It has been almost three weeks after Babachan’s death.

Sakura slowly trying to move on.

But it’s hard when she wake up in the morning she realised it’s not to a nagging anymore.

It’s hard when she knows she have no one waiting for her at home.

She’s all alone.

Her parents had used all of their leave while Nako had herself an upcoming exam.

She can be used being alone. She can be alone. She said.

But it’s different without Babachan.

Eunbi came along every night to accompany her.

But it’s different.

Nothing will ever stay the same.

Both Eunbi and Sakura are empty shells looking after each other.

One torn of love,

One torn from love.

“We’re hopeless ain’t we?”

“We do. But you still have Chaeyeon. Or Jjaeyeon. Any way you like it.. While I, still hopelessly waiting for that someone”

“Yeah. I’m lucky I’m not single. Unlike you”

Eunbi glared at Sakura.

But the girl remained her poker face and that gained her a smack from her own pillow.

“You're annoying!” Eunbi rolled her eyes.

“I am Sakura. Miyawaki Sakura to be exact” Sakura smirked.

“Urghhh You are really annoying”

“But look who’s stuck here ‘babysitting’ this annoying baby” Sakura stucked her tongue out. 

(Lately she’s been doing that a lot. Ain’t she?)

**********

“Did you know where he went to?” Sakura tried getting her way into Eunbi’s mind.

All the while peeling the tangerines her maid ahd bought for her.

Yes, she have maid now. Her father decided so after Babachan’s death.

So that his daughter won’t die of starvation alone.

“I don’t know and I don’t care”

“Your nose is long” the younger girl suddenly blurted.

Eunbi touched her own nose, confused. “What do you mean?”

Sakura got up, sitting upright “It means you’re lying” “and you’re slow too”

“Heyyy watch your mouth kiddo. I can make you clean the toilet for a week now”

“Oh Miss Principal, getting personal with your work now eh?” Sakura smirked again.

Eunbi was taken aback.

Mostly with Sakura blunt remarks. And also her double smirks.

“You and Nako really enjoys roasting me don’t you?”

“It runs in the blood.” Sakura smirked yet again.

“You’re annoying!”

“Been there before” Sakura tilted her head and pointed at Eunbi. Agreeing.

Eunbi put up her hands. Giving up.

She’s gonna let Sakura taste the victory for this time. 

But really though, no matter how much Eunbi tried to pretend she didn’t miss that stupid Hyewon, she does.

It’s hard deleting pictures of him on her phone.

It’s hard not smiling like a fool while looking at their old messages.

She often wonder where the Hyewon went to.

Yes she shoved him away, but it wasn’t totally wholeheartedly.

Eunbi had to remind herself every time, she should have no room for feelings anymore.

It’s been weeks since he left. Since he last saw that sad puppy face of the fricking clueless coward man.

God she hated that look so much that it hurts and she wanted to take him in her arms.

But she got to hurt him to wake him up. She cannot give in so easily.

He should have learn to fight for her.

**********

‘Urgh,

Why does you always reminds me to forget you? 

But damn I can’t.

And I hate you for making me like this.

It’s the way you make me feel so alive everytime I’m with you.

It’s the way your smiles creep up my lonely heart I feel like I’m home.

And I love your stupid jokes and how annoying it is to see you smiles sheepishly when you managed to get me laugh.

I hate you.

Just comeback now you fool.

I need you’

**********

Eunbi got lost in her own thoughts when she felt something small and hard on her nose.

“Yeah, nice talking to you too unnie. Yeah yeah thank you for your feedback. I totally appreciate those ideas” Sakura rolled her eyes.

Eunbi reached down and took the tangerine skin. Confused.

“??” Eunbi creased her brows.

“I was talking to you. But you are busy thinking about your baby boo. I should better off speak with the wall instead. 😑”

Eunbi grinned “Heee I’m sorry. What is it again?”

“It’s okay