May 15th, 2009.

Postscript

 

May 15th, 2009.

                 

To my dearest hyung,

                    

                     

            Hyung! Finally I’m graduating! You are as well right? Woahh! Global business! You’re so cool hyung! Let’s see each other soon and go out together! If you don’t want to I won’t bring Hae with me! xD

            Ah hyung! Yesterday Kyu and I went to a party and it was fun, though most of the time we spent it hugging each other and just sticking up, there were these girls that were flirting with him hyung! They even said that we had a cute ‘bromance’ ah hyung! What the hell was wrong with them? He’s my man! MINE! Geez! Why didn’t they see it. And then I got mad because hyung told them that I was cute and that he liked our bromance. BROMANCE! He said that… I was really hurt hyung.

I know he doesn’t think that way but I’m sure he did it because he wanted to tease me! Maybe it was my fault because I didn’t accept him right away as my official boyfriend… anyways, you know I love to sulk so as soon as he started flirting with those girls I went out of the party and walked way home…

Well yes, I got lost, but it was better because I didn’t want to see Kyuhyun right in that moment, I also didn’t answer my phone on purpose because hyung, I didn’t want to even hear his voice. And you know what? He just called me once and just one text and that was all! I bet he was enjoying flirting with those girls! He must have had the time of his life with them! I’ll kill him if he let those girls lay a finger on him.

I haven’t talked to him since last night, and now I’m in the park, I went to sleep to a friend’s place… am I being childish? I know I am but I feel down, does that mean he doesn’t acknowledge our relationship? Is he mad because I rejected him at first? I still love him hyung! I tell him that every day and every time I have the chance! Doesn’t he believe me? Ah hyung! I think I’m going crazy because I love him so much and I’m scared he doesn’t love me as much as I do… I should trust him right hyung?

Okay! So I’ll talk to him tomorrow! Though he hasn’t called me ever since yesterday… ah hyung! What if something happened to him?! O.o I won’t forgive myself! I’ll call him right away now!

           

Okay hyung~ I guess I should leave now~ you know? Even when I’m acting like this I love him and you should know that even if he flirts and plays around with girls~ I know that he loves me with all his heart (even when sometimes he tries to deny it, he always fails though kekeke).

Do you remember when you used to lecture me every time I did something wrong? There’s no need now hyung! I grew up well! I know I’m being childish but he has some fault as well! He shouldn’t go around flirting when the one he loves is right beside him! *pouts*

Kekeke hyung! Don’t forget to call auntie! I called mom and she told me she’s really, really worried since she hasn’t heard from you for years! O.o hurry and contact them hyung! They miss you! And so do I!

                  

Love,

Hyukjae.

                  

PS: Hyung, did you know? The color blue has a calming effect. It causes the brain to release calming hormones. I wore blue pajamas and the sheets in my friend’s house are blue so I hope tomorrow I’ll be in a good mood and then I should probably apologize to Kyu… ah hyung, I’m so immature and insecure… ):

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OdetteSwan 974 streak #1
Chapter 21: This is so sad, yet so beautiful.
I just wished that Kyu didn't end his life. But then, that was how he wants to be with Hyuk.
Thank you so much for sharing.
enclose #2
Chapter 21: T.T! why does all ur fic make me cry so hard D: D: but its well written ! i was trying to find out how you would end this story! but it was better than i expected! hahaha! :D all along i thought sungmin was dead, thats why he didnt reply :P turns out to be hyukkie :(
Skychrome #3
Chapter 21: It's 11:42pm and I'm crying! Srsly this is whyI hate angsty fics...
Buy I must say that the end was beautiful, I was hoping to see Sungmin in the end, wonder why Hyuk never send those letters.

Truly beautiful, and Sungmin's postcript in the end, ufgh.
eunhae77 #4
Chapter 20: even though i accidently read a comment before, i still cried:'( everything was so happy and the it was so sad:( though i'm happy kyu&hyuk and hae&min ended up together...good job authot-nim:)
CookieSoo #5
Chapter 21: Awwwwwwhhhh why the sudden cancer? :'(
kriena #6
Chapter 21: I've cried before reading fanfics, but although I really wanted to when I finished this one, I didn't. I think it's because I spoiled it by reading the comments and finding out about someone dying, and then I guess I kinda braced myself for it.

But it was so beautiful, I wanted to be a little mad at Sungmin for not visiting earlier, but I can't bring myself to be and instead feel so sorry for him, but at least he has Hae now :3
pillow4hyukjae #7
Chapter 20: this is ____ing well written! bt i still am cnfused...sungmin is dead right? since u wrote that he nver visited his hometown for years means he's dead right? oh god kyu..u love hyukkie sooo much.
NevertheMaknae #8
Chapter 21: ... CRIED SO HARD!!!!!!!!
loved it!!
Keep writing good stories!
Alliekat_6 #9
I cried so hard ohhh the angst T.T but at the same time it was a truly beautiful fic. I really want to thank you for writing something that touched my heart :)
BriBri228 #10
You are an absolute genius. Never have I cried before while reading a fanfic about somebody dying but your story just made me burst into tears at the end. And throughout the whole story I was happy for hyukie and kyu and it made my heart happy. Thank you for righting such a heartfelt story that managed to make somebody, who unconsciously smiles at somebody's death, cry. It is truely a five star story and I just love it.
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