Cold Coffee and Warm Hands

Behind Brown hair and Hazel eyes

Before Joshua could press open the door he let out a gasp at the sound of  a clattering sound. He pretended not to know that the clatter has an metallic echo like that of a knife. He sent his younger boyfriend a text message and got back a quick reply. He sighed in relief. 

 

 

As he walked in he smiled as the knife he heard clatter was beside a carrot, although he was surprised because his  boyfriend hated carrots. He shrugged let out a soft sigh in relief. Noting special, the house was slightly clean and smelled nice. 

 

He felt his smile grow wider as he saw the frame of his boyfriend, with fluffy brown hair in his eyes and a pale sweater that was way to large on his wrist. His blue skinny jeans ripped ups his legs and Joshua smirked as he could have sworn that he could see a Bobby pin holding some of his soft locks back. 

 

Hansol swiftly walked down the stairs and hugged his boyfriend, his smile looking large and fake. He hugged the older, not really wanting to let go and taking in his perfect strawberry sent. He found that ironic because his hair looked like strawberry milk was spilled over bleach hair. 

 

Joshua loved the smell of his younger boyfriend. He thought he could never really describe it but he smelled like chocolate, and vanilla. With the slightest of strawberry from hanging around him to long. He really smelled like Neapolitan ice cream. He really loved it.

 

The younger was shaking slightly and he felt the cold hands of the younger touch his neck. He reached his hand up and carded a hand through soft hair. He picked out a small section braid and continue to busy his hands and play with the latter hair. 

 

“How was practice?” 

 

Joshua thought for a moment. It was quiet, and he missed that the almost youngest want there to be with them. If he had said that the younger of the two would have leverage over him. He sighed. “It was boring, we didn’t do much except work on choreography and you how that is.” 

 

Hansol did know how that was but he wasn’t planning on saying it. But he loved working on choreography. This he decided was another reason that he was useless to the members. The one thing that gave him hope (beside Joshua) is do choreography. And he couldn’t even do that. He let out an exasperated sigh and settled for a nod in rely. 

 

He shivered again in his older boyfriends arms. A wave of cold wash over him. He held onto the material of Joshua sweatshirt and breathed in the strong smell of strawberry. The pink hair man sighed softly, hoping they could stay like this forever. 

 

Joshua suddenly leaned in close enough to kiss the younger. He slowly began to do so. He over his lips and then kissed the latter. The smell of the younger driving him to press closer and closer. He carded a hand through the soft locks of the younger. 

 

Even though he was being gentle Hansol couldn’t help but but have the lightheaded feeling again. He was nervous for some reason he couldn’t breathe properly and the scent of his boyfriend smelled so good that he began to feel a mild dizzy spell wash over him. 

 

Hansol was grasped Joshua’s sweater tighter in his hand to focus on something. The sudden overwhelming scent of the older making him extremely dizzy. He let out a small gasp as his vision started to swim and he reluctantly pulled back. 

 

“Everything okay? You know you can always tell me to stop right? You don’t have to push yourself to do things because no matter what I would still love you. And because I love you I value your emotion,” Joshua gave him the most caring smile and he swore he would be sick at how sweet it was. 

 

He shrugged. “I don’t know. I just got...” he held off for a minute think if the right word to say. “Dizzy? It was really random I’m not sure what really happen.” He knew it was kinda a pathetic excuse and that he was being ridiculous but he was confused himself. 

 

Joshua smile at the other one, He was oddly glad it was just breaking afternoon, and he was surprised the house didn’t yet smell like coffee and caramel. He ran a hand through his hair and he smiled as he pressed a small kiss on his boyfriends cheek. Hansol’s lips always tasted like coffee.

 

The younger loved coffee so it was no surprise to him that his lips tasted like it. Well either that or caramel, something Joshua had become attached to almost as soon as he met the younger because his scent and his lips were so pretty.

 

Joshua knew that the younger hated being restrained from doing a multitude of activities because he was hurt. And he knew that four grey walls and the kitchenette wouldn’t cut it for the latter. He thought of taking him out, he wouldn’t be hurt. After all he only hurt his wrist and he had a mild concussion so he could just take him out for a little bit. 

