“It would get better with time” Taeyeon said to herself. It has been a month without Jessica. Even when they agreed to break, they didn’t say about avoiding each other presence

Yet, Taeyeon and Jessica never bumped or just met each other since the break

Taeyeon was wondering, does Jessica even miss her? Is Jessica still thinking about her in her spare time?

Last time she checked through Krystal and Yoona, Jessica is busy having another collaboration. Maybe for a single on Christmas

Tiffany also assured Taeyeon that there’s nothing wrong between Jessica and her, the American girl came to Jessica and told the story still, Jessica thought the break time was the best choice between them

“Are you coming for dinner?” Taeyeon replied the call, Yoona always checking on her, almost every day. Little did Taeyeon know, Jessica is the one who made Yoona checked upon her well-being

“Yep, I will come for dinner” Yoona chuckled, “Is there any specific thing that I should bring to you, Unnie?”

“My dairy milk is running out, please buy me the usual brand”

“Okay, I’ll see you very soon”

“Yep” Taeyeon hung her phone and throw herself at the couch. Her eyes drifted to a pack of medicine at the coffee table

Taeyeon is sick, mentally sick. She often got the tremble following her break with Jessica. Her physiatrist managed to find the root of Taeyeon’s weird behaviour and it’s non other than Jessica.

Like she doesn’t have any problem but Jessica. She went through the hates from EXO-L, depressed because of SM and also dealt with Jonghyun’s death

She did them all, but not when comes to Jessica

Still thinking deeply, Taeyeon heard her bell ringing. Is Yoona coming this early? She walked to the door and realized it’s not Yoona nor any of her members

“Father” Taeyeon bowed to the guest

“Hi, long time no see” Mr. Jung smiled, behind him, Daniel also smiled after seeing Taeyeon after a while

“Come in” Taeyeon ushered them into her living room, “Do you want some coffee or tea?”

“Coffee will do, Daniel?”

“Coffee” Daniel replied

“Make yourself comfortable” Taeyeon put the mugs at the table, “What brings you here, Father?”

“I just want to see you, Taeyeon” Mr. Jung smiled, “It’s been a long time since the last time”

“Ah…” Taeyeon hung her head down, “Sorry”

“I’ll go straight to the issue” Mr. Jung put his mug down, “Daniel and I knew that you went to your doctor, for something called anxiety and sleeping disorder”

“Father, I…”

Mr. Jung raised his hand, “Sooyeon doesn’t know”

“Okay” Taeyeon sighed, “I’m sorry. This happens after Jessica and I decided to take a break between us”

“That wasn’t bad, for you guys” Mr. Jung smiled, “Well, I came with the consent of Jessica’s mother too. If you are curious what Jessica’s doing, she’s fine. She just cooped up with her business”

“Glad to hear that”

“Taeyeon, I came here because I want to tell you some things which will happen on the future. My family and the directors of Blanc & Eclare will be going to Alaska for the winter holiday. Daniel is sure that the media would catch on us and make it so obvious” Mr. Jung explained

“It’s just a set-up, as usual” Daniel added, “We won’t want you misunderstand the whole thing”

“Why don’t… Jessica said it by herself?” Taeyeon asked, “You guys knew I suffered because of…. Yeah this stupid thing”

“You decided to take a space, why would she do?” Mr. Jung raised one of his eyebrows, “Listen up, Taeyeon. I came back from Milan at that day and flied back to the Paris on the next two days just because Sooyeon told me that she wanted to meet you. After that, she cried for the whole day and like I guess, something must be happened”

“I’m sorry…” Taeyeon whispered, “I’m so sorry”

“I won’t blame you” Mr. Jung sighed, “I’m here to prevent another episode. I just want to tell you that regardless of what, you are still the one Jessica loves”

“Thank you, Father”

“One thing, Jessica isn’t like an open book. At some points we can’t even decipher her, but you can. So, I hope this isn’t the false alarm”

“Just call her, Tae” said Daniel, “The worst thing between you guys during this break is the communication. You guys still have the relationship yet both of you didn’t contact each other”

******

Mr. Jung is right, when Taeyeon opened the SNS at the exact day, she feels suffocated. Jessica wasn’t uploading her photo together but Krystal was. Taeyeon knows at some points that Krystal is close with Tyler. She is close with Jessica’s exes too

Taeyeon opened her Youtube and clicked her saved videos, Jessica’s One More Christmas is the latest video that she saved before

She skipped Christmas this year with Jessica, but she celebrated it with her family at Jeonju. She bought a big teddy bear for Jessica, does the latter buy her a gift? Seeing her schedules, Taeyeon wonders Jessica couldn’t afford the time to get her any gift this year

“You know, you turned into obsessed fan rather than girlfriend for now” said Yuri when she entered Taeyeon’s living room. She came with Hyoyeon and Yoona will be coming later. They have a plan for having a dinner at Taeyeon’s place and binge watching since today is Saturday

“I must admit that Jessica is more beautiful in the MV though” said Hyoyeon while placing some groceries on the dining table, “Yoona said she’s craving for pasta”

“Let her cook by herself” Taeyeon chuckled after the video ended, “Well, I just miss her and the easiest way to ease is to look at her MV”

“Told ya, you become a fan now” Yuri laughed, “What’s with the huge teddy bear?” Yuri pointed the gray teddy bear which placed at the living room, the size is almost same as Taeyeons’ body

“It’s for Jessica, Christmas’s gift”

“Heol, why don’t you give it as soon as possible?”

“I don’t even meet her. She’s still at Mexico right now”

“I bet you knew from Instagram” Hyoyeon added, “Right?”

Taeyeon grinned, “Yea. She’s having holiday, it’s inappropriate to bother her”

“She’s still your girlfriend though” said Yuri while join