(Seohyun's POV) I left school early, I'm really not feeling well. When I entered my house my mom approached me then she hugged me tight. "Hyun honey I love you, appa loves you too and he's watching you from the heaven", a tear escaped my eyes. So she already knew that Kris left me, "Umma I know.. that's why I'm not giving up because I know that there are people who care". -------------- When I entered my room I saw my table with Kris' picture on top of it. I guess I can never be yours, I mean you can never be mine. I love you Kris but why? When my eyes started to water, Luhan's advice came into my mind. 'You deserve someone better', it's really painful to accept those words especially when for me that someone whom I deserve is Kris. I don't know how to move forward and how to wake up every morning without reading a text from him. I already miss his deep voice which I consider my favorite music, his warm hug that comforts me and his unending love for me. My heart is aching it's really hard, Kris pls comeback I need you pls Kris pls. I know that I looked crazy for talking to a picture but I really want him back. I can't picture my life without him. I can't help but cry, that's all that I could do I feel useless upon loosing him. How can I live my life without him?