Too Late
RealizationAfter realizing his feelings, Jihoon planned to tell Daniel, hoping if Daniel knows about his feelings, they can at start something new or at least back to how they used to be because Jihoon knew very well that Daniel used to have feelings for him and hoped the feelings was still there.
But Jihoon is too inexperience about this kind of things, so he thought that he should get advice on what he should or shouldn’t do. The only member come to mind is Woojin. Although they are the same age, Woojin had more knowledge on these things, Jihoon don’t know why.
“Woojin-ah, do you ever love someone?” Jihoon starts
Startled, Woojin stared wide-eyes at Jihoon. “Why so sudden?”
“You’re right, I love Daniel hyung” Jihoon sigh, didn’t want want to beat around the bush anymore
Woojin stared wide-eyed at Jihoon for a moment then his eyes softened again. Took you long enough, Woojin thought. “What makes you think that?” he asked instead
“I don’t know, everything seems normal but when I realized it, he is not there anymore. He is still like his normal caring self but he didn’t give more attention to me anymore, he didn’t even talk to me more than 3 seconds, heck, I didn’t even know when was the last time he smile at me, touch me, dots on me, sit with me, pat my head,” Jihoon started to ramble. He couldn’t stop himself anymore. All these pent up frustration of him have been kept for too long.
“Woah, woah, woah, calm down” Woojin tried to stop Jihoon. “You know, you sounded like a selfish brat right now didn’t you?” he start. “Remember when you said you want Daniel to leave you alone and let you have your own space, and so on? Now that you get your own SPACE, and Daniel finally has someone else to care for, you want him back? Are you listening to yourself right now? I told you not to regret what you’re saying Jihoon-ah” Woojin tried not to sound harsh, but isn’t this what Jihoon wished for?
Jihoon was shocked at Woojin’s sudden revelation. It was like he’s been shot in the heart. “That was before I realized that I have feelings for him” Jihoon said in a low voice, even doubting his own words
Woojin raised his eyebrow at that. “Fine, I know all along that I love Daniel hyung and I was just too stubborn to admit that. Happy? Now, be a good friend and help me.” Jihoon said, almost pleading.
Woojin smile at that. “Easy, go and confess. I’m pretty sure Daniel hyung still has feelings for you. I wonder how he could like you in the first place, you are such a brat.”
“Yah, I’m not!” Jihoon defended. “Daniel hyung likes small and cute thing. And I’m the perfect definition for that” Jihoon said, proud of himself.
“Whatever you say. Remember, you’re not the only small and cute one in the dorm” Woojin said then run out of the room before Jihoon could throw him the pillows and plushies that he was holding.
After Woojin left, Jihoon thought that Woojin is right. He had been nothing but a selfish brat towards the older all these times. He’s only in the receiving side and never did anyt
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