in the restaurant

everyone was startled by key's question and now everyone was looking at shin ah..

'yah.. kim shin ah...' key yell

'yah..you dont have to yell at her...' leeteuk said and stand up from his chair...

'key...look.. i thought we already talk about this before...we are friends and it is not possible for us to date...' shin ah sigh

'shin ah.. you know that i'll never take you as a friend... you knew it since a year ago...' key spill out

'year ago??' all other members said in unison as they were shocked by key's statement

leeteuk glare at shin ah...

'key... what ever that happen before, i care about you and i love you just as a friend.. you knew it too... i told you before...'

'yah... kim shin ah.. you are really something....' leeteuk said as he leave out

'shin ah... what actually happen between you and key??' heechul ask

'yah hyung, is that mean you knew shin ah since a year ago??' taemin ask key

'i need to catch up on someone now...' shin ah said and leave everyone there

along the beach

'oppa... wait for me...'

'oppa, please stop... we need to talk....'

shin ah run towards leeteuk but leeteuk just ignore her......

'oppa.. listen.. i can explain everything..' shin ah said as she grab leeteuk's hand which make him to stop

'what is it that you want to tell me?? what else do you want to say.. how many lies that you want me to listen to..??' leeteuk said in anger...

'oppa.. you never be this angry before...' shin ah scared as she looks into his eyes.. he could see fire in it..

'try to put yourself in my shoes and guess how is it feel when your loved one lies to you??' leeteuk yell

'oppa.. i'm not lying to you.. i can explain everything....'

'what is that you want to say...?? is it that you fall in love with key before, or did you guys share a kiss before or did you already spent your night with him??'

'oppa!!' shin ah shout out and slap leeteuk.. shin ah's eyes is full with tears and it just wait for the time to fall

'oppa.... how can you say that.. how can you even think about that?? is that how am i look to you?? i never think that you will ever think like that about me...' shin ah cries

'then, what did you expect me to think then??' leeteuk said as he glare to shin ah

'oppa.. i never lied to you... i just didnt tell you that i knew key... i just help him out as a friend-'

'stop that and just keep all your nonsense because i'm not gonna listen to it...'

leeteuk cuts shin ah's word

'oppa.. you knew that i could even give out my life for you...'

'then, do it!!...' leeteuk leaves then

shin ah then move to an opposite direction and her tears keep streaming down as she cant resist it anymore..

leeteuk on the other hand head off to a club there..

at shinee's chalet

as minho went into his room, kyuhyun sneaks out into key's room... he looks at everything in the room and try to find any info... when he open up one of the drawer, he saw a book there... which is white in colour...

'yah... what is this?? it looks like a diary... did key writes on diary..' he wonder by himself...

as he open up the book, he saw a nice decoration on it..

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

   SPECIAL

                   K.S.A

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

'yah.. special??' soon, he remembers how shin ah express her feeling towards leeteuk

'yah..this must be shin ah's...but, why does it in here??'

kyuhyun then sneak out and leave the chalet.... he went to the beach and read the diary out...

'what??? they met a years before... gosh.. hyung need to know this...'

super junior's chalet

kyuhyun look out for leeteuk and shin ah and since he cant find both of them there, he went into heecul's room..

'yah, why everyone are here??' he feels weird as the situation in the room was tense..

as sungmin tells out everything that happen, kyuhyun shook his head...

'!!!!  i got to find them..' kyuhyun leave out everyone with a quest

kyuhyun was looking for leeteuk everywhere but he seem clueless about leeteuk's whereabout now..

'yah... changmin... did you see leeteuk hyung anywhere??' kyuhyun head off to changmin as he see changmin and yunho sitting down near the beach..

'yah kyuhyun vegure?? why are you like this?? what happen??' changmin said

'did you guys see leeteuk hyung??'

'i think i saw him earlier walking towards the club..' as yunho answer that, kyuhyun runs towards the club..

kyuhyun eyes creeping for leeteuk's face in the club... the club was so happening and this make it difficult for him in his finding..

at one corner in the club

leeteuk turn around when someone pat his shoulder.. he just slowly turn around his face back as he see kyuhyun

'hyung.. stop to drink.. you need to check this out..' kyuhyun gives out the diary...

'what is that??'

'it was shin ah's diary but i find it in key's room... you really have to check it out...' kyuhyun push it towards him

'just keep it with you.. i'm not going to read it...'

'hyung, i knew its hard but you need to read this...'

'i wont..!! that got nothing to do with me..' leeteuk shout at kyuhyun and is about to leave him

'yah PARK JUNG SOO!!!' kyuhyun yell and pull leeteuk's hand and force him to sit down

'that girl that you call is just so in love with you for the ing 5 years and you said that you got nothing to do with it...!!' kyuhyun holds leeteuk's collar up

'yah, kyuhyun, you are talking with your hyung now..' leeteuk pull out kyuhyun's hand

'ani.. i'm not talking to my hyung... my hyung wasnt a bloody ego man who refuse to listen to anyone.. my hyung is the most rational and loving person that i ever met in this world...'

leeteuk sigh then and say sorry to kyuhyun...

