Dear diary, 

Mina hasn't talked to me for days. She seems fine around Jeongyeon, Sana and Tzuyu, but for me it's like she's giving me a cold shoulder. It makes me want to scream because I can't live without Mina's cuddles. 

A few days ago, I was staring at her dreamily when she suddenly glanced towards me. As soon as she saw the look in my eyes her smile immediately ceased from her lips. . SHE SAW. She's not blind or an idiot. She knows I like her. I leaned in to land a kiss on her cheek but she pushed me, telling me to stop.

Every inch of me shattered. I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted to feel like this for her. It was just fate. But we weren't fated. Michaeng wasn't meant to be. I knew that from the beginning but I still slowly lost control of my feelings. It's too late now. She probably hates me. But I can't hate her. I can't stop loving Mina. Even if I really wanted to. I can't. I just can't stop. My breaks are broken.

Yours, 

Chaeng