Jaebeom start working after he persuade his father that he is ready to work again. After almost 3 month without going to his office. He is kinda miss his office especially his own secretary. Who one time visiting him but then just stop coming because his own father forbid Jae because how he make Jaebeom more stressed as usual. Jaebeom just laugh thinking about the older guy.

He arrive at his office building and he can saw a few of his worker whispering at each other.

He knows the workers dont know the real reason why the soon to be CEO missing for almost 3 month. Jaebeom can almost know that he will become their topic for gossip so he bear himself about this. Now he has Jinyoung he always talk about his few insecurities not all but the younger guy now has a few idea why he is he right now.

Jaebeom remember their talk about the topic.

"You know right?" Jaebeom ask Jinyoung when the boy just finished peeling orangefor him to eat.

"About what?" Jinyoung innocently ask

"What happen to me when I was 6." Jaebeom

Jaebeom can see how the younger guy froze a little.

"Urmm." Jinyoung

Jinyoung dont know what to say and he just nod.

"From my father?" Jaebeom

Jinyoung nod.

Jaebeom can see how Jinyoung clasp his own hand.

"Are you uncomfortable if I want to talk about it?" Jaebeom

"No Im not. I was afraid if I spoke something about it and make you triggered?" Jinyoung spoke quietly

"I think I am ready to talk about it." Jaebeom

"I am here Jaebeom. I will listen to anything you will say." Jinyoung

"Thank You.Actually I dont want to talk abou what happen to me. You can just watch the video from CCTV about what happen to me. If you want to know." Jaebeom

"Ouh no sir. I dont want to see that." Jinyoung

"Its not that bad. I am not getting its just he tried to me. The thing not actually happen but I dont know why I feel so dirty thinking about his hand all around my body. His mouth kissing me." Jaebeom frown

"Jaebeom, I dont want you to tell me if you are not ready." Jinyoung

"No I am ready. I need to actually let it go." Jaebeom

Jinyoung just nod and now Jaebeom hand is in Jinyoung's hand.

"You are the first person I kiss after the incident. Not even my father. I feel so disgusted thinking when someone tried to kiss me." Jaebeom

"Oh my god! What have I done? I kissed you at the hospital. Remember? Our first kiss." Jinyoung

Jaebeom just chuckle.

"That is what I feel weird after the kiss. I did not feel disgusted at all after you jumping and attack me with your plump mouth." Jaebeom

"Yah." Jinyoung slightly push Jaebeom chest.

"Sorry. But yes I dont feel disgusted and it make me wonder, why? Why I am fine with your kiss? You dont know how your kiss make me having a headache and then your confession coming but I will not talk about it today. You need to know Jinyoung. I am fine with you. You know when I was at America the first time I was there? I am really scared but then I think how far the man is from me I feel a little better and Mark. Ouh Jinyoung I dont know how I appreciate Mark to what he has done to me. That is why I really mad at you when you jealously accuse me having romantic relationship with him." Jaebeom

"I am not jealous." Jinyoung pout.

"Back to our topic. People always praised my father about how lucky they are they have me a reaally bright kid. Who can talk clearly when he is 2 years old and sometime I hope I am not that bright. You know people said what happen when you were a kid will get forgotten when you grown. But still I am almost 21 years old and I cant forget everything. I dont know why but I tried and tried to forget about it and yes I slowly forget his face. His touches. But I still get the nighmare when he chase me. It just get worse when I get the panic attack. I dont want you to see me in that condition but let me tell you what happen. You know why I am so tired after the attack? Its because I become berserk Jinyoung. I attack everything that I can get in my hand. The first time its happen when I was 8 years old. My room almost unrecognizable. I throw away things. I punch my room wall. I become a madmen. That is why I need to be alone when I was at that state. I was lucky that when I was in school I rarely get panic attack and it slowly gone after I go to university with the help of Dr Kang. Now when I was old. I just have the nightmare. But the last few days ago when that happen I was really out of control. I am lucky I arrive at Dr Kang house just in time. If not I think I maybe will kill someone. That is why I dont want you around me Jinyoung. I dont want to hurt you." Jaebeom

"No wonder I saw all the bruises at your hand and body. I am really curious about where is come from." Jinyoung

"Its from me. I do it to myself. You know why? Because at that time my mind make me believe that I am my attacker. I believe I am my attacker and my subconcious mind want to really hurt my attacker so I just hit myself." Jaebeom

"Jaebeom." Jinyoung

Jaebeom lightly brush Jaebeom hand.

