Chapter 6: Ulzzang's Feelings
Ulzzang's Love Story
(Luhan's POV)
It's Sunday, rest day. At last I could sleep properly. Oh I should send Seohyun a message oopps I forgot I don't have her number yet. Am I being stubborn now? I'm an ulzzang, when I talk to a girl the first thing I do is to get her number but when it comes to her I'm being slow. I should talk to Sehun. So I dialed his number "Sehun ssi!", he picked up faster than before "Hyung why do you suddenly call?", he sounded busy but I don't care. "How can you find out if you are inlove?", he laughed hard upon hearing my question "Hyung inlove?? You're inlove?? Good heavens they sent you an angel. Are you serious?", I couldn't help but to get mad by how he reacted. "I'm dead serious! Nice talking!" I hung up I'm easy to pissed especially when I'm serious. I decided to go to the basketball court for I wanted to be alone for awhile. When I reached the court I saw Seohyun, she was playing the guitar while singing. I sit at the back of the chair that she's sitted. I could feel the harmony.. her voice is like a music, very angelic. She stopped playing so I decided to stand up and talk to her. "That was great!", Seohyun bowed her head then smiled at me "Ah Luhan well thank you for your compliment", I bounced the ball and shoot it. "Wow ulzzang nice whoop! I didn't know that you're good at this", I smirked and get close to her, we're now 2inches away from each other. "That's just one of ulzzang's charm", I told her while I was touching her her head. I was shocked when she touched my shoulder. She then move her face near to mine. Am I going to start first? "JuHyun what are you doing?", she went near me then answered "I guess ulzzang is scared of JuHyun, is that one of your charm?", after she said that I could hear her laughter damn! I'm very embarrassed shoot this girl can be naughty anytime. She then grab the ball that I'm holding then shoot it. "I didn't expect Hyun could be good at playing basketball", she looked at me while bouncing the ball "Well duizhang is my ex right?", yeah I forgot Kris is her ex boyfriend. "JuHyun can I ask you something?", she paused and sat beside me "Why luhan?" I may look like a stupid man but I really want to have an answer for my question. "JuHyun, how can you know if you are inlove?", she looked at me in the eyes and said "Well it's really hard to tell if you're really inlove. You can say that you are inlove when you can't stop thinking about her, when you care about her like you feel bad when she's down, you find her mistakes cute, you love spending time with her, and most of all when you don't notice other girls except her", I don't know what to say. "Woah great I should tell that to my friend. He's been asking me lately that question", if only you know that I really need your advice to evaluate myself. "Have you ever been inlove?", she asked seriously. I got up on my sit and turned my back to her "I don't know either. I'm just afraid to fall deeply inlove with someone that's why I end up dating many girls", she held my hand and gave me a back hug. "You're afraid to fall inlove because you don't want to get hurt but you can't escape. Love will always bother you", I faced her and hug her tight. "Lu--Luhan are you okay? I ca--can't breath." I started crying on her shoulder, I'm starting to remember how my father abondoned me and my mother. How he left my mother because he's inlove with another woman. "I don't want to be inlove for love is just a game of winning and loosing. I don't want to end up like my mother who had been left by my selfish father. I don't want to be alone", I let out all of the torns that has been kept inside my heart for a long time. While hugging this girl I feel safe, while staying like this with her I feel great. "Luhan I will never leave you, I promise", upon hearing those words from her my black heart turned into red and my dead soul has gained its life again. We're the same, she was left by Kris but she still has feelings for him. She' still inlove with him but me I'm different. I hate my dad. "I hate appa", I voiced out what's inside my heart. She removed herself from the hug then cupped my face "You just have the right to love but don't have the right to hate", I looked at her sparkling eyes and by that the anger that I'm feeling sudside. She knows how to do magic and it capture me.
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