I would have never imagined that I would be living in Korea. 
I thought that I would always stay in China with my parents, but now I'll probably never see them again.

 I took my luggage and walked towards security to get checked.

I then sat and waited for my plane to arrive.
There were at least an hour to kill before it's time to go.
 
I wore my sunglasses and put on my headphones. Hopefully no one will recognize me here; I needed some time alone.
I pressed play on my iPhone and Jay Chou’s退后 (retreat) was on.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Qya5JCooic
I couldn't help but cry whenever I listen to this song
 
天空灰得像哭过
The sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried

离开你以后
After leaving you

並沒有更自由
I did not gain more freedom

酸酸的空氣
The sourness from the air

嗅出我们的距离
Smelling out our distance

一幕锥心的结局
A scene of  a heartbreaking ending

像呼般无法停息

Like breathing, unable to stop.

 …

最美的爱情回忆里待續

The most beautiful love is to be continued in my memory

My tears kept coming down and I couldn't stop thinking about my past.
I really missed my parents and I know they missed me too.
I know that this song is usually meant for lovers, but to me it reminds me of my parents.
I know that me and my parents have our ups and down but there were never any hard feelings afterwards, no one was ever in the wrong nor right.
It's just that when I disappeared, I know that their hearts were broken and they were really devastated.
I was their only daughter, their precious jewel, their everything.
If they knew what I went through, their hearts would have shatter into million pieces.
That's why I must keep it a secret.
 
I sat there for 50 minutes listening to the same song until someone tapped me on the shoulder.
I looked up and saw a hand holding tissue paper.
I took it and took my sunglasses off and wiped my eyes.
 
“Minnie gwenchenah?" asked Tao
 
“Tao, 沒什嗎. 我的眼睛有少少不舒服＂
  ( Tao ,it’s nothing. My eyes were just a little uncomfortable)
 
" okay, but Minnie you can just talk to me in Korean." said Tao
 
"But your Korean isn't that good , its more convenient if I just speak mandarin"
 
"it's alright, if you speak more Korean to me its easier for me to learn" replied Tao
 
" okay then"
 
" Minhee! Tao! Get yoh here, it's time to board the plane!" screamed Kris
 
I guess it's time.
Tao and I stared at each other and yelled
" Ne, harabeoji!"
 
We ran towards Exo-m and Kris smacked both of our heads and the rest of Exo-m snickered.
 
Luckily there weren't any fans at the airport today, if there were any I would have been dead meat.
As we got closer to the airplane, I got nervous and twitchy.
 
I haven't been on an airplane for 7 years, and the last time I've been on it wasn't pleasant.
 
“You okay?" asked Chen
 
" just anxious Oppa"
 
" Don't worry Minnie, with Oppa here nothing bad will happen" said Chen
 
" If you say so..."
 
We boarded the plane and sat at our given seats.
 
I sat in between Lay and Kris; Lay near the window and Kris to my right.
In the row next to Kris was Luhan, Xiumin and the coordi.
Behind my row was the manager, Tao and Chen.
 
As the plane started going up, all my memories of the past came rushing into my head all at once.
When the plane was finally stabilized I ran to the washroom.
I splashed water in my face and tried to get rid of the memories.
However it did not work, it made it worser and I began to hyperventilate.  
 
*knock knock*
 
" Minhee, are you okay?" said a voice
 
"..."
 
" Minhee?" he asked
 
"..."
 
He twisted the door and opened it.
I was on the floor and I had trouble breathing.
He lifted me up and patted my back.
 
"Inhale.... Exhale... Inhale... Exhale, follow me Minhee" he said
 
I tried to do what he was doing but I out.
 
He carried me back to my seat bridal style and I was fast asleep
 
" What happened?" asked Kris
 
"She hyperventilated and past out "  said Luhan
 
" Maybe she have motion sickness, let her sleep and she'll get better when she wakes up" said the manager
 
"Okay" says Kris as he put a blanket on me