'hyung.. listen up... she loves you so much.. there is no other in her life.. there's only you... and you all the time... i read the diary and everything was about you in there.. she cant even stop thinking about you.. what make you call her a ?? how can you??'

kyuhyun stop..

'you dont know.. there is something between her and key..'

'hyung.. it was key who is on her.. she's not..i knew it.. i had been following key for the whole day and he's always keep an eye on you guys... why did you blame shin ah for nothing...?? i read it and i knew they met a years back...key loves her but she cant accept anybody else in her heart as it is filled with you.. there is no space for anyone else in her heart and you call her ?? although she never thought of being with you as you are the great super junior leeteuk but her dream was full with you...hyung...' kyuhyun spill everything out

leeteuk stare at kyuhyun..

'yah... what had gotten into me?? i was...' leeteuk start to cry

'i yell at her, said everything that crossed out my mind to her.. i even asked whether he had sleep with key... oh God... !! damn it!! why am i being a fool...??' leeteuk blame himself

'hyung.. go and find her.. that is the best thing for now...'

'she's not in the chalet??' leeteuk shock

'ani.. i cant find both of you there, then only i came out for you here...'

'.. it had been this late.. where could she be??' leeteuk's face start to pale out..

in a park besides the resort

shin ah cries out loud as she was alone... she always be  like that.. she never show up her weak side to anyone else...

'oppa.. how could you think like that about me...i thought you understand how much you meant to me... i thought you knew that your love is everything for me... i thought you knew... but it turns out that you...' shin ah keeps on crying... when ever she had a flashback about what did leeteuk's said earlier, she just cant stop her tears...

'shin ah.....'

 shin ah turns as he heard someone calling her name.. as she look, it was leeteuk.. on the other side of roads..

'oppa... what did he do here??'

leeteuk cross the road as he saw shin ah standing there.. looking that leeteuk makes his way to her, shin ah walk towards him... and when she turns to her side, there is a car coming all the way towards leeteuk

'ooppppaaa...' she shout as she runs forward and push leeteuk to the side...

leeteuk fall on the ground and his leg and hands were bleeding as he crashed on the road.. when he turns back, he saw shin ah lying on the road.... the car had dissappeared... he runs towards shin ah...

he kneeled down as he see shin ah's head bleeding like hell...

he feels like the whole world had crashed on him now... he dont even have a strength to stand up...

'shin ah... shin ah...' he nudged her

'shin ah..open your eyes..' leeteuk cries..

shin ah open her eyes slowly...

'oppa...'

'i didnt lie to you.. it had always been you in my heart.. i didnt lie to you..' shin ah's stuttered

'yah.. shh.. dont talk right now...'

'somebody, please help me..' leeteuk shout out loud as he turn around....

'oppa.. i didnt lie to you..'

'i knew.. i'm sorry for saying all that to you.. shin ah, please hold on.. we will go to the hospital..' leeteuk hug her...

'hyung.. what happen??'

as leeteuk turns around, all suju member were there.. they shock and gather around, check on shin ah...

'yah.. call the ambulance...' leeteuk shout out..his voice stuttered as he was crying

'oppa.. i dont have anything with key.. i loves you.. and it always you...' tears fall of her face..she's having difficulty to breath.. she groan of pain..

'oppa.. i didnt share anything with key.. either my kiss or my first night..' shin ah whisper..

'yah.. i'm so sorry.. i shouldnt have told you that..i'm really sorry...' leeteuk cries his heart out...

soon, the ambulance arrive and the paramedic bring both shin ah and leeteuk in it,.. the other members follow them with their own car..leeteuk hold shin ah tight.. he's scared to death.. he hope shin ah will be fine...

'oppa.. if anything ever happen to me.. if i couldnt make it, please make sure that this ring will be with me.. even in my coffin...'

leeteuk cant stop his tears as he heard it..

'yah.. you will be fine.. nothing will happen to you.. we will live together...' leeteuk hug her and kiss her forehead

'oppa... will you promise me one thing??'

leeteuk nod his head...shin ah squezed leeteuk's hand since she cant bear the pain..

'if i'm gone.. take care of yourself carefully.. look for someone that really loves you and  live out a happy life with her... forget me..' shin ah stuttered and tears fall down from her eyes..

'shin ah.. dont say that... you'll be ok... i love you so much my special dear..' leeteuk tighten his hug and kiss her forehead

'at last...' shin ah smile

'at last.. i could hear you saying you loves me...'

leeteuk feels that shin ah's body had loosen up from his arm and when he look up, her eyes is close

'shin ah!!!!!...' he shout  out

paramedics in there check her out...

'yah.. please make it fast... she has been unconcious and if we are late, she couldnt be save anymore...'

hearing that, leeteuk cry out loud... he's praying in his heart so that shin ah will be fine... even if he had to change his life with shin ah, he's willing to do that...

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now what??

will she survive??

will leeteuk get another chance to be with her??

feel free to comment guys... =)