From Zero : Discontinue
From Zero [DISCONTINUED]Sooooooooo this is not a new chapter update. I'm sorry to disappoint you guys. Its been a long time since i update a new chapter. There were quite a few reasons why I didn't update at all.
First, this year is my final year in high school which means i have final test that will determine my future. In fact the test is still on going. I have 3 subjects more and each of those have 3 papers which mean I have 9 papers more to go. So I barely on the internet which also mean I couldn't update any new chapter.
Second, I started to feel like this story isnt going anywhere. The plot is a mess and I couldn't fix it anymore. Plus I lost so many inspiration and I couldn't think of any ideas to continue the story. Before this I did still write the new chapter but the process was so slow. Sometimes it took about a month just to finish a complete chapter.
Third, my depression and anxiety problem are coming back again. I kept having panic attacks at random places and it hurt like hell. Not to mention my depression was getting worse. I feel like nobody understands me. Not even my family members. And since that, I started to lock myself in my bedroom almost everytime. I do things in my bedroom only. Eating, watching dramas, painting, crying. You name it. I can't focus on writing if my mental state is in a dangerous level right now.
Fourth, there were too much things that happened in my life. Not to mention of what happen
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