"Dont worry. I will try my hardest to be heal. But Jinyoung even if I want you to go. Fate did not let me do it. When you speak that day. My mind suddenly become more clear and I feel sleepy. You are my own medicine Jinyoung. I dont know what bull this is or maybe I am crazy but you make me forget about all the bad things in my mind." Jaebeom

Jinyoung smile.

"I am glad that I make you thinks like that." Jinyoung

"I am glad that I fall in love with you." Jaebeom

"Me too. Thank you." Jinyoung said with his blush face.

 

Jaebeom can say that their talk end with Jinyoung lips in his own lips. Jaebeom just chuckle when he remember how the younger guy really like kissing.

Jaebeom is not blind, he know Jinyoung want more than that but Jabeom is not ready yet. He need to learn to do IT. He need to do more researched about this topic. He never watch before for some reason he dont know. Ouh wait yes he mildly afraid about seeing people do . Jaebeom just shrug it off

He arrive at his floor and he can literally hear Jae's voice when he come out from the lift.

"BOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSS!" Jae

"Shut it Jae! You disturb people." Jaebeom

"What people boss? There is no one here." Jae

"Why?" Jaebeom

"Urm I dont know but I think your father involve with it." Jae 

Jaebeom sigh.

"My father must have talk with them. Jae just give me anything to work with and also."

"Cold stawberry milk?" Jae

Jaebeom nod.

"You got it boss." Jae

 

Jinyoung were walking aimlessly at his university. He is in a bad mood. 

His fiancee did not even reply to his message. Jinyoung can see this happening. He know when Jaebeom start working he will tossed Jinyoung aside.

Jinyoung hate to think he need to compete with Jaebeom's first wife aka works.

Jinyoung knows that all the vacation time with Jaebeom being healed will never come again. He is so relieved seeing his fiancee become better but he also missed their time together. 

Their talk and as the kisses.

Jinyoung shake his head. He cant think about their kissess now. He cannot get hard in daylight thinking about his fiancee lips.

He need to be patience.

Look?

Its only took them around a few months just for a kiss and it was worth it. Jinyoung can wait for another months just for their relationship take another step aka when they start ing.

Jinyoung can hear someone shout his name.

"PARK JINYOUNG! PARK JINYOUNG." Jackson

"Urghhh, what?" Jinyoung

"Bestie? You cant growl when you see another bestie aand what with the annoying face. You should be glad you can still see me.Im gonna be busy this term." Jackson

"I cant wait for that to be happen." Jinyoung

"So? How is Mr Fiancee?" Jackson

"Thankfully he is fine but I am not I missed him already." Jinyoung whine

"Euww, Jinyoung. No wonder Yugbam dont want to hang around you anymore. You become so desperate. You need to him Jinyoung." Jackson

"Urgh Jackson I dont want to talk about it with you and why everytime we talking about Jaebeom you always mention ing?" Jinyoung

"Well, your Jaebeom is hot and handsome and I am weak with hot and handsome things." Jackson

Jinyoung glare at Jackson.

"You know what? Thank god you are not into men if not you are the one who snatch Jaebeom away from me." Jinyoung

"Who said I am not into men?" Jackson wiggle his eyebrown.

Jinyoung just shake his head.

"By the way, where are you heading? You look so gloomy for a reason. I mean I know this is our first day but why does you look like this on our first day? You should be happy. This will be our last time as a university student. Cheer up." Jackson

"You are aware you need to pass your subject to graduate right? I am not sure about you right now with that mark." Jinyoung said then walk.

"Yah Park Jinyoung dont belittle me okay!" Jackson shout.

Jackson run and tackle Jinyoung from the back. Every one can see how two best friend keep pushing and pulling each other.

 

 

Jaebeom has been looking for more than 20 files and document and when he look at the time it was 4pm. He grunt and stretch. He crackle his neck and leave a deep sigh.

