baby don't cry
Maybe Next time We'll Meet Again
We headed back to the studio, for some reason Lay was quiet.
He would occasionally glance at me but quickly look away.
Did he saw me beat up the purse snatcher?
Luhan said he got lost, but I'm
not sure. I don't know what to tell him if he actually saw. I tried so hard to act the way I always did, I tried to act like Lee Si Yun. The Lee Si Yun that wasn't kidnapped, the Lee Si Yun that isn't a Korean model. But after a few years of pretending, I realized that I can't go back to the way I was. Once a murderer is always a murderer, I was once pure but now I'm tainted.
I sat besides Manager Oppa and watched as the photographer took pictures of Exo-m. I was already done with my parts of the photo shoot and had nothing to do.
" hey, Lay. Pay attention." said the photographer
Lay looked up and apologized. There was only one thing that was bothering him.
A voice kept coming into Lays brain
" you know I can kill you right now right". It kept repeating in Lays brain.
Luhan placed his hand on Lays shoulder
" you okay?" asked Luhan
" I'm just tired " says Lay
" your lying.. Did something happen when you were looking for Minhee?" said Luhan
"Luhan... don't you ever noticed that there's something strange about Minhee?" asked Lay
' strange about Minhee? I noticed that she never tells us anything about her personal life. I mean I just found out yesterday that she has a best friend name Barom' thought Luhan
" umm, as a girl shes pretty open and she's not shy. Why?" asked Luhan
" Oh... Nothing." said Lay
'I can't tell Luhan, he might think I'm crazy. Even if he believes what I say he might treat her differently' thought Lay
The shoot only took an hour, after Exo-m was done we had to go to a set to film their baby don't cry mv.
We were going to shoot the story parts first and the members singing another day.
The plot was that there was a boy and girl that loved each other. The girl had a friend that was secretly in love with her. There were a bunch of misunderstanings and the boy got jealous and had a fight with her. They broke up and never saw each other, few months later they meet again. The boy was still mad at her, he ran and she chased after him. However she collapses and we later realize that she had leukemia, how she was sick all along and her friend knew. The boy turns around and saws her coughing up blood. He ran to her and she had tears in her eyes, she tells him to don't cry and to move on and that she'll always be by his side. Before she dies she smiles and she floats away as an angel.
The exo member that was going to play the boyfriend was Kris and the one playing the friend was Xiumin.
What role was I playing ?
The girl with leukemia.
I know that it's odd that I was going to be the girl. I'm already in a photo shoot with Exo-m and now the mv. A lot of fans are going to be wondering why I'm always with them. But it's actually our bosses idea, it's actually a strategy for my debut.
Exo's had their many teasers before they debut and many fans know and recognize them, our boss thought that since they are so popular it can also help me build up fans before debut.
The first scene was me and Kris acting all lovey dovey. He hugged me from behind, we laughed and did all those couple things. Since Kris and I are both good at acting we got it the first shot.
Then we filmed for parts where Kris sees me and Xiumin together. It took us 20 minutes because Xiumin kept having NGs. Xiumin kept laughing whenever Kris was giving a jealous face.
An hour later we moved on to the set outside.
It was the scene where I had to run after Kris.
Kris was sitting in a car and I had to chase after him.
I was running and screaming his name over and over again.
" Kris... kris...Kris" tears immediately came out of my eyes, as I scream his name louder he drove faster.
I ran faster and thought of Draco. This is probably what he felt that day. When I was on the truck he was running for me, waiting to be with me.
" Fall" yelled the director
I fell on the floor and clutched my chest and softly said " Kris", I bit onto the fake blood packet and coughed.
Kris stopped the car and ran to me.
He lifted me up and was crying.
He held my face and tears came out of my eyes too.
" I'm sorry"
Kris held me tighter
" no.. I'm sorry, it's my fault"
I wiped Kris's face and said
" don't cry... It's okay... I'll always be with you"
I lowered my lids and Kris screamed
" No, no don't go" and cried harder
" I love you" I said and closed my eyes. I went limp and left my hand hanging.
The director screamed cut and I sat up.
" Great shot! We're done for the day!" said the director
Me and Kris stood up and bowed, we went to the video equipment and looked at the screen.
The staffs were still editing it, but it was hd. I saw every tear come out and it looked like we were filming a drama instead.
Exo-m came towards us, I saw Tao sniffle and wiping his tears.
" Omo, Minnie that was so amazing. I didn't know you were that great at acting" said Tao
" I know right, you managed to make Tao cry " said Luhan
" hey, I was just crying because it was beautiful" said Tao
" yeah right" said Chen
Xiumin, Chen and Luhan snickered
Lay was in a daze and I waved my hands at his face.
" ... Huh did you say something?" said Lay
" I was asking about what you thought about the last scene"
" oh... That was awesome. I actually believed that you cried for real" said Lay
'it looked too real. She really looked like she was in pain. I know there's something deeper than just acting' thought Lay
" HEY! What about me? isn't there something you want to tell me?" asked Kris
" Oh yeah, you" said Chen
" you were a jerk" said Tao
" what? I was only acting ,you guys should have said your so good at acting instead" said Kris
"can't say what you don't have" said Xiumin
" Says the one that had the most NGs" Kris replied
I went inside and washed my face. Lay followed behind me and said
" you okay?"
" yeah..."
" you don't look like your okay though" said Lay
"... "
" Hey Lay, you wanna know a secret"
" okay?" said Lay
'is she going to tell me why she beat up the purse snatcher?' thought Lay
"..."
" I didn't cry because I can act... It was because my contacts were itching me"
Lay stared at me with a surprise face.
I laughed and said
" What? You expected a real secret?"
' I think she's trying to hide something, she's obviously sad but she's pretending to be okay' thought Lay
"... It's time to go back to the hotel " said Lay
Lay went out and I followed him.
Lay seems different today... I think he's onto me... I better act normal , I don't want him to find out something he shouldn't know
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