I missed you
Maybe Next time We'll Meet Again
I kissed him....
I didn't mean too...it's just an accident
I stare at his large round eyes and he stares back at me...
I look down at his lips and realize the position we were in.
I was on top of him...
"Omo!" Someone shouted
I press my hands on his chest and tried to pull myself up.
I felt his heart beat...
It was beating really fast...
He quickly got up as well...
He was looking down and was playing with his fingers.
"Chanyeol...Minhee..." Said Suho
He looked shocked
Suho looked at us and his face turned red.
"I....I never saw anything, continue on...I'm just going back upstairs"
What!!!!
"Suho! It's not what you think" I screamed
But he didn't listen and just ran back upstairs
I stare at Chanyeol and his face was beet red.
Oh my god...don't tell me, don't tell me he misunderstood.
I closed my eyes...it was nothing, our lips just simply brushed each other.
I turn away from Chanyeol...
I head towards the stairs, but someone grabs my wrists.
I turn around and sees Chanyeol looking down...
"What?"
He doesn't say anything
"If you don't have anything to say , then let go"
I stare straight at his eyes and his grip got stronger.
'Do you not really understand how I feel Min? It wasn't just nothing that happened' Thought Chanyeol
"Are going to say something or not? We're already late" I pulled his hands away from me
I walked away from him without looking back.
Chanyeol's eyebrows scrunges together and ran after me.
I took the stairs and then opened the door.
"I'm very sorry for being late" I bowed
Someone was also behind me...
"Oh Minhee's here!" Screams Kyungsoo
Kai and the manager walked towards us
"It's okay Minhee, we haven't started yet" said the manager
Phew...I thought I was really late.
"Oh Chanyeol ...weren't you supposed to be getting your hair done ?" Said the manager
I looked behind me and it was Chanyeol
He scratched his head and smiles
"I had to pick something up" he smiles
Kai stares at me and Chanyeol... He looks angry.
I wasn't that late...was I?
I checked my watch...12:45 it wasn't that long .
Kai grabs my shoulders and drags me towards the stylists.
"Sit" he says angrily
I stare at him confusingly...
Why is he mad? I've been only late for about 10 minutes
I grabbed his face and pinched it, trying to make his frown upside down.
"Yah! Kkamjongie, chill out!"
His face slightly changes and he walks away quietly "
Weird...is he PMSing or what?
"Here Minhee, change into this." Said the stylist
She hands me the clothes.
It was a black asymmetric dress. It had a sweetheart neck with a cage collar.
At my midriff it was a transparent chiffon material...
I wore the dress and stared at the mirror...
It was way too y...I know it's for vogue but what kind of concept are they trying to get?
"Wha! Minhee you have a very nice body" the stylist says
"Umm...thank you?"
"Here, put this on" the stylist placed some bracelet on my wrist and passes me black high heels
Then after I was rushed to makeup and hair.
They applied smokey gold eye makeup and red lipstick on me...
The hair stylist even added hair extensions and curled my hair.
I looked at myself again and I couldn't even recognize myself...
I looked so different...
*tap*
There was a tap on my shoulder
I turned around and it was the assistant
"It's time now"
I followed her and we went to the set.
It was just a simple backdrop with chairs and some props.
Exo-k were already there...they each wore very stylish outfits.
They all looked beyond normal, they looked very high class and fashionable.
I noticed that most of them were wearing dark clothing...
Kai walked towards me and smiles...
"Hey, Minhee. You look really pretty" he smirks
Weird...one moment he's angry the next he's acting like a flirt...his hormones are just all over the place.
"Hey!" Shouted someone
Me and Kai looked at that direction.
It was the director.
We walked closer to the set and listened to the director explain the concept.
I understood most of what the director said but I tuned out somehow...
After what seems like 10 minutes he finished talking.
"Okay, first set Chanyeol and Minhee, we're ganna do the first idea"
I heard my name...I just came forward not knowing what I was supposed to do.
Chanyeol also came forward and I stared at him wide eyed.
He had long hair extensions on one side and he was wearing just his leather jacket without any shirt under.
"Okay guys, don't be shy" said the director of the photo shoot
All of a sudden Chanyeol pulls me close to him.
He wraps his arms around me and leans down a little, resting his chin on my head.
I close my eyes and I can hear him breath.
Inhale.exhale . Inhale . Exhale ...
4 years ago...
I opened my eyes but it's still dark...I can't see for some reason...
I felt pressure against me, as if someone's leaning on me.
I tried to touch what was above me and felt someone's chest.
That person quickly leaned forward and kissed my lips.
Out of reflex, I quickly flipped that person over and was on top of that person.
I stared at that person...
He's good looking...but I never saw him before. Is he a trainee?
