I don't know why it hurts so much, I knew he would forget... He always does.

Yoongi laughed, louder and harder than any sane person would have at that moment.

Who am I kidding? I'm Min Yoongi, Suga, Agust D! I don't need to think about things like this!

Yoongi sighed.

I'm human though, I'm allowed to have these feelings! I can't just lock everything up and expect things to be ok, I need to loosen up every omce and awhile.

Yoongi tugged at his hair in frustration, "Gah! I'm such an idiot! I shouldn't let something like this bother me!"

But he did.

"I shouldn't let such petty emotions wash over my stone cold demeanor, I shouldn't show such a weakness..."

But he did.

"I shouldn't let it control me to the point to where I have to have this conversation with myself!"

But he did.

"But why does it hurt so much?"

That was the one question lingering in Yoongi's mind. Why had such a heavy weight been dropped on his heart?