Jaebeom really feel calm when he heard Jinyoung voice. He dont know why but Jinyoung voice make him very sleepy in a way. That is the reason why he ask Jinyoung to sing for him and Jinyoung sing a child song. He really feel sleepy and after that he feel asleep.

"He sleeping." Youngjae

"He is sleeping." Youngjae

"Yes Youngjae we can see it." Jinyoung

"No, he is sleeping without taking any medicine. This is rare." Yongjae

"Youngjae are you sure he did not taking anything? Mark

"Yeah, I always write his medicine intake wait I check." Youngjae said and went to the table and look at the note.

"Yes the last time is yesterday. He did not take anything today." Youngjae

"So you gonna say Jinyoung's voice make him sleep?" Mark

"I think Jinyoung voice and presence make him calm and sleepy? I dont know but this is a miracle! He fall asleep just like that. Usually it take me a few stories and a lot of words to ease him to sleep." Youngjae

Jinyoung still dont move and stare at sleeping Jaebeom. He can actually feel all his love to Jaebeom. He really want to touch Jaebeom but he dont want to interupt his sleeping. Jinyoung still watching Jaebeom when he heard Uncle Junho voice.

"What are you doing here Jinyoung?" Junho said sternly

Jinyoung is speechless he was actually afraid with what will happen next.

"Uncle, look Jaebeom is sleeping. He ask Jinyoung to sing and then he fall asleep after Jinyoung sing. You can ask Mark too. Jinyoung is the reason he is sleeping now." Youngjae

"Really?" Junho

"Yes uncle." Mark

Junho look at Jinyoung, he can see how shaken Jinyoung is he suddenly feel like a worse person in the world.Is he the reason Jinyoung is scared now?

"Jinyoung?" Junho

Jinyoung flinched and look down.

"I am so so sorry Jinyoung about yesterday. I did not mean to hurt you but you know how i cant say no to Jaebeom and he with his tired voice asking me to break it off the engagement. I just...I know im being foolish. But you also know that Jaebeom is the only one I have since forever. But after listen to what Youngjae said I just want to say thank you, Even I treated you bad yesterday you still here." Junho

"I love him uncle. I really really love him. I know it must sound crazy or foolish but I really love Jaebeom and look even when you restrain me to see him I just cant. I need to be here I need to prove to you that II can handle it. I promise I can handle this whatever it is. But please dont break our engagement, I know if we broke this I will never have anything ties with Jaebeom." Jinyoung said quietly but Junho can listen to his determine voice

"Okay Jinyoung we will never talk about break off anything unless Jaebeom ask too. Now he is asleep let us go and discussed this somewhere else." Junho

"Please let me stay here. Jaebeom said he like my voice if he is awake I can sing him to sleep again." Jinyoung

"But I am sorry Jinyoung, I am afraid that Jaebeom will get more stressed or pressured when you are here." Junho

"Uncle, I think its fine to let Jinyoung stay. Jaeb did not look stressed as we thought when he saw Jinyoung." Youngjae

"Yes Uncle, its true. Yes he was shocked seeing Jinyoung but he did not said anything."

"Please uncle, please let me stay here?" Jinyoung

"Okay, urgh I cant do anything if you make that face." Junho said then leave the room.

Mark and Youngjae also leave after a few minute.

Now it was only Jinyoung and Jaebeom.

Jinyoung never thought that he will be here after what happen yesterday, Is this a dream? Jinyoung pinch his own arm and yes he can feel the hurt so its not a dream. Jinyoung get up from the edge of the bed and went beside Jaebeom. Slowly laying down beside him. Now Jinyoung is face to face with Jaebeom and he can see all the dark underneath Jaebeom's eye. He also can see how Jaebeom face become more thinner.

Jinyoung remember Uncle Junho's story about what happen to young Jaebeom. He really dont have any clues about this Jaebeom always look so confident and collected in Jinyoung eyes. He never thought that the same person conceal a dark secret. Jinyoung really trying hard not to caress Jaebeom face.

