June 13, 2013

Jisoo POV

I'm exhausted, I feel like I'm going to die. I was in our practice room breathing heavily, we are practicing the dance choreography that our dance instructor taught us since this morning, and it's for our monthly evaluation. As a trainee we practice every day so we can get a good feedbacks or comments to our instructors. I am a trainee at YG Entertainment since 2011 together with the 3 girls. Jennie, Rose and lisa. We wanted to be idols, jennie is the first trainee among us four, rose is also Korean but got casted in Australia through audition while lisa our maknae, she is from Thailand she is the first foreigner trainee in the company. Among us four I know that I'm the one who needs more practice, I can pick up the steps easily in my mind but it seems like my body is not communicating very well with me. I got scolded a lot and had very low score to my dancing. I wanted to give up but something within me saying that I can do it. Even though im the oldest, all my girls always encouraged me and always comforts me

Jisoo: aahhhhh!!!!

Jennie: unnie are you okay?

Jisoo: yeah. It just that Im so worried, what if you all scolded again because of me

Rose: unnie it seems not like you

Lisa: yeah unnie, you always positive in everything but why you're like that

Jisoo: it just that I feel bad because you also got scolded because of me

Jennie: unnie don't worry we all know your trying your be