Dear diary, 

I can't believe I actually feel jealous of Mina's kpop girls. This is so rediculous. I'm being rediculous. I'm so ashamed of myself. This is not healthy. 

These days Mina won't shut up about Loona. I mean, if Mina says she's in love with Yeojin or Haseul, that doesn't mean she actually has feelings for them, right? I'm a myday, I should know what it's like to stan kpop. But I don't have any specific feelings for any member of day6, I just love their music in general, and I support them. So why does Mina only talk about Loona all day? And why does it bother me? 

No offense to Loona, I do kinda like them. Mina and I used to talk about kpop groups all the time. It's always so much fun. So why do I feel different now? Why do I feel much more possessive of Mina after I started dating her? Maybe I'm not a very good girlfriend after all. I shouldn't be like this. I don't understand.

Yours, 

Chaeng