My Love,

 

Wang Eun × Park Soondeok

 

 

My love, what did I ever do to deserve you?

 

I have been a Prince, yet I have been not. I have borne the heavy title on my shoulder, yet I always shrugged it off and lived pitifully the way I liked it.

 

My love, what did I ever do to deserve you?

 

When my brothers finished ten books in a day, I struggled to read one. When they all learnt how to fight on the battlefield, I went chasing birds around instead. When Father gave us his speech, I couldn't understand at the exact moment. I have been a fool, disguised in my prideful face.

 

My love, what did I ever do to deserve you?

 

You, who had loved me even before any of us could understand love, who swore to be the protector of our family, who never failed to shower me with compassion despite many nights of cold shoulders I made you suffer through.

 

My love, what did I ever do to deserve you?

 

Is it my punishment? To have such little time to love you back? To finally realize that you are the other half of my soul after I see you fading away from my grasp?

 

My love, what did I ever do to deserve you?

 

If only I have been stronger, if only I never wasted my life on foolish things, maybe I could've been worthy of you. Maybe I could've protected you better. Maybe we could've had the life we wanted, with tiny duplicates of you and I. Maybe I could've been able to hold you for a quite long time.

 

My love, let me do what I should do to deserve you now.

 

Wait for me, bear skin, you need to hold your husband's hand. Don't walk there alone.

 

 

[A/N]

Scarlet Heart traumatized me.