Mark heard his phone ringing.

He know who is it. He sets that actual rigtone to that person only

He just ignore it.

A few second after the phone stop ringing. There is another one.

Mark still ignore it.

He just lay on his bed with Milo. Give Milo a tickle on the stomach and smile a little when he see Milo squirming around.

Mark sigh.

He dont remember exactly when and how he fall in love with Jaebeom.

Mayben when he was annoyed the way Jaebeom ignore him.

Maybe when he saw Jaebeom smile after drinking his strawberry yougurt.

Maybe when he heard Jaebeom sobs for the first time.

 

 

"Jaebeom?' Mark

No answer

"Are you crying?" Mark

"No." Jaebeom

"Dont lie to me. I can hear it you know." Mark

"Just a bad nightmare?" Jaebeom

"Want to tell me?" Mark

"What to hear?" Jaebeom

"Why not?" Mark

Mark cme down from his bed and lay beside Jaebeom

"What?" Jaebeom

"I cant hear you when you are whispering like that. Now you can whisper." Mark

"There is a boy in my dream." Jaebeom

"Okay." Mark

"He was assaulted by his mother's boyfriend." Jaebeom

"What the? What kind of nightmare is that?" Mark

"Just listen." Jaebeom

"Okay, okay. Sorry." Mark

"Well is not that bad actually, the man tried to the boy but the boy father save him. But the incident always make the boy in trauma. He just cant believe anyone anymore. The one person he throws his love and admiration is the one who let him suffered. Its hurt to see the boy keep asking for his mom help but then the mom is so high with somethings. Can you imagine it Mark? A 6 year old try and  helplessly call for his mother? Jist like Simba calling someone to help Mufasa. But there is no one and at one point the boy just give up because his face and all his body is in pain and the man is keep kissing and punching the boy. I just hope I can help him." Jaebeom

Mark just hug Jaebeom when he listen to his nighmare.

No other words.

Mark dont know if Jaebeom's nightmare is just a nightmare or the real deal. The next day they never talk about it. Mark just knew the story is real when Jaebeom confessed of being an ual assault victim even when Jaebeom did not tell when. Mark still vividly remember Jaebeom's nightmare.

Mark flinch when he heard the bell.

Mark sigh, he get off the bed and slowly walk towards the door. He open the door with a panicked looking Jaebeom in front his door.

"Mark!!" Jaebeom said while hug Mark

"Why you look like someone dying?" Mark said while patting Jaebeom back

"I was so worrried when you did not pick up your phone. What happen?" Jaebeom

"Sit Jaebeom, let me make you some hot milk?" Mark

"No need, you just come here! Sit and tell." Jaebeom

Mark sit beside Jaebeom and look at him.

How come Mark did not fall in love with this guy? Jaebeom always concern about him. He llook at those eye. The eye that make him sleepless a few days when he realize he has feeling toward Jaebeom.

"Mark, talk to me." Jaebeom

"Nothing Jaeb...Nothing." Mark said while laying his head on Jaebeom's thighs and close his eye.

Jaebeom just let Mark do anthing. He never get mad at Mark.

"Are you fighting with Jinyoung?" Jaebeom

Mark feels like his blood is gone from his face.

"What?" Mark open his face and watch Jaebeom's face.

Jaebeom does not look like he is disgusted or anything.

"I dont know why but Jinyoung just call me and ask me about you. He keep asking me to go see you. That guy is so weird. He just make me do it without saying why." Jaebeom

"And you just do it." Mark

"What?" Jaebeom

"Nothing Jaebeom. I dont know why today I feel like dying." Jaebeom

"Mark, dont say that. If you are dying who gonna play all your games? Should I sell or donate it?" Jaebeom

Mark burst into a laughter freak.

This is it, Jaebeom always know how to cheer him up. Even when he is always clueless. He always been there whenever Mark is sad.

"Stop it, I just want to have a moody day. Cant I?" Mark

"No you cant, if you are moody then I will be one too." Jaebeom said eagerly

Mark get off from Jabeeom thighs and sit toward him.