He stare at Jaebeom face until he can see movement from his eye and slowly Jaebeom's eyes open.

Jaebem face do not show any expression. He just blink and blink.

"You are real." Jaebeom

"Yes." Jinyoung

"I thought I was dreaming when I saw you." Jaebeom

"Is it a good dream?" Jinyoung

"Better." Jaebeom

"Sorry." Jinyoung

"What for?" Jaebeom

"For being clueless about your condition." Jinyoung

"Nah, its not your fault. I am just weak.'' Jaebeom

"Dont say that. You are so so strong. We are the same age but you already working to be CEO while im still not finished my study. You have your weakness but I can only see a succesfull man." Jinyoung

"You do have a nice voice." Jaebeom

"Thank you, do you want to get rid of me? I mean my nice voice?" Jinyoung

"Huh, I wish I could but unfortunately your voice is really soothiing to me. I never realize that." Jaebeom

"Does that mean I can stay?" Jinyoung

"If you want to but be warn. I am unpredictable." Jaebeom

"I loved to stay." Jinyoung

" I love you." Jaebeom

"No..no...no. You should said it in a romantic dinner night." Jinyoung voice tremble

"I love you." Jaebeom

"No, I demand a really big bouquet of roses." Jinyoung

"I love you." Jaebeom

"Stupid. of course I love you too." Jinyoung said then cry.

"Why are you crying? Sorry I cant persuade you right now I am so tired." Jaebeom

" I am crying not because I am sad. I cry because I am so relieved. I thought I will never heard that words come from your mouth and after yesterday I really really afraid. You know? You dont know it how scared I am." Jinyoung sobbing

"Sorry." Jaebeom

"Dont mention it, its not our fault. Its just how it is. Glad that I can hear you say that. You are not under any medication right? You saying for real right?" Jinyoung

"Yes Jinyoung, sorry Im late now will you scoot closer to me?" Jaebeom

"Why?" Jinyoung

"I want to kiss your tears away." Jaebeom

"W...haaat?" Jinyoung stuttered

Jaebeom smile

"No way, you teasing me already? Where do you learn that, that is so smooth." Jinyoung giggle

"Well, I have done my researched and I really love hearing your giggle. Please dont ever cry because of me." Jaebeom

"Okay but I need to cry sometimes will you be there too?" Jinyoung

"I hope that I wll be there even if I am the one who make you cry." Jaebeom

They look into each other eyes and slowly Jinyoung shorten their face distance and before their lips touch Jinyoung look at Jaebeom. Jinyoung want to know if Jaebeom is okay with this but Jaebeom the one who kiss him first.

Jinyoung finally can taste Jaebeom's lips.Even when Jaebeom lips is dry, Jinyoung dont care about it. Jaebeom kiss him slowly and Jinyoung try to kiss him deeper but then Jaebeom back away his face.

"You need to know that I need a lot of time to be this physical. I hope you dont mind." Jaebeom

"Im sorry but I am too eager about the kiss. I dont mind at all. I can wait."Jinyoung smile

"Thank you." Jaebeom

"Urmm, can I kiss you again?" Jinyoung

"Okay." Jaebeom

Now everything become a routine for Jinyoung to come to Jaebeom's house to help him sleep and also they have the talk not everyday but when Jinyoung think Jaebeom is ready he always ask question to Jaebeom. A lot of question.

"So? When do you realize you love me?" Jinyoung ask Jaebeom after he eaten his lunch

"Urm, Ive read someone wrote about sometimes we dont realize what happening around us so I must say I dont realize how I fall in love with you. It just after a few time we saw each other I am kinda fine with how annoying you are." Jaebeom

"You call me annoying?" Jinyoung

"I always said that okay, its not just today." Jaebeom

"Humph." Jinyoung

"Its annoyingly cute." Jaebeom chuckle

"Still you hurt my feeling now kiss me so i feel better." Jinyoug make kissy face towards Jaebeom

"Jinyoung..." Jaebeom

"What? The last time we kiss is a few day ago. Now I know how you feel I really need it. Please?" Jinyoung

"You know how I feel about it." Jaebeom

"I know, this is all your fault. Why did you kiss me that day?" Jinyoung

"Because I feel really sorry when I see your face and how you really WANT to kiss me." Jaebeom

"Now I really really WANT to kiss you!" Jinyoung said while emphasis the want.