"Who are you?" I said in a cold tone
He looked surprised and stutters
"Park Chanyeol"
Park Chanyeol...so that's his name
I glared at him...
"What are you doing here"
His eyes were looking back and forth.
-Chanyeol's POV-
I was the only one here...I was the only one practicing and working out...that is until I saw her...
I always see her alone here practicing at night...
"I...I...I thought no one was here"
She raises her eyebrow
"Really? Then why do this?"
She traced my lips using her fingers...
My heart starts to beat rapidly
"I...I...I"
She touches my jaw and leans closer to me ...
It was too close for comfort...
I stare at her...
She's really really beautiful
I closed my eyes.
She snickers...
*clack*
"Ow!"
I open my eyes and rubs my forehead
She just flicked her finger at my head...
"That's called ual harassment...what you just did" she says
I was flabbergasted...I don't know why, I couldn't control myself and did that.
I'm so confused...
After she left...the image of her just stuck to me like glue...I couldn't stop thinking about her and what had happened.
A few days later during practice we had a sudden evaluation
"Kim Minhee, come and show us what you got " yells the trainer
She walks to the front and bows. As soon as she looks up, her eyes met with mines.
My eyes stretches
That's her...Minhee...that girl.
The trainer played some music and she was supposed to freestyle.
As soon as the music started, she was like another person.
She looked confident and charismatic.
It was like she and the music were one.
Her steps were exact and crisp.
I can't control myself but I clapped my hands...
She glanced at me for a second and smirked.
I quickly look down and my face got warm.
"STOP!" Yelled the trainer
He turned the music off and we all looked at him with surprise.
Minhee stops and had a confuse look...
"What's wrong ?" She asks
"Everything " the trainer replies
Everything? But it looked fine...
Her face turned serious
"What exactly did I do wrong?" She asks
"You have gotten the technique right, but overall I wasn't feeling it. Throughout I can't help but think of the original artist and not you, you have to be creative and have your own style. Otherwise, you will be no different than any other artist and you'll never debut" says the trainer
Wow...that trainers such a douche...
It looked perfect to me...
She had a cold face and just said okay and left.
I got up and headed her way.
"Park Chanyeol! Were do you think your going?" Yells the trainer
"Uh..."
"We have evaluations right now!" He yells
I slowly sit back on the floor and stare at the direction Minhee left.
Around 11pm all my classes were finished.
I remember I left my sweater at the practice room.
As I approach the room I heard music.
"Some ones here..."
I stare through the window and I see her...
I saw Minhee...she was dancing .
*heart beats rapidly*
I looked away and just sat outside.
I don't know how long I've been sitting out here...I was dozing off here and there.
But the music stopped all of a sudden...
I peeked through the window and didn't see her.
Did she leave?
I went inside and see her sitting at one corner.
I tip toe towards her and she looked unconscious
I stare hard at her face...she had tears on her face
Her face scrunges up and she whimpers.
I reach my hand out slightly her hair, but I quickly stopped
What if she wakes up, she'll think I'm a creeper.
"Ahhhhhhh!" She screams
I didn't do anything... I took another look, I think she's having a bad dream.
She screams again this time it sounded like she's in pain
I came closer and wiped her tears...
She grabs me immediately and hugs me...
My eyes widened...
The girl I've been thinking about is hugging me right now...
My heart beats uncontrollably...
She rests her chin onto my shoulders and continues to hold onto me.
My hands were just dangling on the side...
I patted her back softly and gently...
I don't know for how long but I fell asleep.
The next morning~
"Umgh"
I heard some sort of sound...
I open my eyes and immediately see Minhee's face across mines.
"What do you think your doing ?" She asks
I looked down and I was on top of her.
I stared at her face and blushed...
She stares back at me
Up close she looks really beautiful...she looked like a angel. I couldn't control how I felt, my heart kept beating fast. It felt like it would explode.
"Hey, are you listening" she says
"Huh"
"Get off of me" she says
She looked kind of angry
"Did it hurt when you fell?" I blurted
She gave me a confused look.
"Fell from where? Your on top of me" she said
"When you fell from heaven"
I smiled
She looked irritated and tries to push me away from her
"Are you stupid? Get off of me"
"No...but, I think..."
I lean in closer and kissed her lips
"... I'm in love with you" I looked at her
She looks surprised
*end of flashback*
~Minhee POV~
"Chanyeol!" I gently patted his back
It's been about 2 minutes since Chanyeol's been still; the photographer is getting impatient and is hollering at us. We are supposed to be doing another pose by now.
I pulled away from him and stared at his face, he stares right back at me in a daze.
