I arrived at the dorm and saw most of the members talking and laughing. How can I tell them something so horrible? Donghae was sitting in a corner, biting his nails and shaking his leg, he looked worried.
They noticed that I arrived.
"YA. KIBUM.. Where were you? Do you know how worried I was, I mean we were?" Donghae said angry
"Sorry about that, I didn't realize that it was this late" Said Kibum
"Donghae, calm down, he's here right now. It's okay Kibum" Siwon said giving Donhae a look.
"So, Kibum what did the doctor say? Did you even go to the doctor?" Ryeowook asked
"Yea, I did... uuhm.. I need to tell you guys something" said Kibum with a broken voice
"What is it?" Asked Leeteuk concerned
"where is everyone, I need to tell this to everyone."
Everyone started to get worried. They gathered everyone together.
"Is everyone here?" asked Kibum
"Yes, everyone is here. You can tell us now Kibum." Said Leeteuk
Kibum sighed and started to talk " OOH, I ... I went to the doctor and he .. he .. said that I have a bad liver."
Everyone had a confused look and Donghae's eyes were getting teary, it was like he knew where this was going, but Kibum continued talking "the doctor also said that I only have less then a year to live,
if I don't get a liver transplant."
"WHAT?" everyone shouted
"WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE? GO AND GET A LIVER TRANSPLANT!!" Leeteuk yelled with tears falling from his eyes.
Everyone was shocked and confused, they didn't know what to say.
"It's not that easy, there is an waiting list, and I’m the last one on it, doctor said that they don't know how long it will take until it's my turn"
"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??" Kyuhyun said crying
"I...I'm so sorry" Kibum also started to cry, Kibum fell down on the ground and started to cry even harder and he kept on saying 'I'm sorry', Donghae suddenly walked towards Kibum and looked down to him. with tears falling. He looked so angry and upset. When Kibum looked back to him, he saw a face that he saw years ago, a face full of grief, when his father passed away.
Donghae kept on looking at him, Kibum didn't know what to do, suddenly Donghae stepped back and rushed out of the dorm.
"DONGHAE WAIT" yelled Kibum and wanted to follow him, but Eunhyuk grabbed his hand "Let him be, he has to deal with this on his own. Just give him some time"
"Maybe you're right"  said kibum doubtfully.

Donghae P.O.V.

'What?' I couldn’t believe what I just heard, IT CAN'T BE TRUE! There must be another way!
I wanted to hear that there is another way, so I went to see Kibum's doctor.

"Hello doctor, I am Kibum's friend."
" Oh, Hello, I know. I guess you've heard?" the doctor said with a sad voice, it was clear that he felt really sorry!
"I did, that's why I'm here. Is it true what Kibum said?" I asked him
" What did he say? "
"He said that he only has less than a year to live and that the only option is to get a liver transplant to survive. Is that true?"
"I'm sorry to say this but yes, it is true" he replied me
"NO DOCTOR! You are not supposed to say that! You are the doctor, you have to safe people lives!" I said like he could do something about it.
"I'm doing all I can, but as you may know there is a waiting list, and like everyone else he has to wait for his turn." said the doctor
"And how long will it take before it's his turn? " asked Donghae
"We don't know that, what I do know is that the last patient had to wait over 2 years for his turn.. What I mean is that the waiting time depends on the candidates" He replied
"So what you're saying is that he has to wait for someone to give his liver to him? Probably someone who's going to die?"
"Well .. you can say it like that."
"And is it possible to give ..."
Their conversation continued ...
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"Maybe we should go out and look for him?" Said Kibum
"I don't think that's necessary." Said Eunhyuk pointing at the door "There he is"
"DONGHAE!" shouted Ryeowook
"Where were you?" asked Kibum
"I just had something to do!" He said coldly and went to his room.
"Donghae wa.." Before Kibum could finish his words Donhae closed his door.