Nov 15 2016

JISOO POV

It's been 10 days since Minjae's bday celebration and it's also been 10 days since taehyung and I "officially" became friends. Taehyung got my number that night he texted me also when I'm about to sleep. Taehyung and I barely text each other because of our busy schedules especially there's a lot of awarding that both our group need to attend, we are busy preparing for our upcoming performances. Like tomorrow, tomorrow is going to be Blackpink's first awarding event that we will attend and perform its called Asian Artist Awards many artist and actors are coming.

Its 10 in the evening and I'm at the park near our dorm alone, I'm nervous for tomorrow not only on our first live performance but also to see a person in that awarding. It's been 5 years since I last saw him I'm really nervous what I might do if we will see each other. Last year I got a couple of calls from him and he always ask me if it's okay to meet and talked to him but I was not ready that time so I always ignored him, but tomorrow I have no excuse I will see him a hundred percent sure. Don't get me wrong, I moved on already and I'm happy that he fulfilled his dream to become an idol, it just that every time I saw him on TV or internet I just can't help think "what did I do wrong and he left me" I wanted to asked that question but I'm afraid of his answer what if I had shortcoming in our relationship? What if I didn't make him happy with our relationship? I really want to know. My thought fades when someone sits beside me and says

V: are you okay?

Jisoo: you startled me

V: sorry, is there a problem

Jisoo: ha?

V: I'll been there (he point the chair next to mine) for like 5 mins and watching you and you seem so down and you sigh like a million times already

Jisoo: im not

V: yes you are, so what up my friend

Jisoo: my friend?

V: why? Aren't we friends already

Jisoo: ye