Hey guys it's your author B2UTY8, it's been a while huh?

Now I want to start off by saying sorry for my long hiatus but I'm here to tell you and explain to my fans who have lost hope in reading new chapters of

I. Love. You. Baby...I'm Not a Monster
Monster: Behind the Signs
The Half Blonde Girl
Your Eyes

or have just been all out disappointed in me for just not writing or keeping up to date. I'm so sorry that I've completly abandoned my stories that I am really proud of but there are so many reasons why. Now I will start off that by saying that honestly at first is was just because of school that I haven't been able to update. Like seriously who ever knew that Junior year in a technical school could just drain your imagination and creativity completly like damn. I don't even doodle anymore. DOODLE. I DON'T EVEN FRICKEN DOODLE. THERE AREN'T ANY CUTE CHIBIS ON MY HOMEWORK OR TEST PAPERS ANYMORE. THAT'S PRETTY BAD IN MY OPINION. I haven't touched my sketch book(s) in who knows how long and my computer is only opened when I need to make a homework submission or anything school related basically. But school isn't the only thing that's been getting in the way, It's also home life

Before I continue with my explanation I want to tell you guys the reason why I'm telling you this and why I'm going to tell you the things I'm about to tell you is because you guys are my fans, my readers, my inspiration, the people who actually take the time to read my most likely lame stories. Therefor I believe you all deserve an explanation as to my absence and long hiatus. Some things I say may sound unbelievable but I promise that all of this is true, but it's your choice to believe me or not. But I also ask that you may refrain from sending any hate because I really can't handle it right now. 

If you want to know the full explanation about my absence just go to the next chapter. I'm sorry but this is just my way of letting people choose whether or not to read the reasons. I will most likely delete the next time I come on here which will be who knows when. So...there you go for now my kitties