"Time past running,, the couple, the kids, and the mothers get along well,,as expected,, the kids demands more from their appa about their mother,,kids,at their age were craving for their mother's care...the couple were left unspoken,,can't complain,,,young saeng always wanted to regret at how he allowed the kids to get along with their eomma...but he can't as what his boyfriend's told him,,it is his decision,, he made the decision so he must endure whatever positive or negative outcome of it,,though hyun joong don't like the situation either,,he can't complain too,, he can't blame young saeng as he doesn't want his boyfriend to be left guilty and deppressed...he supported his boyfriend, that is the best way he can do for him, seeing him not happy with the situation....but they need to show happiness for the kids,,it's too selfish for youngsaeng in regretting,,,hyunah and jessica are the real mother if they come to reality but indeed the kids were born from their womb which is biologically they are the mother,,but with the agreement stated they are not...

"year and another year is completely past flew,,,the kids still stick with their eomma,,the situation though they all were not living together but the eomma always visit at the house,,as the kids wanted it,,,,eomma tried not to be close to them because they know when time comes they need to leave, it would be painful,,kids could forget but adults will not..,,when the kids fully understand everything,,they had to leave as they are not really the mothers..they were just surrogates who carried someone's baby...they do understand it,,even jessica who was once become desperate fully understand it now...they are worried indeed but the couple promised that they can visit the kids once in a while,,,but hyunah kept saying,,it is better if not,,,it's too complicated anyway,,they could find their own family and yes,,being a surrogate once won't be a help for their future relationships..and so jessica agreed into it,,it would be delicate to the kids but soon and when the right time comes they will understand..

"The kids were enjoying right now,,aging bit by bit,,in their everyday life as kids the mothers and their appa always explained what will be the future is...they just nodded as if they understand it really but it was just a sentence or words that parents telling them but for them those are words are hard to understand and can be ignored....

"For the couple it was really so complicated,,,jealousy attacked whenever they go out for fun,,kids were happily pairing their parents,,,,sungyeol with hyunah and young saeng walking hand in hand,,,myungsoo with jessica and hyun joong doing the same...it's hard for them to pretend like a perfect family,, they just left mute and awkward whenever the situation is like that,,,

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"It was at their lunch at home one day,,sungyeol sitted at both sides with parents on their sides,,,a real awkwardness is there,,no one could talk,,,the couple can't do sweet things as before...

"Appa...why are we silent? why aren't you talking to each other? myungsoo asked..

"Is young saeng appa mad at hyun joong appa again? sungyeol added..

"Ohh ani baby,,,just eat and you can play after...young saeng said avoiding the questions of the kids...im done and ill go to the room first,,,he added..

"That fast? hyunah asked suspecting the real reason...

"Ahh yeah im a bit tired actually,,,young saeng replied but of course it was a lie..

"Young saeng stood up,,,hyun joong excuse himself to follow...

"Appa~~~ stay here for a while,,why you and young saeng appa always leave us,,are you mad with us? myungsoo said...

"Ohhh,,aniya,,im sorry baby,,,hyun joong said and sat down again....

"Excuse us,,hyunah said and left the table...she and sungyeol went upstairs and knock on the door...

"De? young saeng spoke from inside..

"It's me,,,can we talk? hyunah hesitatedly asked...

"the door swung open,,,sure,,he response...let's have a walk at the garden..he smiled...

"They held the kid's hand and start to walk outside...

"Hyun joong saw them,,he knows something is bothering young saeng lately,,,though his boyfriend is being sweet and cheerful whenever they are together,,he knows there is something inside him,,,

"Young saeng ah....it's been years...i know and i notice it,,there is wrong with our situation,,the kid's are used to be with us,,,but we all know this is just temporary,,,don't make it too long,,,,it would hurt the kids more...

"Hyunah,,,i don't know what to do,,i can't think of a way to make the kids understand us,,,youngsaeng gloomily said..

"Why don't you just go overseas,,you are capable,,,you can take them outside the country and leave there for good,,im sure the kids will forget about us,,or the memories we had will just left behind,,,i know you are having a hard time and so hyun joong too...i can't see the happy family this days...yes we can give the kid's what they want but,,you have to think yourself too...jessica eonnie and i talked about it already,,we are ready to give back everything...it will be painful to be far with the kids but we can endure it and so we can start again and moved on,,,we are thankful that you allow us to be with them and that's enough for us...

"Hyunah,,,

"You felt jealous everytime hyun joong is with them right? you are jealous everytime the kid's rely on us,,it's not usual to you,,i am not that heartless for not knowing those things,,i am not selfish to do what i want and ignore the reality,,the reality that we supposedly not existing in this family...

"Young saeng was speechless, he can't spit out words but rather chuckled and smiled on it,,,

"settle everything,,it's not too late,,,talk to hyun joong and we will explain the latter to the kids..we will help you...time is running and the kids soon will grown ups,,,take them away before they will be used on our presence on their life,,,it doesn't matter if they will hate us,,its useless anyway,,we are not the mothers.....we can still