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My brain must be pretty twisted that I should be dreaming about Mr. Angry Bird the night before the Christmas Eve. And from all kind of dreams why should I dream about getting married to him? Oh Godd, no.. Who the hell in her right mind wants to marry such an ? Instead of helping me wake up from my nightmare, he cursed and got mad at me! What kind of gentleman is he? Oh scratch that, he has never been a gentleman anyway. I wonder why my life is so pitiful... 

So anyway, I should really refresh my mind. Its Christmas Eve today, yay! No friends, no close realtives, so yeah, I'm gonna spend another Christmas alone again. Oh, don't ever mention about spending it with mr. Angry Bird cause hell no! I will never share my loneliness-no I mean my happine- no! I won't share anything with him. Oh, I need to buy me a present, there's nothing wrong with buying new things for Christmas right? I mean its normal for some Christmas shopping! 

When I step out of my room, the house feels pretty empty? Well, maybe Mr. Angry Bird continues his sleep, nah that's a good thing so I can spend my day without bickering with him! As I smile to myself like an idiot I am, he gets out of his room in a haste, wears his shoes in light speed and slams the door right on my face, yes you read the right word, he SLAMS the DOOR on MY FACE! What an anttention- he is. Like seriously, he gets on my nerve all the time, whether its morning, afternoon, evening or night. 

Patience.. patience... Oh right,  I'm gonna shopping today, shouldn't I be enjoying this day to the fullest?  Right.. right.. I shouldn't let him ruin my day.

I  open the door slowly and close it softly, I'm a girl after all, should have been softer. I stroll on the busy road, going in and out of many shops.  

I'm gonna need new gloves, jacket, shoes, sweaters, hats, socks, pajamas and oh! Why don't I upgrade all the things in my wardrobe anyway. 

In total of 3 hours time, I've carried around 8 shopping bags containing of my needed belongings. Good thing I saved up my salary every month. 

I stop in Starbucks to get me some warm coffee, well, warm drinks are the best in winter, right? 

Sitting down on one of the empty seats in the café, I set down my belongings in the opposite side of mine. As I take a sip of my coffee, I see Mr. Angry Bird (?!) is strolling on the busy road carrying some small shopping bags. Like wth! That angry bird is shopping??!!! Seriously?? Is he shopping for his girlfriend? 

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No no, its not possible. Who wants to date him anyway? 

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Wait, why am I in denial? Right. Its none of my concern whether he's having a girlfriend or not. Yeah right...

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So why the hell am I following him around in secret?! Here I am hiding behind the crowds of people, following him in anf out of every shops. And man, I think I was right, he is looking something for his girlfriend! I mean, he's entering a jewelry shop. He can;t be that sissy to look for a jewelry for his own right? Well, he hasn't shown any girly side too. By the way, why am I the one minding about him so much? Right, I should just go home, being in home is better than following an like him. 

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And now I'm standing in front of one of the stalls in the jewelry shop and steal some glances at a particular guy who is busy picking up a necklace. 

"Excuse me, miss? Can I help you?"

! My heart drops to my knee, holy mother er, she really surprises me. 

"Oh right, I'm looking for  a... a ring, yeah.. a ring."

"Wait a minute, I'll show you the best piece we have."

Oh, now I'm looking for an earring? Seriously what the heck is wrong with my brain?! A few minutes later, she comes back with a display of couple rings on her hand. What the ? Is she mocking me? Helllooooo... I am single here.. duh.. Well but I can't deny that the rings are cool too and yeah.. maybe if I got a boyfrienf I will surely pick that. 

Oh forget it!

"So, how is it miss? Its the newest model that we have? Or would you like to see another?"

"Oh yeah.. can I.. see.... some earrings please?"

Wait, why should I find earrings? For who? Aish, I will just wear it. And so there it goes..... 

A piece of earrings catch my eyes. Its so, cool, not too girly and its shining brighter than the others (that's how I see it though). 

'Excuse me? Can I take this earrings please?"

"Oh, must be for your boyfriend?"

"Eh?"

"Oh dear, you are such a beautiful and kind girl, this is made for men and we just displayed it this morning, believe me, your boyfriend will love it!"

"Um.. ne.."

"SHould I wrap it?"

"um.."

"Of course we should, its Christmas Eve afterall."

The lady sure is talkative, isn't she? 

"Here it is, as beautiful as you, dear." 

