But still, when I think of your name
Tears well up
And when I close my eyes
I see you and even though everything changed
You’re always at the same place, looking the same
Making me cry

“Are you serious, Fany-ah?” Taeyeon jumped into the couch when Tiffany is talking with Sunny at the living room

“Yah, you always popped out when we talk about Sica” Sunny rolled her eyes

“And for your question, yes. She is single now”

“Yey!” Taeyeon jumped down and makes a fist to the air. It makes Hyoyeon frowned because seeing the kid leader being childish so sudden. Hyoyeon just nodded in approval when Sunny mouthed Jessica. She knows the reason

“You always being curious about her but you never had a contact with her” said Hyoyeon, savage as usual “Who knows she already had another crush after that CEO. Looks like she’s getting closer with Irene Kim”

“Ah yes, Irene” Tiffany nodded, the supermodel is her friend too “Irene was helping a lot at Jessica’s design”

“But they just friend, right?” Taeyepn pouted, being disagree about the fact that Jessica is being close with Irene Kim

“And you just her ex” Hyoyeon laughed “From 2012, for God sake Taeyeon. Even Jessica already with Taecyeon and Tyler, and you also had the relationship with Baekhyun”

“It was so last years”

“But still, you never called her” Tiffany added “Go call her”

“It will make so obvious!” Taeyeon protested

“Then don’t be sad if Jessica would choose another one than you” Hyoyeon closed their argument by dragged her feet to her bedroom, leaving the sulking kid leader

******

Jessica is staring outside her office, Summer is close but she’s still stuck in her newest product. The breakup thing also bothered her. Tyler and her decided to break up just because they aren’t on same boat anymore. A little argument, but Jessica and Tyler actually tired of each other since last year

Jessica sighed again while leaning her back at her swivel chair

She’s bored

“Jess?” Jay, one of her team peeked his head through the door “Can I come in?”

“Yes, Oppa” Jessica drifted her eyes to Jay “Is there anything wrong?”

“Marketing team urged us to do the revision” Jay puts some documents on Jessica’s desk. He also put a venti cup of Starbucks, received a frown from Jessica

“Who?”

“Tyler. He won’t you to lose your focus”

“He should know that I can’t drink coffee anymore” Jessica read the sign of “L” at the cup, means Latte. Venti size? Maybe Tyler wants her to forgot the burden with another headache beside Americano

“Maybe he just knew you can’t drink Americano”

“Five shots of expresso” Jessica knocked the cupholder “He’s indeed very considerate”

“Jess…”

“Don’t worry, I won’t take it to nearest garbage. Not now”

Jay started to feel that Jessica not in her mood. He sighed and looking closely at her boss who staring at the cup without any edible sound. She just looking blankly

“Jess…”

“You may leave” said Jessica, with her unsure tone

“Okay. I’ll be in my room”

After Jay closed the door, Jessica slumped again at her chair. She takes the documents and starting reading it. When she found the document, which need to signed to, she’s looking for her pen

She’s looking at her drawer when she finds a pen on the box. She opens the box and realized that it was from Taeyeon

Jessica can’t help for not smiling. Taeyeon gave it after her Wonderland Album came out. She was eating with Tiffany, and ended up Taeyeon gave it through Tiffany

I hope this pen can help you – KTY

“Silly” Jessica smiled, how she misses the dork girl

******

Taeyeon just ended her Taipei tour when she’s walking at toy store. A medium panda doll caught her attention.

Jessica loves fluffy things

Taeyeon smiled when remembering Jessica’s favorite doll from her. Is she still keeping it?

“Taeyeon?” Yoohyuk, her manager nudged her shoulders because she’s spacing out

“Yeah?”

“Do you want to buy something?”

“Ah…” Taeyeon’s eyes back to the panda doll “That panda doll”

“Hmm?”

“For Jessica”

“I see” Yoohyuk chuckled “It’s been so long. Ah I still remember when you guys dated and I need to cover it”

“That was the past” Taeyeon sighed “I miss Jessica”

“Why don’t you meet her like Tiffany or Yoona do?”

“I just… can’t. After all this time, I just being the burden for her. I should let her free like now. She’s flying like a bird. Free and happy”

“Don’t be… such a hypocrite” Yoohyuk entered the shops and taking the panda doll “Remember what did you say to your hoobaes at SM? Do not ever give up. You too”

“Oppa…”

“Do it, Taeyeon”

*******

“Stop being stalker, Kim” Tiffany plopped her body beside Taeyeon, who busy scrolling some news

“I’m not”

“Call her” Tiffany takes Taeyeon’s phone

“No, don’t” Taeyeon tried to take her phone back “Please, not now”

“What are you waiting for, Taeyeon? You even bought that panda doll from Taipei for her”

“Who said it for her?”

“You are the bad liar, Taeyeon” Tiffany shook her head “I know you”

“Fany…” Taeyeon cleared when Tiffany stood and handed back her phone

“It’s not your fault nor her that you guys broke up. You guys knew the problem. It’s not your fault too nor her when you guys dated other people after being together. People changes, Taeyeon”

“I’m afraid” finally Taeyeon spoke “I’m afraid if Jessica will run