Dear diary, 

I've been hanging out with Felix and Changbin to keep my mind off Mina, which didn't help since they were so lovey dovey all the time. So I recently started spending a lot of time with Tzuyu, who is oblivious to Sana's feelings for her.

Being separated from Mina made me realize something important: that I don't deserve Mina. She's way too perfect for me. Yes, I would do anything for Mina. I would give her the world if I could, but I am not capable of that. I cannot make her happy the way she makes me happy. She deserves to be loved by someone better than me. 

I noticed that Mina seems depressed lately. But I'm unable to comfort her knowing that It's my fault she's depressed. It's probably because she knows I love her and she doesn't want it. My depression must be rubbing off on her even though we haven't talked in a while. I don't understand what it means. 

Yours, 

Chaeng