I also sat on his bed and notice he was on his computer. I smirked "So what happen? Why do you look so excited?"

He heaves happily "Siwon?"

"Yes?"

"Kibum told me he will be back in a week!"

I can't believe what just happen...

Donghae looks so happy-what exactly happen he was home alone?...why is it so fast...what's the real reason why THAT guy came back?

I says nothing as I stumbled into the bathroom, but accidentally tripped on the stool. I grunt but found myself laying there, the alcohol still haven't come off and just got me very annoyed.

"Siwon! Siwon!"

He ran into the bathroom and flipped me over on my back. I groaned and he frowns at me.

"Your drunk?"

I breath in and out slowly...

He sighed and try to carried me back to the room while I don't give in. Clearly, sadness overwhelmed me and I felt as if my heart just sting me...christian guys like me doesn't just get drunk normally like this.

But HE made me do it...

I gave up by pinning him against the wall and lend him closer in my arms. He shivers a bit and try to struggles his way out but I hold him back and put him on his bed. I pulled the blanket over him before my lips crashed against his.

He was at a loss for words...

I grimly smiled "Night" and went on my bed and falls asleep.

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...

Only a week until that Kibum comes back. As Heechul says it, he came back to visit us-but in his tone-I could sense that there were another reason...

I notice ever since we heard the news, Donghae smiles more than usual...and he talks to me not in the same way he used to talk...his voice had now gone serious but still cheerful-though I miss how he stutters around me.

Speaking of which...I couldn't really tells what happen last night that made Donghae walk past me without any greeting, I stood there with a stunned expression-though I couldn't tell if i'm confused or not.

But I run into him again while I took out the garbage in our dorm.

It took him a few seconds to notice me before he kept his head low and walked on past by. Which felt as if millions of arrows had just shot me sent from cupids from above-well those always mess up love's!

"Yah-Lee Donghae" I called out.

He turn around-his features made my heart melt. In all of this times, he had grown...his brown hair fringe still frame his face perfectly. That's when I thought about what Eunhyuk had told me and there I felt like a jerk...I have not been known how he cry every night underneath those smiles that I grave for.

"Yeh?..."

How could he smiles brightly because of me? He never did though I wanted him to...

"What did I do last night?"

He had slightly smiles-but when I mentioned last night. His frown came back and he humped in annoyed.

"Nothing"

I gritted my teeth "Fine then..."

He nodded and walked past me. After he went by-I clench my fist and throw the garbage bag into the can before kicking it angrily to released it all out. I never felt betrayed like this before and it hurts when I thought about it! I AM STRAIGHT!

I knelt down beside its and suddenly saw photos-lying there beside the trash can. Curious-I picked some up and examine them, but it's all photos of Donghae-and...me...

I gritted my teeth in annoyance He throws away pictures of us!