Dear diary, 

Today Mina was absent. I was so bored that I ended up daydreaming about Wendy. I remebered how she used to be my everything. I regret every part of my heart I gave to her. She never loved me back. I was delusional. I couldn't live a day without contacting her. If only I had known that we weren't meant for each other. Holding her hand. Kissing her. I was too young and naive. To realize she never cared about me. 

But Mina is different. Mina cares about me. I know that. Even if she only likes me as a friend, I know in my heart that she deeply cares about me. That is enough for me to believe that I might have a chance with her. 

Yours, 

Chaeng