" Tzuyu-ah are you not really going to come out from your room? " my mom knocked and shouted outside my room. I sighed and closed my eyes again, my mom is being noisy early in the morning.

" unlock your door " she shouted again. Today is my third day here at our house in Taiwan and since I arrived I locked myself in my room, I haven't even greeted my mom properly.

" I’ll go down stairs later " I replied so she stopped knocking at my door and I think she left.

I sighed and stood up from my bed, I saw myself in the mirror and I immediately hated my appearance right now. My dark circles are bad, my eyes are puffy and I look depressed which I am.

My attention got diverted at Gucci who's barking and running around my feet, this dog is so needy. I sat down on the floor and hugged him.

" do you love me? " I asked Gucci who's staring at me.

" jinja? " Gucci stopped barking and started to my face then I realized I'm crying again, jeez.

I put down Gucci and laid on the floor. I'm so tired of crying, I've been crying for days, when will my eyes start to dry? I'm so tired of it.

I sighed as I stop myself from crying, my eyes are going to be super puffy when I come out of my room and I'm sure mom is going to interrogate me about it.

I reached for my phone and turned it on, I turned it off when I arrived here.

' YA WHERE ARE YOU!? ' I was startled when I suddenly clicked Jeongyeon unnie's voice message. My phone is apparently bombarded by my member's voice messages, calls and messages.

' Tzuyu-ah, Dahyun unnie and I misses you. Our room is not the same without you. Come home here already. Pali-pali~ ' Chaeyoung sent me a video message of her lying on my bed and Dahyun unnie beside her.

' Tzuyu-ah, unnie's worried about you. Come home already, I don't know what's your problem is but unnie's always right he