"Hello?" I waved my hands in front of him
"Oh.." He flinched
"It's the next set now"
He scratches his head
"Oh...sorry"
What's up with him?
He's acting strange...
I went to change my outfit.
It was a flowy long white dress with pearl establishments.
My makeup was redone into shimmery silver eyeshadow and light pink lip.
I had to wear a long blonde wig and blue contacts.
I walked out and saw Sehun and Kai standing near the set. They both changed their clothes. Sehun was wearing a white chiffon long sleeve shirt and beige pants.
He looked angelic and handsome, but it's so ironic that he has such a bad temper.
Kai on the other hand had a darker image. He was wearing leather pants and a black dress shirt that was .
Kai approaches me and smiles.
"Finally it's our turn"
"Okay, Sehun you sit here" the photographer positioned Sehun
"Minhee, come here" he pats the ground next to Sehun
I sat there and the photographer touched my shoulders.
He softly laid me down, positioning my back onto Sehun's lap.
Sehun was confused. He frow his brows
The photographer took his arm and placed it behind my head and his other hand around my arm.
"Look at her Sehun" said the photographer
Sehun glances at me ...at first it was cold and mean but then it changed.
I stare back at him. It was my first time seeing him up close...
His skin was nice but I can see his flaws....
*flash*
Sehun stares intently at me and I just glared at him.
"Smile Minhee"
I stared at Sehun and smiled...I pretended Sehun was Draco...I smiled and looked at him lovingly as if he was him.
'She's so pretty...wait? What did I just thought? It's Minhee, she's that that toys with people.' Thought Sehun
I batted my eyelash and stare straight through Sehun's eyes
He places his hand on my cheek and his expression looks unreadable
'Her skin is flawless...she looks like a goddess, especially when she doesn't talk'
"Ahem" coughed Kai
We look his way and the flashing lights stopped.
I pulled Sehun's hand away from me and got up.
Next shot, I was in the middle of Kai and Sehun.
They both faced me and were holding my hand.
*flash flash*
I don't mind holding hands with them...Kai is just my best friend, I don't feel anything at all. It's just normal skin ship between friends.
Throughout the whole photo session I zoned out. I'm conscious of what I'm doing but for some reason I just tune it out...it's been like this for a while. It's not just today because I was sick...I don't know why...maybe because I don't genuinely want to be a idol.
"Minhee?" Shouted Kai
"What?" I glared at him
"We're done already" he said
I know I looked angry, but I can't help it.
"Okay" I went to the change room; well it was a curtain one that just slides.
I took my wig off and took my hair out of the cap. I shook my hair and took the dress off.
I feel much better...I put my jeans on and pulled my tank top over my head.
When suddenly I heard a quick slide sound and someone grabs me.
"WHAT THE FU-" I scream
Someone covers my mouth and hugs me
That person nuzzles my neck.
I grab his hand and was about to snap it in half but I saw the persons reflection in the mirror.
"Chanyeol?"
I glared at him through the window
"What are you doing?"
He pulls me closer to him and lay his head next to mines.
"LET GO!"
He kissed my cheek
I was raging on the inside...I'm no longer his girlfriend. He had no right to do this.
But I can't let him see my violent side...Lay already saw...that's too much of a risk.
"Min..."
I ignored him...if I don't reply he'll let go
"Min" he said with aegyo
He pouts and grabs my hands tightly
"Min..."
"What do you want?" I snapped
"Are you Ok Minnie?" Asked Kai
Holy ! My eyes were going to pop out...
Kai is just outside of here...he can't see Chanyeol
"Uh... Yeah...I'm just changing"
I glared at Chanyeol and bit his hand
"Nggh" Chanyeol grunted
"Are you sure your okay? Are you hurt Minnie?" Kai asked
I can see his hands on the curtain
He was about to pull it, but I grabbed it back.
"Uhhhh...no... I just stepped on something" I lied
"Really? Sounded like your in pain?" He reply
"It's okay....just.just wait for me outside "
"Okay..."
I can hear his footsteps walking away.
*sigh*
I faced Chanyeol, he stares at me with googley eyes
" Chanyeol , we're not dating anymore... Please leave..your going to get caught"
"I don't care if we're caught" he said and looks deep into my eyes.
This idiot...he's an idol, it'll be a big scandal. Don't he care?
"Do you know what your saying right now?"
He rests his head on my shoulder
"I really missed you" he says
I stared at his reflection, he looked really serious
"I've been thinking about you ever since that day"he replies
I was shocked...I thought he'll move on...
It's been two years since we've broke up...I deliberately avoided him ever since, I never knew I'll be seeing him again...
I walked away from him and took my things and pulled the curtain open.
Chanyeol suddenly grabs my hands and pulls me into a hug.
"I love you"
Comments