"Really?" Mark cup Jaebeom face.

"Of course, you are my mood maker Mark. If you sad, I am sad. If you happy Im happy too." Jaebeom

Mark smile. He bring his face closer to Jaebeom and touch Jaebeom forehead with his.

"I love you, you know right?" Mark

"Yeah I know, I love yu too." Jaaebeom said with a huge smile

No you dont, its not the same things Mark heart yell.

 

 

Choi Youngjae still cant believe that he just have a full conversation with Lim Jaebeom.

The name Lim is not a familiar name when your sister is also link to them too.

Yes, Choi Youngjae is the younger brother of Choi Mina or also known as Lim Mina when she get married with Lim Junho.

Choi Youngjae did not remember his sister because he just a kids. But he still remember how his family suffered because of Lim.

He was only 6 years old kids when he heard his parents wailing one night a few years ago.

"Dad? Mom? Why are you crying?" Youngjae

No answer.

Youngjae was so scared watching his parents like that. The worse thing is the next morning he heard a more heart wrenching scream. He run towards the sound and saw how his mother were holding his father feets that dangling from the ropes that wrap around his neck.

Yes.

Choi Youngjae childhood was robe from him.

He only knows one things.

He gonna ruin Lim Empire.

He will start with Lim Jaebeom.

 

 

Youngjae was listening to their conversation that night. He was feeling a litlle bad for himself because he was actually in awe listening to how Jaebeom's words himself. So compose and straightforward. Youngjae alwasy have this side imagiination when he thinks about Jaebeom.

A narcissist snob rich guy. But he was wrong. The guy that he meet is just a compose calm guy. He never talk about his achievement until he was ask to. Actually this is one of interview that the person is nice?

Youngjae shake his head. He cant think liike that. He suppose to hate on him. On the guy who make his mother become a sad person after she lost her husband. His mother is in a better condition now but Youngjae still have his deep hatred ot the Lim family. He seriously hate Lim famiily so much even when his mother told him to forget. He just cant do it. 

His mother never blame them. She just said that it was her fate to lost his husband in a suicide. 

But Youngjae is not a fools. He did not know anything when he is a kid. But then he keep gettiing an unknown letters that saying how Lim family was the one that plan his father suicide because they want his family company out of their way to gain more power and success. He still get the letters and now Youngjae and the sender still keep in touch. He always get message from an unknown number. He never save the number because its always change. But he knows that strangers also has a deep vengeance towards Lim's family.

Youngjae become a stalker, stalking Mr Junho whenever he was free. He still did not see Jaebeom yet because Jaebeom still at America so he took the time to lean and learn about business and also journalist because he want to become one in case he cant be near Lim family he will make sure to have a reasons to talk with them and as what? Of course as a business journalist.

He just meet Jaebeom a few month ago. How the said guy look so compose and sometimes unfriendly.

Its only took Youngjae a year to become a writer in a bussiness magazines. Youngjae is a genius. He always had his way to get what he wants and he will get it. Youngjae never had any thought to take revenge but the person who sent the message get him the idea to do one. He give the sender  nickname so everytime he saw R he knows the person. Like last 2 month ago R give him an absolute imposibble idea,

Make Lim Jaebeom falll in love with you and crush him.

                                                    R

How can he do that? With R help and a few old interview he try to become Lim Jaebeom ideal type.

An easygoing guy?

He heard and saw how Jaebeom become a relax guy when he is with his friend Mark. So he need to acts as Mark right?

He follow Jaebeom's friend for a week. To know what his hobbies, what he is like. Why Jaebeom always seen so happy when he with him.

Now, after a few month secretly follow Jaebeom, they finally meet. Youngjae feels the different when he is just stalking Jaebeom and talking with him.

Its totally different when he see Jaebeom handsoem face secretly and face to face.

When he is in front of Jaebeom he become more nervous, his hearbeat pound faster.

Why?

Youngjae dont know.

What he knows now its become harder to continue the plan when the guy aka Jaebeom is just a nice guy. 

Not like R description about him.

