SUHO POV

Under the night sky, having a glass of wine and thinking the girl that always been on my mind. Seeing her awhile ago in the awards show makes my heart flutter, every time I saw her smile it makes me happy I really miss her but now all I can do is just see her from a far. I am Kim Jun Myeon also known as Suho the leader of EXO, five years ago I chose the path that change my life, there's a good things and bad things I never regret of choosing the path of being an idol but I'm regretting the fact that I need to leave the girl who is important to me just for my dream. Blackpink Kim Jisoo is my ex-girlfriend I left her without giving her the explanation she deserved. Seeing her again giving me a hope that I have a chance to right my mistakes even it's too late.   

It's been 2 hrs since I called jisoo, but when I told her who I am she ended the call. I really can't sleep knowing that after 5 years I got again jisoo's number through my friend. It's understandable if she will ignore me or doesn't want to talk to me because of what I did to her in the past she probably doesn't want to have any connections with me. I know I've been a bad person to her, I choose my dream over her and thinking that she will understand me with my decision and easily forgive me but my mistake is that I didn't give her my reason before I left her. Now that we are working in the same industry I think I have a chance to show her that I've regret what I did to her and show her that