Letters

Our Innermost Demons
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To Taemin:

How are you? I hope you didn't get into trouble. I'm sorry, I'm not very good at writing letters. I miss you.

Not a moment goes by that I don't think of you.

I hope I am also in your thoughts from time to time. I'll be waiting for you in the cave this coming weekend in the afternoon.

 

I haven't had the chance to tell you how I feel. I will save my words until I see you again. I can't wait to finally start my life with you. There is so much I want to tell you, so much I want to experience with you.

 

Your Minho

 

 

To Minho:

My beloved Minho, (isn't that how you start a love letter?)

I know you are waiting for me, please be a little more patient. My father won't let me go anywhere alone nowadays.

I don't want him looking at you like that ever again. Maybe if he sees how happy you make me, he'll change his mind about you, about us. I'm sure if we wait a little longer, we can be together. I think of you every day and miss you very much.

How is Naeun? I miss her so much. I know dad said he doesn't want to see you anymore, but couldn't Naeun come to lessons with Sooyoung?

I'm patiently waiting for your answer.

 

 

To Taemin:

Taemin, we missed each other. I waited, but you didn't come. I will wait for you this weekend as well.

I have something important to tell you.

At first I was upset when you didn't come. But when I saw that you took the letter, I knew you were there.

I think about you all the time. Leave me a letter too, in case we miss each other again.

 

I actually wanted to tell you in person that I have decided not to send Naeun for riding anymore. Your father was clear about that. Naeun often asks about you and misses you. You know, I can't wait for us to be a family soon. I can't wait to finally look into your eyes again.

 

I hope we won't miss each other this weekend.

 

Your Minho

 

 

To Minho:

My beloved Minho,

You read my letter, but write me something back. I miss you so much.

I miss hearing your voice and being with you. Please come to riding lessons with Naeun next weekend.

If it's uncomfortable for you, I'll have Jinki teach Naeun instead.

I just want to see you for a minute. I miss Naeun's smile.

Everything is so hard for me right now, I feel so weak. But if I knew you were doing well, it would give me so much strength again.

Please come to me.

 

 

To Taemin:

Taemin you are scaring me. Please answer me.

You read my letters but don't answer. Please write back to me.

I'm sorry we don't come riding anymore. I don't want to upset your father any further.

I miss you so much. If you are angry, write that.

Tell me how mad and disappointed you are, but please don't ignore me, I can't take it.

I just want to know that you haven't forgotten me.

Naeun has started learning the violin and she is going back to tennis.

But every time I take her to lessons she asks for you. Please Taemin.

I want to tell her that we can visit you again soon.

 

Please answer me.

 

Yours forever, Minho

 

 

To Minho:

Minho please write back to me. It's okay if you chose Sooyoung. You deserve to be happy. Naeun will be a wonderful big sister, I am sure of it. With such a great father by her side, there is no other wa

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I apologise in advance for chapter 34.
Perhaps you should have your tissues ready?

It was very difficult for me to write the chapter.
And now I'm indecisive about the ending.

I'm thinking of writing two possible endings, but that would be ridiculous, wouldn't it?

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SHIN33ee
#1
Chapter 38: I keep rewriting and deleting comments about the endings. But it's not nice to scream and throw things at the author XD. So I will just say thank you for the happier ending. The other one would have killed me.
Yaneyane #2
I was scrolling down to checkout your stories and ended up seeing the title again 😃😃😭😭😭 I can't believe I'm still triggered and feel like crying just merly seeing the title 😢
Yaneyane #3
Gosh it's been a few days since I finished reading this, (infact I finished it within a day) but till now I still have no idea of what I should say about it. I was so into the story that I didn't even know how to feel when the story ended. ( I know I am repeating myself.) All I could say was thank you for putting 2 versions of the ending because I wouldn't known how to feel if it was only the first one. Somehow the 2nd ending cheered me up and even made me hopeful ☺️ 😊.
All on all thank you for the beautiful story ❤️
Moemoetaem
#4
Chapter 38: I regret not reading it sooner. Such a great story!
Iam_Lazy #5
Chapter 38: I loved this story so much 😍 it's soooo well written ahhhhh
Adaryn
#6
Chapter 38: Another long comment (as a reply) because this deserved it :)
lalalididam
#7
Chapter 38: this is my first time commmenting on ur story and i would say this story is beautifully written like i sobbed like a baby reading the last chapter when they met again 10 years later. it pain me but also it comfort me. u really did a great job writing this and i adored this ff so much cuz how realistic the subject is. please i wanna give a praise for writing this. thank you so much! it such a pleasant time reading the chapters!!
Spitzouuu #8
Chapter 38: Oh god... I've waited until I finished reading to comment.. This is so beautifully written. Everything is so full of emotions and tragedy.

I like the ending you've chosen I think it suits the last chapters better. Maybe could have written the epilogue as naeun coming to the farm 10 years later and getting to know what happened to taemin. But let's be real, my heart needed this conforting alternative epilogue :)
You can't change my mind that taesun was the one who killed taemin by destroying the letters. It's frustrating that all of the pain could have been avoided without that.
I feel super bad for naeun whose passion was stripped from her this young. Things like this are traumatising for kids...
Thank you so much for writing this and I'm going to read your other fics now! See you there
nunanneomuyeppeo
#9
Chapter 38: Didn't even realized I managed to finish reading this in one day haha this is so so soooo good! The way how you wrote it wonderfully, realistically, painful, and beautiful, I must say that Our Innermost Demon is an 11/10! It's been such a rollercoaster ride having witnessed their love story. Thank you for your hard work and I admire you for creating such a wonderful piece! ❤️