Apology

I Will Go To You As The First Snow

Taeyeon waved goodbye to Yoona with a stiff smile on her face. She stood outside her door, clenching her bag tightly in her hands. It seems absurd to be afraid to enter your house and she was almost enraged at the whispers directed at her by nosy gossips. "I told you there was a ghost in that place", "I wondered if she was able to see it", "It's cursed, it's cursed"- Taeyeon shook her head and suddenly pondered if living beings are as terrifying as the spirits she pretended not to acknowledge. With a deep breath, Taeyeon courageously pushed the door open and shut the noises out of her buzzing ears.

Taeyeon was overwhelmed by the silence- a light hue from the moon illuminates the dark living space and Taeyeon flipped the light switch. She removed her shoes at the foyer and dropped her bag with a thud on the couch. A distinct whine from the backyard drew her attention away from her own thoughts. Mindlessly, Taeyeon scooped a handful of dog feed into a bowl and pulled the sliding door open. 

"Sorry," Taeyeon couldn't help apologizing as the stray wagged her tail enthusiastically. Taeyeon saw the more noticeable bulge as the dog hungrily wolfed down the feed. Hesitantly, she dragged a finger across the brown matted fur down the curves. Taeyeon never did had an affection towards animals and it buffered her remembering how she lied to Tiffany. Was it an act of compassion? Or pity she felt towards Tiffany? Taeyeon shook her head in disbelief.

She waited at the plateau, attentively observing the rapid movements of the pink flickering tongue and snapping teeth- unaware of the genuine smile that graced her lips and the fluttering thoughts in her head. Ginger, Taeyeon's grin stretched, Ginger is a good name for a puppy. 

Taeyeon let the silence and the gush of cold breeze from the night plummet her lightened mood. Pulling the door shut with a click behind her, Taeyeon gingerly placed the dirtied bowl in the basin and stood before the plant with a cup of water.

"You are a coward."

"I'm sorry," Taeyeon whispered and Irene wiped her tears away angerly with the back of her palm. 

"It's too late for everything, Taeyeon. Grow up and learn to face your problems."

Irene stood up and the metal chair scraped noisily against the cafe's floor.

"If you keep being like that, you will end up alone. You will be lonely and your selfishness will leave the other party to wilt and die."

Taeyeon trimmed the wilted leaves with a lingering guilt. It is ironic that a plant that doesn't require much care could shrivel at a rapid rate under her responsibility. Everything seems to perish with a touch from her.

"Do you know what is the name of this plant?" Taeyeon noticed the rueful smile on Tiffany's face as her finger slipped through the leaf.

"No, not really." Taeyeon shrugged and Tiffany smiled, "The website just says that it is perfect as an indoor plant and doesn't require much care."

"It's an Anthurium," Tiffany pointed and Taeyeon crouched beside the brunette. "It looks like you got a hybrid because the flowers are typically red which is why they are called flamingo flowers."

"Oh," Taeyeon frowned. "Do you not like it? I can just...you know..."

"Taeyeon- ssi, " Tiffany giggled when Taeyeon paused and scratched her head in embarrassment, "I love pink so it is okay. Moreover, this is your place now."

"Oh. How do you know so much about this anyway?" Taeyeon asked and busied herself with the other trinkets.

"I used to own a pot of this but it was white." Taeyeon didn't question when Tiffany's smile faltered. "They need more light so I think you could shift this over to the other end of the shelf instead. And Taeyeon- ssi, you need to trim off the wilted leaves."

Taeyeon diligently rearranged the pot of plant and trimmed the brown leaves with guidance from Tiffany. It tugged at her heartstrings when she saw the smile on Tiffany's face again.

"Taeyeon- ssi?" 

"Yes?"

"I am..." Tiffany trailed off and knelt before the snippets of brown leaves. Her face was shrouded by a melancholic and wistful mood. "I'm like a plant, isn't it? I can't believe I lived a life without a purpose, an achievement and now I'm nothing. One day, like these, I'll wilt and die."

Taeyeon cradled the pot in her arms and wept.

"Even plants flourishes and flowers bloom. Please. Come back." 

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Taengcookie
The sequel ends with a open alternative and up to your imagination. Is Tiffany really human again? Or was she just a fragment of Taeyeon’s imagination? You decide ;)

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maemae08 #1
Chapter 32: What that's it? I want moreeee. Tiffany came back as a ghost or human?
ebatwise #2
Chapter 32: Such a beautiful story indeed thanks for that moot who recommended this, I really love this story I shed many tears to this, you're great authornim, thank you for the wonderful story and to the lesson learned also. I called this story a masterpiece. Thank you again authornim hope you had a great day :)
Locksmith_13
#3
What a beautiful storrryyyy!!!!
moonsun750 #4
Chapter 24: This is so sad but this is the funniest chapter tbh
novtalia #5
Chapter 32: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/1272983/32'>Author's Note</a></span>
OMG, i just knew your story...wonderful story :') the sequel please :3
Spes17
#6
Chapter 31: I have two theories one is Tiffany was in coma for 5 yrs. The story didnt tell where the police sent her body after finding it or I mustve forgotten the detail. Anyway, Only their parents knew about Fany's state and was about to tell Sunny but she beat them to it and confessed that she killed Fany, the reason why their parent's car crashed after that. 5 yrs after Fany awoken and have reunited with Taeyeon.

2nd Theory. Taeyeon become one with Tiffany. The reason why she can no longer see them is because she's already a ghost living with them. Cycle of life if there is.
LisaManobanisBae
#7
You made me cry. T T in a good way. Good story. I always love stories like this with realistic endings. I love how you could feel empathy with the characters as if it was you and you can feel their grief and longing for each other. The frustration that whatever they do, they can never be. :(
star_915 #8
Chapter 32: You have really really great story here author nim.. thank you for writing this story.. keep writing please! ?
the_grey
#9
Chapter 32: Wooowwww.. Authorniimm ~~ great story do you have.. I can stop reading it untill i've finished.. Thank God your story is completed already, hehe..

In my opinion, tiffany is already dead for 4 years.. I think its kind of miracle if she meet Tae as a human in last chapter,, but i like this theory better actually, so tiffany is not dead yet, her body is in hospital somewhere, in coma for four-five years and tiffany herself or Sunny didn't know about this, and because of her last year live with Taeyeon, make Tiffany eager to live again.. So Tiffany wake up and looking for taeyeon for three years and luckily she find Taeyeon in front of her (old) house..

I think its more realistic for me.. Ahahahaa... Im so sorry authornim, it just my opinion though.. But i love how your ending though.. How they are longing each other, how God can do everything to make two desperate people meet, fall in love each other, face and solve their each problem together and never stop hope for every kind of situation.. Seriously, thank you..

Whooooaahhh... I'm talking.. or must i say writing too much here, ehehe.. Thank you authornim for the great story.. Hope you can create another amazing stories.. Fightiingg!!! \(^o^)/
xolovetaeny3981
#10
Chapter 32: Awwwwww. It was just sooooo amazing omg omg omg thanks author for your hard work