Now Yougjae ponder if he could just go with the plan or what. 

Because now he just cant stop the way Jaebeom's eye look at him.

Full of respect. Nothing else.

 

 

Jinyoung come back home with a heavy heart. He did not expect that today he will confront with Mark. What worse? When you heard othe man confessed his love towards your fiancee.

A ing 6 years.

Mark has been in love with Jaebeom longer that their engangement.

Jinyoung dont know whether to feel sorry toward Mark or angry.

Now Jinyoung get his answer.

Mark does have feeling toward Jaebeom. What should he do now?

Without thinking, Jinyoung call Jaebeom

"Hello." Jaebeom

"Jaebeom? Please go and look for Mark," Jinyoung

"Hello? Is this Jinyoung?" Jaebeom

"Yes its me." Jinyoung

"Why do you aks me to look fro Mark?" Jaebeom

"Just do it, I ask you for." Jinyoung

"But why tho?" Jaebeom

Jinyoung rolls his eye

"Do you want to do it or not?" Jinyoung

"Okay, okay. Such a pushy person." Jaebeom call off the phone call.

Jinyoung just smile. He knows Jaebeom will do what he ask for.

Now what shoulde he do about this new shocking? Information about Mark feeling towards Jaebeom.

I should hide it from Jaebeom. Its not a good thing to tell others feeling to anyone so yeah he can just keep silent. But what can Jinyoung do to make Mark change his feeling? Like Jaebeomis his fiancee, Jaebeom should only fall in love with Jinyoung. Not anyone else. Can he do that? Is he a bad guy if he dont want anyone to have feelings toward Jaebeom?

Its normal right?

Jinyoung try to fall asleep but he have a really hard time to do so.

 

Jaebeom still cant believe that he just do something willingly for Jinyoung without even getting mad?

What does this man done to Jaebeom? Jinyoung always make him annoyed at certain point. But after knowing him in this few month. He is actually fine with Jinyoung. 

Jinyoung still annoyed him but not that much. Now he just smile thinking how hard Jinyoung used to be to make him talk.

Jaebeom was driving away and realize something was wrong about his car. Why does the brake not function? It was jus fine when he drive to Mark's apartment.

Stay calm Jaebeom, thankfully he did not drive that fast.

 Jaebeom keep the steady pace of his driving, not to hit the accelerator so that his car will gradually slow. But unfortunately he cant sway away from the traffic light. He need to do something if he want to avoid the traffic light. Jaebeom decided to sway to his right so that he will hit the streetslight. Jaebeom went out to see if he had injured somebody. Thankfully no one is injured except  himself. He call his father and ask for help. He dont know why and what exactly happen.

After 10 minute his father arrived with the driver.

"Son!" Junho run toward Jaebeom and give him a hug

"Father." Jaebeom felt a little relieved after he saw his father face

"What happen Jaebeom?" Junho

"I dont know, I was driving after I went to Mark's apartment and I just realize the brake is not functioning. Then I tried to slow down the car but in front of me is traffic light so I just try to not make anything big, I just sway to the streetlight. I have call the police and they were examine the car.I was so scared father." Jaebeom

"I know son, I know. Are you okay? Oh gosh there is blood on your forehead." Junho gasp.

"I am fine father. I think it just a small cut." Jaebeom

"Mr Lim?" Police Officer (PO)

"Yes?" Junho

"Urmm, we have check Mr Jaebeom cars and unfortunately someone has cut down the brake wire so I think this is not an accident. Someoen want you to get injured?" PO

"Oh my god." Junho

"Cutt of? But how, I am sure it was hard to do so. My car has alarm that will go blaring if someone open the trunk or any door." Jaebeom

"That we dont know, we need to examine the car more thouroughly . But what we found is the wire has been cutt off. Will you come and follow us to the nearest police station? We need to ask a few question." PO

"Cant my son go there tomorrow? You already write the report right? If you want to ask him more you need to ask him tomorrow. He is still in shocked and no one has checked on my son. What if he had some internal injuries? If you dont mind, I want to bring my son to the hospital," Junho

"Sure Mr Lim, sure. I will get in your contact if we need more information." PO

"Okay, thank you so much. Mr Officer. I will do that. Daehyun, lets take Jaebeom to the nearest hospital." Junho

"But father, I am fine." Jaebeom tried to protest.