 

He took a quick peek at the clock, reading just past 9, so he sent the younger upstairs to quickly change. He secretly wish that he didn’t have to change because he loved the color baby blue (pastel?) on him. Running a hand through his pink hair as he waited for the younger to come downstairs. 

 

Joshua had to keep his thoughts in his head and tried hard to not say how delicious his boyfriend looked in black skinny jeans ripped from to his knee to his thigh. He kept the thought to himself but damn did he look good. 

 

He sighed. The oversized hoodie made him look so small, even though he already was. And on that note smaller than that. The jeans hanging loosely around the legs they used to hug. And his Timberlands making their signature appearance along with the beanie which he didn’t quite understand but he went with it because the outfit worked. 

 

Joshua grab the hand of the chocolate haired brunette. His hands are cold compared to Joshua’s warm hands but they were always cold. Hansol always drank cold coffee in the morning because he can’t tell if it’s cold because his hands are freezing all the time. Joshua always takes him by hand after he’s done and they go to a coffee shop where the American can order a donut and then a Cappuccino. 

 

Joshua grabbed the younger one hand and they made their way downtown. The rain was light but it was persistent, the walk was actually romantic if getting soaked by rain and tripped just before the door were removed. The coffee shop was warm but he could still see the latter shiver  

 

He didn’t blame him since it was cold outside and he shiver as well. It smelled like cinnamon and chocolate, the coffee maker took their order while the younger one manage to smuggle 5 bucks off of the cotton candy head. 

 

As Joshua came back with the cappuccinos the latter came back with two donuts and a warm cookie. The dorky smile plaster across his face and the blush paired across his face made him look so much younger. It was hard for Joshua to remember that he wasn’t as old as he had thought he was. 

 

The thought was put into effect as he was pulled out of his thoughts when he saw the younger fanning his tongue, swearing in English about how hot it is. He instinctively wrapped his hands around the cup though laughing at something someone said. 

 

Joshua saw how the blush spread across his cheeks when he slimed. Joshua slowly stand up and run a had through the younger ones hair and smiled when the brunette lean into the touch. The latter rubbed into the hand of the pinkette. 

 

He finished the cappuccino and waited for the older one to do the same. Sharing a donut and then pay the check. The two slowly made their way outside and then were abruptly splashed by a bus. Joshua sighed as he knew that the younger wasn’t wearing a coat. 

 

He push that thought aside and he held onto he cold hand tighter. The walk honestly wasn’t so bad and they got home around 10. They had beat the other members back and the latter had said his head had begun to hurt slightly so he made his way into their room. Joshua knee it was creepy but he decide to watch the second youngest sleep. 

 

He couldn’t help but wonder about the clatter of the knife. Vernon despise carrots so he wasn’t cutting them. He again push that thought away and started daydreaming about how he is dating an angel, before he also fell asleep. 

 

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Yeh I’m sory this is a cringe chapter but I thinking it needed fluff and I’m sorry it taking so long to update but I’m also taking exams in school but that doesn’t really matter since my personal life is unimportant....sory you had to read that....

 

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Mayu-chaaan
#1
Chapter 20: It was an amazing story that you wrote, really sad and filled of pain but I loved it so much ! (ಥ_ಥ)
I'm happy of the end, the idea of Hansol looking at himself in the mirror was perfect to finish the story. (T▽T)
Thank you for this story author-nim !
XuhdxDxNx
#2
Chapter 20: Such a good story . Thank god hansol finally slowly to recovered from his depression .
Mayu-chaaan
#3
Chapter 16: Oh noooo ! Vernonie ! (╥﹏╥)
The way you described his nightmare was so... Angstyyyyy ! And perfect ! (T▽T)
That's so sad, I hope he'll feel better !
Fighting !
Mayu-chaaan
#4
Chapter 9: Oh my gawd, finally Joshua !
I wonder what the others members will think of Hansol hurting himself... (〒︿〒)
I hope they will all take care of him ! Hansol needs all the love !
Fighting ! (´・ω・`)
Mayu-chaaan
#5
Chapter 6: I love your story ! It's so angsty ! (☍﹏⁰)
I'm curious how Joshua will find out about Hansol hurting himself and I hope he helps him in time... (╥﹏╥)