I still love you...
Just Regrets.
Juhyung's prov~
"A-annyong Junhyung" Hara said to me...
I didn't know what to do. Should I hug her? Stay still and act I lived with out her?
Wait, she should know whats happening right? She can spy on me...But she might not care about me anymore....
"H-hi Hara....What are you doing here?" Junhyung said.
I just stood there and made no movement...
"Oh, we bumped into her when we were going back to the car. We stoped by the park to ask her about some things." Kikwang said.
"Wait a minuite...is this the Hara girl you always been tal--" Dujun started but rushed over to cover his mouth.
I wispered into his ear "Yes, dont say anything. She might not love me."
He nodded and he told Hara to sit down on the couch.
He told me to get her a drink or something while him and the other guys make her bed and have a "talk"
Since I dropped my last coke -.- Which was stupid....I poured some Mountain Dew into 2 cups.
I walked back to the living room seeing Hara sitting up so straight that it looks uncomfortable.
I place the drink down and I told her "You don't have to be so uncomfortable...just be normal..."
She grabbed her drink and laid her back to the couch.
"Thanks" She said.
I sat straight up actually....and grabbed my drink.
I put my cup down and asked her "So what are you doing in the human world?"
"I was looking down on the human world when a little kid kicked the ball and I fell right in. I transformed into a bird but I was already in the human world and when I tried to get back up I must of lost my balanced and I fell in a tree..." She said.
"So you must of broken your arm!" I said.
"Well yes, but i'm fine."
"What about your leg? I saw you limping to the couch."
"Well I did sprang my ankle. But it will heal."
"Well sure if you're in the other world. Here it won't heal as fast with out some medical stuff."
"But i'm fine really. I just need to rest."
"Lucky for you, I can help you instead of bringing you to a hospital for a checkup."
"You know how to fix me up?"
"Well, before I debueted in B2st, I learned some doctor things from my sister so I could take care of myself."
I left and took out the first aid kit.
I came back and opened it. I grabbed that long roll up strechy thingy (A/N : I'm sorry... I don't know that those are called(x LOL)
I grabbed cotton balls and streched them out all together to make a big square. I put some ointment on it then lightly put it on her shoulder and then I put the strechy thingy. I did the same thing to her ankle.
"Thanks." She said.
I got up and cleaned up the mess and put it back where it belonged.
I took a sip of my soda and then I looked at her.
"Just leave that there until morning, we'll see how you feel after that then maybe put one more on." I said and smiled at her.
She looked at me and nodded. SHe looked forward and I grabbed the remote and Music Bank.
It was a replay of a couple weeks back. After Mblaq's It's war, it was us B2st singing Fiction.
"Woah, is that you guys???" She asked.
"Yup, with our newest song. We are currently creating a new song right now." I said feeling proud.
"Cool, I like it."
She couldn't stop looking at the screen.
Wonder what she is thinking...
Hara's prov~
Wahhhh....I can't believe it. The fans cheering on them. That will be me in Kara right? Hopefully....
But when Junhyung kept rapping I loved it.
"Who wrote this song?" I asked.
"Me. I always do anyways." he said,
My eyes grew bigger but now....I don't know.
"Really?" I said softly "That's nice, your song is really great."
He looked back at the screen so happy.
Well...I still like the song but I feel like it's meant for me...
I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury the fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again
The beginning starts with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me
The background is a small room without an exit
Junhyung raps...
I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won't let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even until now
I'm still in the story of you and I, that hasn't ended, in Fiction
Yoseob sings...
I ran towards you and embrace you
I can't never let you go from my embrace (I can't)
There is no such thing as an end for us
Hyungseung sings....
I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I'm believing that
I'm the writer who lost his purpose
The ending of this novel, how am I supposed to write it
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
I keep writing these 3 words
Setting the worn out pen on the old paper stained in tears
This story can't end neither happy nor sad
Right now, I'm writing such a happy story
But after all, it is still, just a wish
After all that... I knew that it was probably for me...
My eyes grew teary as I knew he still loves me....
Junhyung-ah, I still love you too.... I say in my mind and I look at him.
Junhyung's prov~
Hara, I still love you so much. Will you ever do the same? Most of my songs are for you...my love forever.
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