"No you are not! You are still shaking. I know you son. You will deny everthing if I ask.Let the doctor examine you then if the doctor said you are fine I will take you home." Junho

Jaebeom just sigh defeatedly. Its hard to win when his father become so determine.

Unfortunately for Jaebem he need to be warded just because the injury iin his head is not a light one. They need to go a thorough examination to check whether his brain has endured some dmagaes from the shocks.

 

Jinyoung morning has been distubed by a loud bang from his door.

"Im up, Im up." Jinyoung

"Honey? We need to go to the hospital right now." Jinhee

"What? Why?" Jinyoung

"Jaebeom got into an accident last night." Jinhee

Jinyoung cant feel his face when he heard the word Jaebeom and accident in one sentence. He sprint off from the bed and wear a jacket an running downstair where is ftaher already waiting inside the car.

"You need to be patience Jinyoung. I hope everything is fine," Jinhee

"What happen mom?" Jinyoung stuttered

"I dont know son. Sorry." Jinhee

"Junho call me this morning about Jabeeom accident last night." Jaehwan

"Last night?" Jinyoung

Is this the time when he ask Jaebeom to visit Mark? Is this his fault?

"Urmm apparently Jaebeom's car hit the streetlight? Junho did not tell us the details." Jaehwan

Jinyoung tried to take a breathe, he feel so suffocated when he dont know what happen to Jaebeom.

They arrive at the hospital after 30 minutes a really long time for Jinyoung.

Jinyoung run adn left his parent to find Jaebeom's room.

He arrived at the room and just come with a loud bang.

Thankfully its not that loud. 

He can see Jaebeom lying on the bed.

Sleeping? He do not care. He went and jump toward Jaebeom and give him a hug while crying.

"Umhpmm." Jaebeom grunt

"Yah, what happen?" Jinyoung 

"Jinyoung ah." Junho try to tak JInyoung away from Jaebeom but Jinyoung just stay and hug Jaebeom

"Its okay father." Jaebeom sadi while patting Jinyoung back

"I make you worried? I am sorry." Jaebeom

"I almost dying!!" Jinyoung scream

"Shuuussh, we are at hospital now Jinyoung." Jaebeom

Jinyoung just burried his face on Jaebeom chest.

"Aigooo Jinyoung ah, what have you done to the patient?" Jinhee

"Thank you for coming." Junho sadi while hug Jaehwan

"Its a small matter Junho. So what happen?" Jaehwan

Junho told them the story that happen last night.

Jinyoung now laying beside Jaeebom still hugging Jaebeom.

There is not a words between Jaebeom and Jinyoung. 

Just them both hugging.

"So the police concluded that someone want to injured Jaebeom?" Jaehwan gasp

Jinhee already give out a soft sobs.

"For now, they tried to question Jaebeom last night but when I see Jaebeom's condition I ask them to do it later." Junho

"What the doctor said?" Jinhee

"Well for now his head still need a further examination based on the injury on his head. Its quite severe, I mean the cut is." Junho

Jinyoung flinch when he heard Junho's word

"Does this mean I will get a fool fiancee?" Jinyoung slowly whispered.

Jaebeom chuckle.

Well then we can just cut off our engangement."Jaebeom

"Dont you even think about it." Jinyoung slowly hit Jaebeom chest.

Jaebeom just chuckle.

"So you still want to marry me even if Im a fool?" Jaebeom

"Of course." JInyoung

"Why?" Jaebeom

"Because I LOVE YOU." Jinyoung said while looking at Jaebeom's eye

"Well me too." Jaebeom said while give a light kiss on Jinyoung hair.

 

 

 

 

 

TO BE CONTINUE

 

ME TO MYSELF : WHAT HAVE I DONE?

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