Dear diary, 

Last night I went to bed late because I spent a long time looking for my penguin plushie. I don't know how pengie could hide so well when she is almost half my size! I can almost never sleep without cuddling with my pengie. Maybe she runs away from me because of the things I do to her, hehe! Lately I would stare at her beak and pretend she is Mina because she looks like her, then I would attack her beak with my lips. Sometimes it might ascend into literally a makeout session with a plush toy. I am seriously losing my mind. 

There is no way I would tell Mina about this. I don't know if she might hate me. Either way, I don't want this to be a one sided relationship. I don't want to love Mina like this. I don't want our friendship to end up like it did with me and Wendy. 

Yours, 

Chaeng