Finally he took the abandon handphone from under the piles of paper. He look at it and gasp.

There is almost 20 chat from Jinyoung only.

Have you arrived?

You arrived right.

I know you have arrive at the office and now you probably will forget about me.

Dont forget about me.

You cant forget me right?

Why are you not answering me?

Jaebeom?

Jaebeom.

Lim Jaebeom

Urghhhhhh why you did not answer me?

You ignore me?

Respond please?

Or are you in trouble?

you are in trouble?

If you not answering then you are in trouble.

I should call the police.

Sorry bout that just panic for a while. Jackson already hit me until im sane again.

You maybe busy working. Im just panic for no reason.

Please call me after you hvae done your work.

I LOVE YOU

 

Jaebeom just chuckle and shake his head. He looking at the time Jinyoung last sent message and it was almost 2 hour ago.

Jaebeom tried to call Jinyoung but he heard a knock from the door.

"Boss!" Jae

Jaebeom look up and saw a really flinchy Jae

"Yes Jae?" Jaebeom

"Urmm, someone want to meet you." Jae

"Who? If im not mistaken no one make an appointment to meet me. You told me this morning. So who is it? I really dont like someone interupt me when I am this busy." Jaebeom

"So does it mean no?" Jae

"Of course." Jaebeom

Jaebeom make a gesture for Jae to leave him and then he took his phone again to call Jinyoungbut then he heard the door open and reavealed a really distressed look Jinyoung.

"So now I need to make an appointment to meet my own fiancee?" Jinyoung

Jaebeom literally froze then he heard a laugh from outside.

"Hey mister  I am talking to you." Jinyoung snap his finger then stopm his feet.

"I am sorry but my chilldish secretary did not inform me about your arrival your highness." Jaebeom said while get up and curt.

"Yahhh. I was waiting for you to respond to me and you are not only ignore me but you making fun off me?" Jinyoung

Jaebeom walk toward his sulky fiancee and caress his face.

"Im sorry, I just finished doing half of my work and I just realize your chat. I am so sorry." Jaebeom said while ruffles Jinyoung hair

"You are just started working and now you leave me without anything. I just want to hear your voice and want you to listen me rant about my day." Jinyoung

Jaebeom took Jinyoung hand and bring him to the sofa. They sit on the sofa and Jaebeom make sure he sit face to face with Jinyoung.

"I am sorry again and now you already listen to my face and now let me heard about the tea." Jaebeom smile

"What? How? Are you having a twitter acc? How does you know the slang?"Jinyoung

"Well, I heard a few people in the office talking about some tea spilling or spill the tea and I am curious about it so I ask Jae whether there is a new tea place called that and after a few 3 minutes he laughing at me he told me the real meaning of that." Jaebeom said proudly.

"Ouh Jaebeom you dont need to know about all the SNS slang okay." Jinyoung chuckle

"What? I just curious and I am practicing what I have learn from Jae." Jaebeom

"Okay, okay. May I lay on your thighs? Its look so comfy." Jinyoung

Jaebeom just nod.

Jinyoung smile then leay his head on Jaeeom thighs. He look up while Jaebeom look down to see Jinyoung's face.

"My fiancee is really a handsome guy." Jinyoung

"Thank you, you are handsome too." Jaebeom

"May I?" Jinyoung ask while gesturing towad Jaebeom's eye mole.

Jaeebom just nod.

Jinyoung bring his hand toward Jaebeom's twin eye mole and lightly caress it.

"I really want to touch it when we first met." Jinyoung

"At the engagement party?" Jaebeom

"No, when we were teenagers. Remember? The time we talk at the garden?" Jinyoung

"That long?" Jaebeom chuckle

"Yes, to be honest I thought you draw it because you want the mysterious look." Jinyoung laugh.

"No I am not." Jaebeom lightly slap Jinyoung chest

"I know, I know. I realize it when I met you at the room before the engagement party started. You know at that time your moles and lips really attract me at that time but then you treat me like a jerk so I am kinda annoyed and treat you the same way." Jinyoung laugh

Jaebeom also laugh.