"Arasso. Kamsahamnida."

"Aiii.. Merry Christmas! Have a great Christmas with your boyfriend."

I nod my head and leave the shop quickly before I punch her gut out. She always say 'boyfriend this boyfriend that', who the hell is my boyfriend anyway?

Wait, who is this for? Oh right! I can give it to Mr. Angry Bird!!

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What the heck?! No WAY! He has no right to get any present! Santa only gives out presents to good kids right? Well, he's a bad boy. But surely that earrings will match with his bad boy fac-

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Oh my son of a biatch!!! What did just think about???? I really need to get a hold of myself! Oh ! I was there to follow Mr. Angry Bird and now I lost him?! Aish.. What the heck is wrong with me today? 

I walk fast past the shops, averting my eyes to the shops, hoping to find a familiar tall man. Nah! There he is, finally spotted him! He must be pretty easy to find right, he's handso- wait no, I mean he look like an angry bird, right. He ruffles his already messy hair and I can tell he's sighing as he's looking at a red box on his hand. 

I guess he's buying for his girlfriend for real. I sigh deeply as I walk away from him. Wait a minute... did I really sigh before? Why the hell should I sigh anyway? It got nothing to do with me, He got a girlfriend or not or wahtever happens with him, I don't care! Right! I should just keep being carefree. 

I move my feet away from the crowdy place, when I've been walking for about 15 minutes, I just noticed I am not walking back home! Where am I walking to? Oh stupid damn brain, when will you work normally? I look around, trying to figure out where the hell I am stnading at, yet the place looks so unfamiliar to me. Gosh, ottokhae? 

I've been probably walking for an hour or more now yet I haven't got a single clue on how to go home. I glance at my watch, 17.00. I really need to get home as soon as possible, I need to make dinner for hi- I mean myself. I decided to ask some passerby to go back to the main road. Oh, thanks God there are a lot of passerby around me. Maybe the place is just near my house? Duh, who cares? What matters most is I can get back soon! After a good damn 20 minutes of another walking here and there, I finally find my way back home! Yay!

As soon as I reach home, I clean myself up and start making dinner. Unconsciously, I make dinner for two. Don't get me wrong its Christmas Eve so yeah, maybe its alright if I make dinner for him too, It doesn't mean I like him or anything, alright? 

My feet are killing me, after a long long walk, I feel really tired. Just for your information, I might make dinner for him, I won't eat together with him! So its better if I finish my portion first and go to sleep, yeah! What? I'll be a pig if I sleep after I eat? I don't give a damn! Its Christmas Eve afterall! Maybe outsiders are gonna see me as a monster, I finish my dinner portion in less than 5 minutes. Oh, what kind of behaved girl will eat that fast? Nah, who cares anyway? Now its time to SLEEP! 

I sneak in to his bedroom and put the earrings I bought this afternoon. Its not that I like him or he's handsome or I'm atracted to him, okay? I just don't feel right to wear the earrings, and yeah.. Giving him present once a year is okay, right? Don't get the wrong idea.

I glance at his bed, sniffing the air in his room. Smells like him; addicting. Wait! Did I just think his scent is addicting?! What the hell? 

I get out of his room and slam the door behind me. I must be really insane to have such thoughts! As I thought, I need my beauty sleep or my brain will get overheated and start thinking stupid things. 

I drop my body on my bed and close my eyes. 

That Christmas night, I dream about someone. Someone so handsome, he's getting into my room to fix my blanket. I feel like I'm melting under his stare. He's staring at me with such passion in his eyes, I can't help but blush under his soft gaze. He my face slowly, his hand feels good; so warm and big. I can't help but feel disappointed when he pulls his hand hastily away from my face. I can hear him whisper.. 'beautiful'. He takes out a box from his pocket and puts it beside my bed as he whispers in my ear; "Merry Christmas..."

That is the best dream I ever had in all my life and I wish that was not just a dream...

Hey peeps!!! 

Hahaha~ The last time I updated it was on Christmas, and I haven't been opening aff till now ~ Sorryyyyy~~ ><

I still wish you don't get bored waiting for me and the updates I gave won't be disappointing ~ 

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Maybe some of you already know this story, but I just deleted it and now reposting it with hope I can give faster update ~ If you don't mind, please do check it out: 

"Our Little Life Secret" here's the link: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/760111/

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