"But I dont feel sorry towards you." Jaebeom chuckle

Jinyoung pouted and cross his arm and face the other way.

"Are you being sulky right now?" Jaebeom

No answer.

"Jinyoung." Jaebeom

No answer.

"Okay but just a peck!" Jaebeom

"Promise!" Jinyoung smile

Jinyoung bring his face towards Jaebeom face.

"I hate seeing you smirking like that." Jaebeom

"Oooooo, but you love me." Jinyoung mock

"Whatever." Jaebeom said then close his eyes

Jinyoung kiss Jaebeom lips.

The kiss feels intimate just like their first kiss.

"Okay done." Jaebeom said 

"Awwww, its so short." Jinyoung whine.

"Whatever." Jaebeom

"You are lucky Dr Kang already explan to me or else I will leave you." Jinyoung

"You will?" Jaebeom voice drop.

"No, no,no. Jaebeom Im just kidding. I wiill never leave you. I cant even if you want me too!" Jinyoung sad while caress his arm

"I am so stupid. I will never said that again." Jinyoung

" I know." Jaebeom laugh

"Lim Jaebeom are you teasing me just now? How dare you. I really thought you..." Jinyoung cant finish his words when Jaebeom quickly stole a kiss from him.

"Are you mad?" Jaebeom

Jinyoung face turn to red.

"Urgh I will not if you kiss me again." Jinyoung

Jaebeom just smile.

Its been weeks after Jaebeom panic attack and now everything comeback to normal.

Well, not everything.

Now Jaebeom routine is not only to get ready to go to work but he need to call his fiancee every morning to wake him and also to say "I LOVE YOU''.

This is the deal that they agree together after the short period of almost become ex fiancee.

Dr. Kang finally realize a few things that triggred Jaebeom sudden panic attack and its all go back to his mother. Jaebeom never mention about his mother before this so Dr Kang never relate his mother involvement in Jaebeom sickness. But after Jaebeom told the story and after Dr Kang cross check with everything he conclude that Mina is one of the reason that will triggered Jaebeom sickness so for now they need to avoid talking about Mina.

Jaebeom took his phone and want to call Jinyoung but then his phone is ringing and he just smile when he pick up the call.

"Morning!!!" Jinyoung

"Wow you're early today. Morning." Jaebeom

"You forgot? Today is my first day after my break. I need to get ready and go there urgh I dont know why I choose early morning class." Jinyoung

"Ahh, yes. Today is your first day of uni huh. Yes. Thank god. Now I can work peacefully without my fiancee interupt me." Jaebeom

"Huh, you gonna missed me when I did not call you for today." Jinyoung

"But you are the one who call me? So...." Jaebeom

"Jaebeom!! I thought you gonna give me motivation words so I can start my day with a good feelings. Humph you are still the same huh?" Jinyoung

"Hahahahaha, sorry. Motivational words? Hurmm. You just do what you have in your mind and just enjoy your life as a student. This is your last semester right before you graduating?" Jaebeom

"Yes and after my graduation we will get married right?" Jinyoung

"We will see." Jaebeom

"Jaebeom!!" Jinyoung

"If you score your last semester with a good grade maybe Ill think about marrying you." Jaebeom

"Yahh!! Im Jaebeom." Jinyoung

" I love you, bye."Jaebeom

Jaebeom turn off the call and a few second after the call he got the message from Jinyoung

I LOVE YOU MORE!!!

            FIANCEE

TO BE CONTINUE

Hi guys! 

I think i will end this fanfic in a few more chapter. Hope you guys can enjoy this chapter.

Btw I write a new JJP fanfic Yes or Yes. Please check it out if you want to!

Have a nice day!

MINMINHYO