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The Impossible | CLOSED.

“Minho,” Sulli looked at Minho softly for a moment as her voice came out to be even softer. Her eyes began to soften a bit and it was also then, Minho took notice of  the change in the air between them; it felt a little more serious than what it previously was. It felt colder even and somehow Minho felt a chill run down his spine as he anticipated to what Sulli was going to say next. In the past couple of weeks, sometimes it was in these moments, where it gotten a little more serious, does Minho think to himself just how easy it could be for someone to like or even love someone like Sulli. She is beautiful, smart, sweet and driven by her goals and ambitions. It’s easy to love her because she makes it easy.

 

It’s also in these moments where Sulli would take a pause in her talk does Minho admire her beauty, both inner and out. She’s a stunning beauty, something completely out of this world, Minho thinks, as he would look closely to her cute quirks to her facial features; she’s absolutely divine and Minho might just be smitten by her.

 

“How long are we act like I am yours and you are mine? How long are we playing this game?” It was then where Minho’s heart shattered just quite a bit. For one, Minho doesn’t really know himself because at first, all of this was just to convince his parents to letting him keep the company but now, after spending the past few weeks with Sulli, he feels conflicted; conflicted with himself, with the situation he proposed, conflicted with everything. And for two, he might just be falling deeply in the mysterious pool of Sulli and a part of him tells him to not let go and hold onto this, whatever this might be, as long as he can.

 

“Would you be mad at me if I answered that I don’t know myself?” Minho asks quite hesitantly. Sulli draws out a small breath and her features began to harden just a bit. Adorable is all what Minho thinks of as he takes notice of the little furrow in her brows or the little pout that’s starting to form within her lips. Minho also notices the small conflict brewing inside her too. But in was that small shake of her head does it tell Minho that she might just tell him otherwise.

 

“Okay. What about answering this instead? When am I going to finally meet your parents and have this whole fiasco really come true? Don’t you think by now, we know enough about each other to put this show on the road” Sulli then inquires back. Minho straightens backup and answers dutifully. He actually finally dropped the bomb to his parents that he actually has a girlfriend some time back. To his parents delight of course,  they were both thrilled to hear the news and couldn’t wait to meet the woman who has swept the feet of their son in person. Thus, here he is telling Sulli about the dinner plans they have for the following Friday and that is when everything will officially take place.

 

Anxiety and hestiance started to paint Sulli’s face and all Minho wanted to do was reach out to grab our and hold her hand, assuring her that it will be alright. So that’s what he does and Sulli looked back at him, shocked but began to feel all at ease together. Minho smiles softly at her, holding her her hands gently, “Hey, there’s nothing to worry about. They’re really nice people.”

 

“It’s not that, im sure they are. It’s just that I’m just scared that I’ll slip up and they’ll catch on; and maybe all of this will fail. I’m just worried about that” Sulli says, Minho then squeezes her hand a little bit tighter while still smiling softly at her. Minho gets it really, the inevitable will be bound to happen and it’s just a matter of time. However, he thinks and believes in the two of them. They will make this work one way or another.

 

“There’s nothing to worry about. You have me.” Minho says quite solemnly as he silently promises himself to protect Sulli with everything that he has. Sulli visibly relaxes a bit, forming into a straight line.

 

“Are you sure about that?”

 

“Of course. Just trust me, yeah?”

 

Minho sensed the hestiance and uncertainty in Sulli but he hopes that she’ll trust him on this as he was one who started this and if anything was bad to happen, he wants to take all the blame and burden because he’s the culprit and Sulli is the just innocent one who got caught up in all of this.

 


 

 

The next time that Minho talks to Sulli again was through text messaging, right before the planned dinner with his parents. He too was anxious about the first meeting of his new “girlfriend” as he has never really done something like this, well formally that is. Sure, he had past girlfriends who have met his parents but those were just pass by’s. This time around will be different, Minho is quite of sure it.

 

[ texts ]

 

Sulli ♡ : Should I bring something to your parents house? fruits? What do they like?

 

              You’re stressing over this too much. You’ll be fine.

 

Sulli ♡ : how can I not be stressed? I’m meeting your parents for God’s sake. Real or not, I’m going to leave a good impression on them

 

Okay, what about this. After I pick you up, we’ll stop by a store or something and we’ll pick something out? Is that okay with you?

 

Sulli ♡ : Okay. Yeah that’s sounds great.

 

Don’t stress over these little things about what you should bring to my parent’s house.

