Seungri was struggling. He didn't know what to do. Whenever he spoke his mind, G-dragon would interfere it, by making dramatic comments. Just like when he spoke about his  old diary where he wrote in his younger year, that he wants to be a recreation instructor because he wants to amuse people. And Gd would respond. "I wish you can achieved that dream. Why don't you change your job?" People would laugh at him, but Seungri know what he was doing. People can't see that look in his eyes, as if challenging him if he could dare leave the group.

*

"That's right! GD likes me so much I'm tired! I'm so tired, I want to rest!" Seungri spoke in other language, complaining. His joke was really more than half meant but the fans thought that he was still messing around. And he forgot that there was a translator beside Jiyong telling him what Seungri just said.

"Then I'll let you rest forever." Jiyong said threatening him with eyes.

"No, no. I like bigbang. I'll stay with bigbang." Seungri nervously said. He was scared Jiyong might do something to banished him from the group. Jiyong's personality has changed.

*

"GD is especially good at tying people down." People laughed. He continued complaining. "Seungri where are you now? Give me a call immediately now! Let's eat something together! Let's go for a drink!" he paused, looking at Jiyong.

"What, really stop it! GD is a wierd person!" The latter just laugh at him.

"Every night calling me. I also have my private time!"

"GD-san do you want to explain?" the MC said.

"I don't like it. When Seung-chan plays with someone else. I hate it." Jiyong looks at him dangerously. Seungri wants to rebut but Jiyong harshly pulled his head towards him. People might not have noticed because they were busy squealing at them, they thought it was just for fun, a fan service, but he knew better.

"We'll talk later." He whispered enough for him to hear. He felt a little scared. He released him before smiling at the audience. People were screaming, busy fangirling to notice Sengri's discomfort. For the last time, he tried again.

"GD-san, that possessiveness stop it, please." He literally begged him. But he just smirked before changing the topic.

People don't know anything. Fans would say how lucky Seungri was to have Jiyong's undying attention. But they don't know how hard it is. He loves him too much.

"I know what you did, earlier" Jiyong spoke behind Seungri. They just finished their fan meeting in Fukuoka. They are currently inside their shared hotel room.

"Trying to get the sympathy of the fans. By telling me to stop in front of many people. Did you think they can help you? That you can escape me by telling all those things? That by telling them, the fans will take your side and hate me?" Jiyong said holding his wrist tightly.  He just stayed silent in order not to anger him more.

"They love it when I do it, showing my possessive side to you, thinking it was cute that they won't even question if it is still acceptable for me to do that since I am G-dragon. And it works on my side." He smirked devilishly.

"I can't do wrong things in their eyes. You can't do anything about it, Ri. You are mine in the eyes of our fans. Nothing can separate us, remember that. Just love me and everything will be all right." He put Seungri's hand in his face while closing his eyes, savoring the feeling of his hand on his cheek. He want to curse him. Why did it have to be him? He can't understand. He does not possess anything special so why did Jiyong choose him out of many people around them?

'Maybe it's entirely my fault.' He thought.

The more he resist him the more he'll want him. 'I really can't escape him.' He thought bitterly. Before when they were younger, Seungri was naive to believe whatever Jiyong says. That time when he thought his hyung's intensions were pure.

*

He was sixteen that time. They were back in their small dorm after a long day of dance practice. Seungri went to their shared room and began typing a text. He was in a secret relationship at that time. Only Jiyong knew about it since they are roommates and he was very keen observer, he can't hide anything from him.

"Maknae-ah I've noticed you kept on staring at your phone today. Is there something wrong?" He asked sitting beside him while he keep on typing on his phone.

"Ah hyung, I haven't replied In Ha since morning. She texte