"Omo Chocho-ah, you have to know how much I love her.. I'm literally crying my eyes out right now, and my hands are bleeding... I-I j-just.. I love her, Cho Hee, please help oppa.."

That's what he texted me. That is what my crush texted me. That is what Yoon Doo Joon texted me.

Let me introduce myself first. I'm Lee Cho Hee and I have a crush on Yoon Doo Joon, my classmate. Yes, we're in the same grade, and we are classmates. I've been in love with him for 3 years now, but he doesn't notice it. He doesn't know it because he's in love with one of my bestfriend, Gina.

So, Gina unnie is cute. She's really pretty. I mean who wouldn't fall for her cheeky and bubbly personality? She's one of my closest friend. She knew everything about me, I SWEAR, EVERYTHING. I told her that I like Doojoon, but the next day I told her that, she's already making love with Doojoon. It was a really shocking news, I couldn't even control my expression. I thought I'll cry in any second, but knowing that she's my bestfriend, I just....let it go. I gave Gina unnie one of my fake smile, and said "Chukhae" .

Well, about Doojoon, he's my bestfriend now. He shares EVERYTHING with me. We're rrrreaaaallllyyy close, we even look like a couple. At least, that's what my other closest friends said, since they knew that I have feelings towards Doojoon. So when I sat with Doojoon at the backseat of the class, Junhyung, Gi Kwang, Hyunseung and Dongwoon, will always [ I SWEAR ITS ANNOYING] always, tease us. More to teasing me actually. Junhyung, Gi Kwang and Hyunseung will give us these glares, which only I can understand. While Dongwoon, will say something like this "Ahh... Hyung-ah, you guys look like a pair of husband and wife.... I'm so jealous...."

And I'll look at him and say "That doesn't make sense, Dongwoon," while, Doojoon will only shut his mouth like he's agreeing what Dongwoon said. That makes me think that.... He loves me too?

Anyway, back to the original story. Doojoon and Gina unnie, happily together, yada yada yada.

But, after two years of having their time of their life, Gina finally decides to let the younger man go. For Doojoon's brother, Yang Yo Seob.

Doojoon was lost. I tried to help him to get back to reality. But he couldn't. He keeps on telling me that he loves Gina.

"Cho-ah. she s-said she d-doesn't love me anymore...Y-you have to h-help me... I really l-love her, how could she d-do this to me..."

There's these swords, that kept on stabbing my heart when I read that text, when I read those words... When he told me that he loves Gina. I thought I could hold my tears, but before I knew it, they rolled down my cheeks easily. I was confused. Should I be happy, or sad. Yes, it is a good thing that they broke up, but what's the difference if Doojoon keeps on talking about his pretty cupcake, every single day?

"You know what? I read Gina's blog yesterday.. "
Ahh.. that name again, Gina's name.

"So...?"

"I miss her so much, I really do..."
And there he goes again.

I felt like there's a lump in my throat when he said that. But I had to face the reality. Doojoon loves Gina, no matter what that pretty female does to him. Because.

I've asked Doojoon this.

"What if Gina unnie wants you back, will you say yes?"

And guess what. He nodded. That nod, that light nod, made my heart shatters into pieces. Pieces that can't be fixed anymore.

But then again, Doojoon was the one who made me fall for him.... His words... Made me think that he actually cared for me..

"WHATTT?!! You're in the hospital?!!! Jeongmal?!! Wae?!!!! Are you okkay?"

And also,

"This is not a triangle love, this is a CUBE love... Hahaha get it? Cube? Yes? No?"
-Doojoon said this when me, him and Hyuna sitting together and Dongwoon said we are in triangle love.

But knowing that he's Doojoon, it's my fault for taking his words so seriously. I just.. I couldn't help it. I couldn't stop myself from loving him. Then.. there's this text which made me smirked.

"Cho Hee-ah, whatever happens, you'll forever be my bestfriend and my favourite dongsaeng. Araseo Lee Cho Hee?"

Well, I guess it's fated.

Lee Cho Hee and Yoon Doo Joon.

Just bestfriends.

#End of chapter 1