 

Just be yourself and that’s already plenty for them.


 

Sulli ♡ : I hope so.

 

I know so. You’ll be fine but if you like suffocating or anything like that, just tell me yeah?

 

Sulli ♡ : What if I just drag you out instead? Let’s create a scene in front of your parents

 

And I thought you wanted to make a good impression on my parents? Wow, you’ve suddenly become shameless

 

Sulli ♡ : I’m just teasing omg do you not see my sarcasm? But yeah, I’ll tell you whenever I feel like I can’t do it

 

You’re cute. See, this why my parents will like you.

 

Sulli ♡ : oh god, please stop.

 

lol okay, I’ll see you Friday then?

 

Sulli ♡ : Wouldn’t miss it.


 

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zangsia1 #1
Chapter 28: On a bias point of view, I would love if you can continue to write Minsul specially this one which you have trying to rewrite.

I think if you are to honor Sulli in your writing, I believe we as fans of Sulli would love it because you not only keep her memories alive for us but also honor her as a person, as a human being and for who she is, not as what people wants her to be.

We might not know Sulli personally but we know the Sulli as the little Jinri in her first drama, Ballad of Seodong.

She went to join F(x) and started in To The beautiful You. Yes, she is an actress but I believe there is a part of the role they play that are innate in them for them to be really effective and she was effective in those roles.

Writing is a passion as well as a talent, authornim. I believe writing about Sulli and/or using her as your character would not be in bad taste if you write with your heart and soul in it. I believe that even in people's stories we can hope that she could've a better life, one with happiness, one she did not get in real life. Not that it makes readers delusional but simply wishing also even if only in the stories, Sulli is happy, at peace and would not have felt lonely.

It is not about writing as if nothing happened, authornim. The reality of her passing will always be hanging in our minds, but writing or simply continuing stories you have already had with Sulli in mind I believe continuing would not be in bad taste. But that is an opinion of a fan, though a silent one (regretting that I should have been more vocal as a fan), I love her as her, quirky to some but to me she is the lovable Jinri I keep following.

My tip is to read up on Sulli as much as you can to know her better, maybe even reach out to her family if there is a possibility to contact them. Though I think it is more than to show respect to her family more than anything, I believe it is your right to continue writing about or with Sulli as your character as long as you honor your commitment to the readers and to yourself and to Sulli (even though she is no longer with us).

I believe that Sulli would not mind as you would write from your heart.

Hoping for the best that you can continue to have her living in your stories.
zangsia1 #2
Chapter 27: I feel heartbroken, almost numb too authornim, but I hope in time you will continue the story like I told some of the Minsul authors.

Keeping Sulli in our hearts now that she is gone is also important. AFF stories has helped me from that dark path that people we like or admire like Sulli and Jonghyun has went through because they no longer can cope with the depression or the sadness or simply the reality that verbal abuse then was so severe, only a few were really behind her. I think Lee Soman and SM is one of the saddest people now because they lost their angel too. I also wonder if the bashers are happy now that she is gone while we who love our angel is heartbroken. We will never get the chance to see her stand up from all the ashes and live the life she deserves. How her eonnies and oppas are now crying because of this loss. But I hope we will rally behind her after everything has passed and calmed down and celebrate her life even if only in stories in AFF. Maybe not now, but I hope all Minsul authors can come back and complete these stories about the Jinri we love.
tiffanychoi99
#3
Chapter 27: As much as i want you to continue the story ... but i really understand what you are feeling right now ... it's very tooo sudden ... :(((
danielalmh #4
Chapter 27: ??? Sulli is angel
jhanehojas #5
Chapter 25: everyday i always look up if you time to be updated ,hehe tnx again
jhanehojas #6
Chapter 26: love this chapter pls update again authornim,miss u much,hehe
zangsia1 #7
Chapter 26: Love this chapter thanks authornim!
samsomnear
#8
Chapter 25: A bit out of the story but when Minho thinks he loves seeing surprised look on ppl's face, it reminds me of minkey lol when he said he likes Kibum's cuteness when he bought him birthday gift. Okay back to the story, I really love reading your fluff authornim. I smiled like idiot reading this chapter. But does Minho know Sulli crushed on him before?! I guess I'll have to look forward to this hehe. Thank you so much for the update ^^
Spiritwarrior27 #9
Chapter 25: Really nice chapter, hope you update soon.
jhanehojas #10
Chapter 25: really sweet chap ,tnx authornim