroller "but maybe he won't ..right?" with a lot of thoughts in his mind, jae continued to walk until he saw his friends and yunho..

"hyunggggggggggg!" changmin ran towards jae as soon as he saw him" i thought you weren't coming.hmpft"

"yah kim jae joong!  why are you late?!" chullie pretended to be angry with nari nodding by his side

"sorry guys ok? i was just caught up somewhere" and by somewhere jae meant outside the entrance door of the airport thinking if he's going or not

yunho stood up immidiately and looked at the direction of the talking friends and as soon as he saw jae he felt his heart thump uncontrollably but as soon as he saw the stroller it reminded him that jae can't be his anymore..jae has a family...

"Korean airlines 6:00 am  flight 122603 to hawaii will start boarding now. .."

"guys time to go" junsu told his friends while picking up keita and yoochun was folding the stroller that will be put byt he entrance of the plane

jae was struggling with the stroller while holding unto the sleeping haneul and to his surprise a hand took the stroller and folded and carried "let me help you" yunho said with a smile

"thanks " jae replied

and all of them walked towards the boarding area 

"look hun, they look like a real family now...too bad jae hyung still won't tell yunho hyung" shindong told his wife while pointing at jae and yunho

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hawaii:

the friends spend their time at the beach playing and some of them went shopping...yunho helped jae a lot with ha neul and even got used to ha neul calling him appa from time to time. He thought he could pretend just for this trip that he was jae's husband and he was ha neul's dad..he knew he was making himself happy and sad at the same time but it was ok..a little time with jae was all he needed...jae on the other hand saw how yunho was putting in effort to help him and even saw how he took care of ha neul and even thought a few times if he should tell yunho already..

"jae, chullie, su,changmin, shindong and i are going shopping and we want you to come with us" nari told his friend, shindong was going because he doesn't really want to be away from his new wife..honeymoon stage ei?

"but the kids?" jae asked

"chun will take care of keita so maybe he and the guys can take care of ha neul too..come on jae we need some time to bond you know" nair was now insisting and obviously not taking no for an answer

"yeah jae just go, ill take care of ha neul" yunho butted in while carrying a sleeping ha neul

jae was hesitant at first but then agreed since the others were not really leaving without him

"ok yunho, call me if anything happens to my baby ...thank you" jae left without really worrying now, her baby is with her father anyway...

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an hour later at the villa shindong rented:

yoochun and hankyung decided to buy ice cream for the kids and took keita with them, yunho stayed behind because ha neul was still sleeping and he didn't want to wake the little angel up...

"uhmmm...uhmmmm" ha neul stirred up, slowly waking up

"appa..appa...appa....."she screamed when she didn;t see yunho... a few days after they arrived in hawaii, ha neul started to look for yunho more than her mother , which made jae happy and a little jealous at the same time

"shh im here baby girl..are you awake now? uncle chunnie and kyung and keita went to buy ice cream for us" yunho said while putting the little girl on his lap giving her a little kiss on the cheek

ha naeul started playing in the room while yunho was watching tv, they stayed in jae's room becuase all of ha neul's toys were there and yunho thought it was safer to stay in the room than in the living room where all sorts of stuff can hurt the baby..he was like being a real father he thought..and it made him  smile

ha neul walked over to her baby bag which she knows so well becuase it has a picture of elmo on it..and like every kid, she started pulling out everything in it creating a little mess

"ha neul ah..don't do that" yunho tried to take the bag away from the little girl and suddenly a picture dropped out from one of its pockets, ha neul picked it up and smiled

"appa.." she babbled

"what ha neul?" yunho thought she was calling her

and then she pointed on the picture on her hand and continued to say appa..yunho face went gloomy thinking that ha neul is looking at his real appa, jae's husband and when ha neul turned the picture toward yunho he was shocked "appa!" in the picture was the person that ha neul calls appa..and that person was....yunho...

"ha neul..who is this?" yunho tried to ask the little girl trying to confirm his thoughts

"appa!" ha neul appa!" the little girl replied

"am i his appa?" yunho thought now confused as ever

and just then the other guys came back:

"yunho hyung were back! ha neul ice cream!!!" hankyung shouted from the living room

yunho picked up ha neul and the picture still half dazed and went down on the living room..yunho set ha neul down beside keita to play and then pulled yoochun aside..

"yoochun i want you to be honest with me..." yunho begun

"what is it hyung?" feeling a little uncomfortable seeing the picture in yunho's hand. he knows that was the picture jae always showed ha neul and told her it was her father

"am i...ha neul's appa?" yunho didnt think twice before asking, he needed to know,,,he knows there is a possibility because the last time he was with jae and did it with him matches ha neul's age when you start doing the math which he just thought of right now...

"hyung..." chun didn't really know hw to answer it..he wasn't the right person to tell it to him

"i...i dont think you should be asking me ..." he told his hyung...ending the conversation avoiding more questions from yunho

yunho understood chun's position but his thoughts were already half confirmed, he just need to hear it from jae himself..

the boys and ha neul played all day and ate ice cream..until all of them were exhausted..keita and haneul fell asleep together on the sofa

"i'll take ha neul up to jae's room hyung" han kyung said while picking up the sleeping baby already, yoochun doing the same for keita

"i'll do it kyung, you go rest, you are tired from playing with the kids all day..you will sure make a good father" yunho complimented his chinese friend

"thanks hyung..i hope so too"

with that all three men went to the rooms and rested except for yunho who was just staring at the little angel that could be his child...and a part of him was hoping she was...

"are you really mine?"

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teddyrain83
#1
Chapter 26: I cry when Yoochun piggyback Junsu at the beach. My heart hurts for Chunnie.
karinokta #2
Chapter 26: I cry a looooot ;;;;;((((((
I am sad that su left, so heartbreaking but it's going well at the end, even I still sad too, and cry nonstop because of chun. Nice story, authornim, thankies thankies :D
mysterycodes #3
Chapter 26: Just finish read this story and I can't stop crying bcause it was so sad and well writen.

Thanks for writing such a great story author-nim. :)
YouDunnoMe #4
nice story (y)
DreaShipsAllLoves
#5
Chapter 26: I loooove this sooo much!! The ending made me tear up~ ( T_T)\(^-^ )
HwangSooJin
#6
Great story
yulkris #7
i love you author!! LOL
shihui231 #8
Y did u have to make Junsu die.. :( U make me cry hard.. sob sob!
Great JOb with the story! :)
GalaxyW
#9
i was crying while listen to hurt (Ali) ost rooftop prince... :'( so sad....