Hyewon's POV:

We both have had a good month after IZ*ONE Disbandment, Minju was shooting several ad campaigns for CitybreezeXMinju Fashion line she created with the help of Citybreeze, a local Korean Fashion brand. They collaborated with her for next year's Spring and Summer release. It was now July and I was preparing for a Music Video Appearance after my birthday. I was shooting the music video and then my own music video which was set to be released 24th of August. July 28th was the release of the music video with Park Jae Jung. It was my first time acting for something. I was previously an actress in training to become an actress pre-Produce 48. That time was especially confusing for me, because I was still figuring out whether my skills are up to par with an Idol's or should I just stick with acting kind of in between for me. I was supposed to debut with Minju Unnie, Jeon Minju of KHAN, she was born five years ahead of me. She quit the company and debuted with KHAN during my time at Produce48, she was already singing her one hit song I'm your girl, Minju Unnie didn't deserved what happened to her, she was kicked out in that company where we were supposed to debut and I followed suit and I was just honestly relieved to witness her debut and it was sort of my comfort song during Produce 48 but of course, Maroo Entertainment has done her bad again and KHAN was silently disbanded when Kim Euna who was her partner in KHAN came to the U.S. and studied for her college. I never expected to make the cut for Produce 48 Finale and much more debut as an IZ*ONE Member. I just loved to sing and act and to really just cuddle the contestants especially the Japanese Contestants because they're so cute and had a signature fluffy cheeks. They're like they never aged with their cuteness. Especially Sato Minami who looked like a Kindergartener. 

Who would've thought that by the end of all this, I would have Kim Minju and ten others as my best friends? No one could've ever predicted that I would join the final line up and at the 8th spot at that. It was of course rigged, but having the eleven others as my best friends, girlfriend and role models was the best I've ever had in my entire short life. Unlike before when I was almost always out of place and out of touch with my soon to be members, the only one I stuck with was Jeon Minju Unnie. She was a good Unnie to me and always there to comfort me when I was losing hope in debuting and when she left WISIWYG Entertainment, I left too. 8D Creative was kind enough to sign me into being their trainee, but I had to transition this year to the Actor's Department because 8D Creative didn't have any other trainees which they can debut as a group, it was just me. Like Minju was just her in Urbanworks. I had to leave early for the MV Shooting and of course Minju was up earlier than I finally got up. She prepared breakfast and lunch and some snacks for me and my staff. She's just absolutely adorable about it, she would also include individual notes on these lunches. She was a sweetheart and darling to everyone that if I were a jealous lover, I would've banned her from making me lunches. She also sends me a lot of messages during my filming. Varied times and just reminding me to smile and be nice to everyone, I honestly felt like a kid when she's the kid out of us two. 

She even kissed me on the top of my head earlier before I finally got out of the house. She was taller than me by two inches, it was only two, but I feel like her kid most times. She pats my head too often when I'm acting like a fool. Yeah, I realize I act like a fool too much. We are like living our lives in reversed roles, I'm immature and she's mature, she's an introvert and I was an extrovert. I feed off through someone's beagle cuteness and having fun, jumping around kind of fun. I even jump in place when I am happy with my selca results. This was one of the down sides I always had having Kim Minju as my lover, she was taller than me. Pretty much anything, we click and have learned to give way to each other's wants and needs. She was typically quiet even back in IZ*ONE and Produce 48 she was just quiet and observing everyone. I always knew she was over thinking and so I strike up conversations with her since we were seat mates back in Produce 48 and staffers have always paired us in the rankings. They say we are beautiful and pure and we are just that, beautiful and pure but are otherwise talentless. She was someone who worked hard to beat those allegations that she didn't deserve to be picked. I think at the end of IZ*ONE's contract, she had shown everyone that she was worthy of being picked. I was proud of her but I wasn't one to post about her as we agreed to keep things hush hush until we get our bearings with our careers. I also had plans to do an endorsement deal together to announce who we are in each other's lives. It would be big, but 8D has not been cooperating with us unlike Urbanworks who were very much present whenever I had to ask them about stuff.

8D just up and went provided additional security for me but wasn't at all communicating with me in regards to our press release. It's like 8D Creative lost all energy to communicate and help me fix the statements I was supposed to make. It has been a total lack of communication from them that I was beginning to think that I should move and switch companies. Once my contract expires which was 2023. Two more years and my contract will lapse and I will be free from 8D Creative. They've not been promoting me as well as Minju, at least Minju was being posted constantly by Urbanworks. She shot some Headshots and Profile Photos for Urbanworks very recently and she was just the buzz currently among WIZ*ONEs. My aegiya was really beautiful on those Profile Photos. Parc Jae Jung was nowhere yet in the filming of his Music Video. The glam team styled me upon my arrival at the set. I was eating my snacks that Minju made for me. It was a fruit bowl, she cut up some fruits for me. She can be the sw