It’s been a few days since you’ve been out of it.

Lagi kang tulala at para bang ang lalim ng iniisip mo.

Syempre it didn’t go unnoticed by Joohyun, but being an understanding girlfriend that she is, hinayaan ka lang nya muna for a mean time.

You sigh once again bago mo padabog na nilapag yang pencil mo sa table.

You grab a fistful of your hair, followed by a non-stop cursing under your breath.

Tinignan mo ulit yung papel na kanina mo pa sinusubakang sagutan, pero mas lalo lang uminit yung ulo.

“! Argh!”

You said bago ka agad agad na tumayo, when you turn around nakita mo si Joohyun na kanina ka pa pala pinagmamasdan.

You just simply smiled at her bago mo sya nilagpasan para kumuha ng makakain at maiinom.

Sumunod sya sayo sa kusina and it surprised you nung niyakap ka nya mula sa likod.

Then you sigh, releasing your stress.

“Don’t be too hard sa sarili mo Seul.”

She softly said sa likod mo, you release a long sigh bago ka humarap sakanya.

Kinuha mo yung mga kamay nya and you wrapped it around your neck before you put your own hands sa waist nya and she smiled.

“Did you feel neglected?”

Ngumiti lang sya bago sya lumapit sayo and put her head sa shoulder mo.

“Kinda.”

Bulong nyang sagot and you felt guilty, you closed your eyes for a moment bago mo sya mas hinila palapit sayo, completely hugging her this time.

“Pero okay lang, I understand naman baby.”

She adds and tumingin sayo, you smiled bago mo sya hinalikan sa noo.

She giggles and gives you a peck sa cheek bago sya kumawala sayo.

“Hyun, wag kang makulit. Please”

Para bang wala syang narinig at tuloy pa rin sya sa pagkulit sayo na kanina mo pa di pinapansin.

“Hyun”

Kamo ulit na medyo naiinis na.

Pero katulad kanina di pa rin sya tumigil and continue tugging your sleeves, seeking for some attention.

You can’t blame her naman, kahit ba sinabi nya sayo na she understands the situation well at least give her some time too din naman diba.

But you didn’t see it that way so you took a deep breath and when she tugs at your sleeves once again, you snapped.

“Hyun naman! Sabi ko diba, wag kang makulit. Not now!”

Taas boses mong sabi sakanya, kita mo naman yung pagkagulat nya and for a second you felt guilty pero wala ka talaga sa mood ngayon, so you continue.

“Nakikita mo naming may ginagawa ako diba?”

Bumuntong hininga ka before you clicked your tongue.

Definitely annoyed.

Hindi sakanya, pero sa sarili mo mismo.

Ikaw naman tong may problema but you let it out sakanya.

Pero this past few days kasi, para sayo lahat ng bagay nakakairita.

Well except kay Joohyun syempre, but today it seems like di mo na kaya yung frustrations na dinadala mo so you snapped.

Yun nga lang, kay Joohyun.

“I-I just want you take a rest lang naman Seul.”

Mahina nyang sabi na mas lalo pang nakapagpaguilty sayo.

“Damnit”

You whispered to yourself bago ka lumabas leaving Joohyun behind, without your knowing Joohyun heard what you’ve said and she thought that it was her that you just cursed.

Joohyun release a big sigh bago sya umupo sa couch, staring blankly sa naka off na tv.

Gabi na nung bumalik ka sa unit nyo, and you expected na tulog na sya so imagine your surprised nung makita mo syang nakahiga sa kama wide awake, looking at you.

No, glaring at you.

You nervously gulp bago ka umarteng di ka naaapektuhan nung glare nya.

“Bat nandito ka?”

Pag tataray nyang sabi sayo and you were quite disappointed.

Hindi ba dapat and tanong nya e ‘San ka nanggaling?’ o di kaya ‘Bat ngayon ka lang?’

Being on your usual self, since nakapag isip isip ka na kanina you just go straight to your bed na ngayon e share na kayo.

Pinanuod ka lang nya bago sya umupo with her arms crossed.

Cute.

“Bakit? Kwarto ko din to ah.”

Kamo bago ka pa humiga dun sa right side nung bed.

You ignored her calls b