February 3rd, 2008.

                 

To my dearest hyung,

                    

                     

            Minnie hyung! How have you been? Ahh…. I’m so tired… today was our showcase and I’m really tired but it’s okay, I’m almost sure I was the best one, Hae says so as well! :D

            But that’s not what made my day! >///< today I saw him again! He was standing there in all his glory, maybe he was a little confused? He seemed lost I think… he was watching the showcase and since I was the closing show I secretly wanted him to watch me… maybe that would make him notice my presence! xD but in the mean while I just looked at him, he is really handsome, and he seems quiet as well, maybe because he was alone, but he didn’t move a lot and just watched the showcase with a serious face, looking around once in a while… I guess he was waiting for someone? He was wearing this greenish jacket… he seems like a lead actor filming a movie! Ah hyung, he’s so perfect! >///<

            And then I had to prepare myself for my part and when I went to stage, even when I looked around I couldn’t find him… ): hyung, I really wanted him to notice me… the only chance I had for him to know I’m actually cool went to waste because he went away! Aish hyung! Tell him to come back to me! ):

            And then Donghae was mocking me! Hyung! We need you here with us! He’s uncontrollable, always insisting that we should go and visit you (more like go and destroy your place) but don’t worry, I already calmed him down for now! :D I’m learning fast!

Oh! By the way! He was discharged from the hospital some weeks ago, he was really happy and even treated me some meals! I think he will fulfill his promise… He didn’t dance but he was on the first line cheering for me… he even took a huge banner that said ‘Hyukjae you’re the best! Screw everyone else!’. Hahaha! It was awesome! I really like this friend of us hyung! ^^

            Sigh… hyung, I’m so tired because today was really stressing, but I’m really happy that I got to meet him today! Even if it was from afar! I want to know his name, Hae told me he would try to find out but I bet he already forgot about it… you know he forgets his promises in no time hyung, but it was fine before because you were there to remind him! ^^ I guess Hae needs you more than I do…

Minnie hyung, am I becoming crazy? I think I am, I still can’t stop my mind wandering around… I want to get to know him better! I wonder if I’m obsessed? Well, I’m not a stalker so I’m not right! ^^ I just would like to have one calm chat with him~ that’s all! (:

Oh hyung! Yesterday I found the girl last time as well… she said she wanted to be friends~ her name is Sulli~ she’s really nice! ^^ though Hae said, and I’m quoting his words, ‘Sungmin hyung is way more beautiful than her’. Hyung, I guess Hae is obsessed with you… xD

Anyways~ I discovered she has the same free hours as Hae and me so we will eat lunch together tomorrow and probably all the rest of the year! (:

                     

I’ll go now hyung, please take care of yourself, it’s getting warmer right? Or is it just me? xD

Anyways hyung! I hope to see you soon!

                  

Love,

Hyukjae.

                   

PS: Hyung, did you know? Scientists suggest that most people will fall in love approximately seven times before marriage. Ah hyung... this is the first time I fall in love but I don’t want to let go ): Seven times before marriage… do I still have a looong way to go? TT_TT