A Dream

 

Sehun

 

 

May 2014. Yifan hyung left the group. Didn't get to ask why he did that. Did I ever get to know?

 

October 2014. Luhan hyung left the group too. Did I get to ask him to stay?

 

May 2015. Zitao followed them. Something about his leg not being treated right despite the severe injury. Studying abroad? Did he ever tell me how he felt? Did I listen?

 

February 2016. Jongin and Kyungsoo hyung were involved in a car crash. Kyungsoo hyung survived. He lost his hearing. Jongin died.

 

April 2016. Right on my birthday, we got disbanded or some sort. Mom didn't tell me the complete story.

 

October 2016. Jongdae hyung became a soloist. Yixing hyung became a musician in Beijing.

 

December 2016. Yifan hyung stopped his work. His lungs got worse. Been in an intensive care in the hospital ever since.

 

March 2017. Minseok hyung got married with Taeyeon noona. I still can't get anything about Baekhyun hyung.

 

April 2017. Baekhyun hyung and Chanyeol hyung were arrested. Drugs.

 

June 2017. Joonmyun hyung died. Suicide.

 

August 2017. I fell into comatose after drowning myself in Han River. Apparently I tried to kill myself too.

 

30.10.17

I'm still thinking that I must've fallen asleep during practice and am dreaming a very weird dream. Why would Yifan hyung ever leave us? Why would Luhan hyung ever leave me? Nonsense. I should wake up. Maybe if I kill myself in this dream I can wake up.

 

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'Today, on October 31th 2017, police found the body of Oh Sehun (23) inside his parents' house in Incheon. Oh was diagnosed with severe amnesia after one month in comatose state due to his suicide attempt in recent August. Police also found diary entries from the past month, and although the access to the exact contents of the entries is prohibited, it was said that the entries are about Oh trying to regain memories back.

 

The death of the youngest member of the once-a-legend EXO is expected to be the last number of the group's tragedy that had started in 2014.’

 

 

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This was a 2015 piece, reposted for Halloween.