SO MINS POV

The alarm rang in my ear.

I vowed to myself that I wouldn’t wake up.

Not for him that is.

Not wanting to spend all my life with a cheater.

That image kept popping up in my head over and over again.

Before long knocking could be heard.

I ignored it and tried to get back to sleep, but the knocking wouldn’t stop.

I got up and opened the door.

“so min” unni greeted and smiled.

“annyeong” I said as I forced a smile.

“Ready for the big day” unni said as she smiled widely.

No.

We went to do my hair, changed into the wedding dress and put on some jewellery.

I sat in the bridesroom, nervously waiting. Time was going too fast, way too fast.

I wanted time to stop right there and now.

Taeyeon came inside.

“I can’t believe you’re getting married” taeyeon said as she slightly screamed.

“yea..” I muttered.

“so min whats wrong?” taeyeon asked as she looked at me with concern

“nothing” I said as I shook my head and smiled.

 “so min!” someone shouted.

“well that’s my cue” I said as I got up.

Walking down the aisle, everyone looked in my direction.

I was walking with appa.

He probably wants me gone for good. Ha.

Hyun joong stood there at the altar with a smile on his face.

I wished this walk would never end, but before long I arrived at the altar.

[After wedding vows]

“You may now kiss the bride” the priest announced.

I looked at his lips, those very lips he had kissed her.

He leaned in, while I just stood there, neither smiling nor frowning.

With the touch of his lips I pulled back and smiled at the crowd.

People started to leave and only hyun joong as I was left inside the church.

I didn’t talk to him, nor look at him.

“Are you mad at me” hyun joong asked.

I didn’t answer and pretended to be busy with my phone.

“So min” he said as he tried to get me to look at him.

I shot him a glare and stormed off.

Oh, don’t act so innocent after you did that.

Hyun joong caught up to me and stood in front of me pushing me against a wall.

“What did I do wrong?” he asked.

“Oh, let me think” I said as I tapped my chin.

“Don’t act like you don’t know” I said as I tried to push him away.

“I did nothing wrong so min” hyun joong said as he pleaded with his eyes.

“Oh, stop it. Yesterday was nothing?” I said as I shot him a glare.

“nothing happened yesterday” hyun joong shot back.

“Well I saw everything okay, so don’t try to lie your way out, with my very own eyes” I said as I jabbed my fingers on his chest.

He looked at me blankly.

“you were making out with her, that little , right in front of my eyes” I said as pushed him and he stumbled back.

“so min what are you talking about, I wasn’t….” he stopped mid-sentence and his face showed guilt.

I scoffed as I grabbed my purse and left.

I knew he would look for me, so I went to taeyeons.

I knocked on her door.

She opened the door after a few seconds.

I sat on her sofa and stared into space.

“WHY IS SHE BACK? SHE RUINED EVERYTHING” I shouted all of a sudden and covered my face as tears streamed down my face.

“why?” I whispered.