DONGHAE'S POV:

“Hello readers, it's been a while right? But to tell you all the truth... Siwon and I haven't talked to each other for a while already.It was as if he was avoiding me or something.

As you know we have been going thru some difficult times…but in the end we were together…but this time I really don’t know. He is avoiding me for like 3 months already.  And last week was our 3th anniversary, but it seems he forgot it.

Because I made dinner especially for us, but he didn’t even look at it and just eat it. When I wanted to give him a present, he hit it out my hands and told me that I was annoying. I was glad it wasn’t made of glass or something like that, but my heart broke in pieces.

After that he started to treat me like a normal member, no kisses no hugs nothing… this hurts me so much, but he can’t know it, or else he would be angry again, so can you not tell him I said it thank you” I said and bowed.

After walking away from the readers i saw Siwon laughing and hugging a girl...'no wonder he began to act like that, in the end he fell for a girl. I was just a thing that you can use when you have too much time on your hands.' i thought and turned around, leaving them alone, every step made my heart squeeze.

'i should have know all this, if i had know this much earlier, it wouldn't hurt. but i was too dumb, too blind to see it. i wonder how i will spend the rest of my life. alone? sad? hurt? pain? darkness? or will he come back to me?' i thought and shook my head. 'don't be so dumb hae, he will never come back to you, no matter how hard you try. It's over....'

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So first I’m sorry for not posting any chapter for a while, so forgive me.

Second this is not really a chapter, just a preview, from what will happen next so\

PLEASE DON’T KILL ME!!!!!!

And then I don’t know if I should continue my story…

So please give your opinion , so please don’t leave….just don’t >_<

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