Yes he remember how he want to be a jerk so Jinyoung cant reject him and the engagement will never happen. He never realize the good nature boy that his father always talk about is quite a sassy one.

"My lips huh? You have been looking at it from the begin? What a . No wonder you always want to kiss me." Jaebeom

"That is not what I mean. You dont look at the mirror how you slightly pout when you saw me and then you started talking. I really want to smash your mouth that time so you can stop talking." Jinyoung

"Smash my lips with what? Yours?" Jaebeom chuckle

Then he laugh because Jinyoung literally smash his lip on Jaebeom's lips.

"Yah." Jaebeom slightly push Jinyoung when he can feel how Jinyoung try to open his mouth.

Red face Jinyoung just smirking then lay back on Jaebeom's thigh.

"Stop doing that." Jaebeom

"Why?" Jinyoung

"You make my heart pounding faster and its not good." Jaebeom

Jinyoung look up then bring his ears to Jaebeom heart.

"It does thump fast. You really nervous huh?" Jinyoung

"Of course I am you are my first love okay." Jaebeom try to make his cool facial expression but then he knows he failed when Jinyoung laugh.

"You look so cute blushing like that." Jinyoung

Jinyoung too Jaebeom hand and put it at his heart.

"Well its same for me too. My heart always pumping harder whenever I am around you." Jinyoung make a little dance move like 2pm Heartbeat.

Jaebeom just smile.

"So how is your day?" Jaebeom

"Well I am lucky I already pre registered all my subject but then I think I make a wrong move by choosing 8 am class for this year. I usually prefer my classes start at 12pm onwards but then you said if I choose morning class we can get out for a while in the afternoon so yeah I am taking your words. I only have 4 classes this year because I need to finish my own final year project so I think I can handle it. I am sure I can handle it if you are by my side." Jinyoung winked.

"Euwww, grosss." Jaebeom laugh

"Jaebeom!! I literally being sweet here how can you said it gross. Havent you learn anything after the rom com movie we watched?" Jinyoung

"Hehehehe, to be honest rom com movie is not my go to if I want to learn somethig romantic. I prefer reading romantic novel."Jaebeom

"So? Dont you want to practice it on me?" Jinyoung

"I am doing one." Jaebeom

"Huh?" Jinyoung

"Well there is a scene in the book when the heroin lay down and pour all her problem to the hero. So I am doing it like that. Are you not satiesfied?" Jaebeom

"Yahh! It was my idea how you shamelessly said like that? Jinyoung

"Same old, same old. I already told you rigth. I am new to this." Jaebeom

"Yes I know that. I am lucky you are more open with skinship now if not urghhh I dont know how I an survive without touching you but you are just fine when Mark does it." Jinyoung

There is a silent after Jinyoung talk.

"You really hate it when Mark and me touching? I mean he is the only one who was there for me when I was alone at America and he teach me how to interact with other people. We practice together until I am not shaking when he hug me. I was that bad Jinyoung. It took Mark months to help me with my paronoia with other people."

"Its not that I hate it but at that time I really annoyed when I see this. I mean, yes I am jealous at that time. You see? How I felt when my own fiancee is fine with other man but..." Jinyoung look at Jaebeom.

"Do you still hate it now if me and Mark hug each other?" Jaebeom

Jinyoung think for a while.

He know that Jaebeom dont know Mark has feeling toward him and Mark also promise to never become the hindrace for him and Jaebeom's love. He knows that Mark and Jaebeom relationship with Mark will never change. 

Now Jaebeom ask Jinyoung opinion about the matter.

Does he lie or tell the truth?

"Urm.Honestly? I will not hating that idea but can you keep it low because if you dont know I am possessive kind of guy so...." Jinyoung

"So what your imply is you will get jealous if I hug Mark?" Jaebeom

"Of course I am you are mine Jaebeom." Jinyoung said while hiding his face on Jaebeom's thighs

"Okay but you need to know me and Mark not gonna hug each other 24/7. Yes we do hug it out a lot different from other but we are just good friend. You dont need to be jealous. I am yours and yours only." Jaebeom said while slowly caress Jinyoung's back.

 

 

 

To be continue.