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Queer Feelings
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A/n: So yun nga syempre sorry ulit kung medyo matagal yung update XD. Matagal ba?

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Yung feeling na parang nawala yung kaluluwa mo sa katawan mo. Yun ganon yung nararamdaman ko. No, I'm not exagerating things. I swear, my knees are trembling. And I felt lost. Ni isa samin nila Wendy at Byul walang nagsalita kahit pa after natin sumakay dun sa ferris wheel ng Sky Ranch. Syempre, ni hindi pa nga kami fully nakakarecover dun sa vikings tapos may ferris wheel pa. Kahit pa sabihing close yun and safe tayo sa loob, but still. Alam kong Wendy and Byul are still calming themselves. Buti nalang Lisa knows how to drive din pala. Kundi mapipilitan tayong lahat mag commute. Since you know nanghihina parin kami sa mga nangyare kanina. Nakarating naman tayo ng hotel ng safe. And I still feel my knees buckle a bit nung pag baba ko sa sasakyan. You caught my arms to help me balance myself. I turn to you and simply say thank you. Bago na ko ulit nag lakad, leaving you behind. Hindi ko intensyon na iwan ka, I just really feel the need to have some rest bago man ulit tayo umalis para mag dinner.

"Hey." Narinig kong tawag mo nung makapasok na tayo sa room natin. 
Nahiga ako dun sa kama and I simply hum at you.
"Hey, you okay?" Tanong mo and I nodded. 
I left out a sigh bago ako bumangon sa kama para mag palit sana ng damit but hinarang mo ko and I'm confused why.
"Why aren't you talking to me?" And mas lalo lang akonh na confused.
"Eh?"
"Don't eh eh me. Galit ka nanaman ba?"
"Eeeh?" Ano daw? 
Bakit naman ako magagalit?
"Ano nga?" You whined a little bago mo pa ako inuyog uyog ng konti. 
Nahilo nanaman tuloy ako. 
I held your hands to stop you from what you were doing.
"Stop it." I said and agad ka namang huminto. 
You look at me and I saw a frown on your face.
Eh? 
Bakit?
"So galit ka nga?" You said and your eyes went teary.
Hala, nag panic ako.
"No!" Napalakas yung sabi ko so I cleared my throat then I held your shoulders. 
You bit your lower lips bago ka yumuko.
"I mean, bakit ako magagalit sayo?" You shrugged your shoulders still not looking at me.
"Di ko alam. Bakit nga ba?" Sagot mo na nakayuko parin. 
I released a sigh then my hands goes down to hold yours. 
And this time tumingin ka narin sakin. 
I beam at you and I pinched your nose.
"I'm not mad at you okay."
"Then, why aren't you talking to me?" Sabi mo and you pouted a little. 
Ajuju, di ko alam kung nag papacute ka or ganyan ka lang talaga. 
I chuckled and you frowned.
"Bat ka tumatawa?"
"Wala. You're just cute. And I'm sorry for not talking to you. You know...I'm kinda..ahm still recovering from ano...yun..yung ano..." Taena naman kasi nakakahiya naman kasi yung nangyare talaga kanina. 
Para kaming mga bata nila Byul.
"Oh, yung ride?"
"Y-yeh. I'm still ano...ahm how do I say this. Traumatized?" I said, unsure to my own words. 
You smiled at me.
"I'm sorry kung pinilit pa namin kayo. But you guys are okay naman diba?" I hear a worried tone in your voice so I nodded.
"Yeh, we're fine I guess." Tumango ka lang and you once again smiled at me.
"Palit lang ako and we're going to have dinner na rin. Can you tell the others na while I'm changing Hyun?" I said habang naghahanap ako ng damit ko dun sa cabinet.
"What did you just call me?" Nagulat ako nung andito ka na ulit sa tabi ko.<

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Urnzone
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33 streak #1
Asan ka na po
notjoohyunn
#2
Chapter 39: Kung sa Seulrene moments willing to wait kami, pati rin sayo author-nim :>
notjoohyunn
#3
Chapter 27: Ex niya ata
flying_dubu69 #4
Chapter 40: otornimmmm pakigalaw ang baso kung buhay ka pa

charizzzzz
autornim kaseeee, pabitin-_-.
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#5
Chapter 2: Where are youuuu otorrr?
gomtokki_23
#6
Chapter 5: medyo sobra naman si Seulgi dito. tsk
Ivie12
#7
Chapter 40: Next Chapter po plessss 😁😁😁
agentayase_thehunter
#8
Chapter 28: That 'Akala mo ikaw lang , pero hindi pala' daaaaaaamn. Shet ang hirap pag nagmahal sa may unfinished business pa.