I HATE YOU! 
YOUR VOICE IS SO UGLY!
YOU DON'T HAVE ANY TALENT AT ALL! 
YOU DON'T BELONG HERE, GET LOST!
YOU BETTER KILL YOURSELF FOR GOOD!
THE WORLD IS SO MUCH GREATER WITHOUT YOU! 

Again, I wake up with a bad dream. I don't know why but it has been two weeks already but still I couldn't bring myself to fight the power of my nightmares. 
I'm tired. I'm really really tired. 
My Life has always been out of luck. I wonder if my parents also don't want to see me live. 
Suddenly, *boom! Boom! Boom! Boom! Boboom! Boom! Boom!* The sound of my alarm clock brought me back to reality. 
I need to say Goodbye to all those negative thoughts and welcome positivity with a fresh start.
"Life here I come!" I shouted raising my hand to stretch it higher and higher. 
Now, I feel alive again. 
7:30 in monday morning, my start of class would be at 9am I still have a lot of time to prepare myself. 
I fix my bed, get inside the toilet room and did my usual routine. 
Inside the place, I sing my favorite Girls Generation songs Into the New World, The Boys, Gee, Oh! I Got A boy! and so on and fourth until my hearts contained. Here, in this very same place is were I belong, my comfort zone. 
No one can hear my voice.
No one can say to me that they hate my voice so much. 
Although, I really wanted to sing, sadly, my voice betrayed me all the time. 
Are you feeling what I feel now? Well, let's just do our very best to improve ourselves so that one day we will reach our dreams. 
I sighed, remembering the things that I just blurted out. 
SEVEN YEARS of voice lessons but no improvement. 
I laughed softly at myself. 
If only I can be someone else who doesn't just know how to sing but someone who is really gifted with music. 
"I wish I could be that kind of person" I softly slap my cheeks. 
My life is so full of drama, yeah, I know it ! T